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Post by madeline rose scott on Feb 18, 2012 5:49:24 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -LITTLE DARLING, THE SMILES RETURNING TO THE FACESlittle darling, it seems like years since it's been here- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - aria seemed happy, but her and jack, well they didn’t seem so happy and she didn’t want to do this. she wasn’t in that kind of mood, but she was taking off her clothes and aria was watching her and well she didn’t look to see if jack was, because she wasn’t trying to pressure him into doing that. maybe somehow this could stop? some way if she just listened for a little bit she’d go away...aria was calling jack daddy though and she didn’t like it. what kind of sick twisted game was this. play with? like sex play with? maddie didn’t think sex was a game! she knew it was for people that loved one another and she had loved jacob at one time and the other people she had sex with it wasn’t because of love it was because she didn’t want them to hate her...but if she had sex with jack was he going to hate her. she turned to see aria kiss jack and she looked down at the ground she didn’t want her to kiss jack, but she had a gun! she just continued to slowly get naked and felt cold...not warm...cold and she wanted it to stop before it started. she didn’t see her inject him with something though..that would have made her scream, because that was hurting someone or so she thouught.
isnt this fun? no this was sick and maddie wanted to throw up so she stayed quiet and kind of tried to cover herself a little with her hair cause she felt uncomfy nude now. she kind of glanced at jack when she said he should lay down. she couldn’t say anything to him because she didn’t want him to hear the pain. she nonchalantly went with things. maddie jumped when she said she didn’t have all day and shot the gun looking at jack. ”jack she didn’t shoot you did she?” she asked being that he was kind of really quiet, but she didn’t blame him, because well this wasn’t a fun game! she wasn’t afraid to use it either. then she told her not to move and she stayed put and kind of watched for a moment and looked away as she got naked. maddie was pansexual, but she was in a relationship so looking wouldn’t be right...
jack cut aria but only because aria made him and she bit her lip because she wasn’t supposed to move right now. she wanted to put her clothes on and go hold jack and just cuddle...she didn’t want sex! if anyone it would be from jack, but they just got together really they weren’t ready for that step. good jack? no it wasn’t good and the blood licking made her gag a little bit. she couldn’t help it. then she said she wanted to play again and she didn’t see how jack reacted to it, but maddie didn’t want to play with aria, because that was gross the blood and this game it was all gross. ”p-pl-play?” she asked stuttering a little bit she knew she was going to regret asking as her feet kind of moved forward. she didn’t want to kiss her though with the blood and she didn’t want to do anything to her period....this was so messed up! yo-your bleeding we should put our clothes back on and take you to the nurse” she said sweetly...she was just trying to help, but she pry wasn’t helping but she was in her own way concerned about that cute she was bleeding obviously.
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Post by aria melinda beecher on Mar 2, 2012 12:48:50 GMT -5
aria was really having tons of fun with this and she didn't care if the two thought it was weird in any way. it wasn't weird to her, it was normal and something she had done for a very long time and she couldn't think of any other way to spend a day then playing with two people. she was really excited to play and have fun because it was an exciting thing to do! playing was what aria had been doing since she was young and it was her fun. she didn't know any better because this was what she was taught. this was her normal and her fun and she was more than okay with that. no one but daddy mattered anyway.
that meant in this only jack mattered, or kind of mattered. the whole time she would think of what would make her daddy happy and what might make jack happy. she just wouldn't hurt jack because no daddy would be bad. but she wouldn't tell maddie that and when she asked jack if she shot him she giggled. "not yet. only if you don't listen to me," she said and took her hand and moved it to her breast and giggled. "play time maddie."
when the girl had talked back, aria had gotten angry and it was a new feeling but she couldn't keep her her hand from moving up and slapping poor maddie in the face, "i don't need a nurse it doesn't hurt and i like it. now we are going to play and you will stop taking back" as she stood there in front of maddie, she remembered the video camera and she backed away for a minute, "stay there for two seconds." giggles escaped the girl's lips as she skipped her way to her purse to pick out the camera and turning it on and set it down so it was showing maddie and jack and she giggled. "okay now we play."
there wasn't any pain right now because aria was used to the cutting and the bleeding and it felt good to her. she couldn't wait to have her way with maddie and jack and she moved back and ran her hand across maddie's chest and kissed her neck softly. "touch me maddie and then you can play with daddy." she took the knife and slid it down maddie's arm. "its so sweet and good," she said softly before licking her arm and smiling. "you taste so good maddie."
words: four hundred and eighteen tagged: janet with maddie! outfit: here song: father figure by george michael notes: <3
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Post by jackson david henderson on Mar 2, 2012 13:32:04 GMT -5
the gunshot had reminded jack too much of hailey and it sent his mind veering back to that time and he didn't want to think about it. instead he buried his head in his knees and tried not to think about it and to try and calm down the shakes that were beginning to form. he hated this, why did bad things happen to him? he wanted this to stop. it was bad enough hailey hurt him and hurt val but maddie didn't deserve this. no one deserved this because everyone was so good and people deserved happiness and fun. not sadness and pain. it made his insides twist with sadness and fear as he sat there with his head buried in his knees.
when maddie spoke to him and asked him if he got shot, he bit his lip. he could talk, he had say something but he didn't know how. he couldn't move, movements weren't working and he took a breath and forced his lips to move. "no." he wanted to make maddie a little happy since he couldn't move to save her. he was weak and he wanted to move but he could only think about the movements. they wouldn't happen but he thought of them. thought about getting up and going and hitting aria and making her stop but he couldn't.
he just sat there with tears in his eyes as she made maddie touch her then she slapped maddie and he tried to scream and it only came out as a soft groan. why was she doing this? what did maddie do to deserve this? what did he do..why couldn't they just be a happy peter pan and tinkerbell? it was sad but he couldn't do anything but watch as aria cut maddie as she did bad things. it was all jack could manage to do. sit there and watch and cry.
tagged: janet with maddie and me with aria word count: thee hundred and eighteen notes: this sucksD:
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Post by madeline rose scott on Mar 4, 2012 21:59:57 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -LITTLE DARLING, THE SMILES RETURNING TO THE FACESlittle darling, it seems like years since it's been here- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - aria was someone madeline could have seriously seen herself being friends with at the start but now the girl frightened her. sure maddie was too nice to actually disregard any given person as a friend but she would kind of forever be unsure of her after this given experience. her poor boyfriend was crying and looked so scared! she hated this so much she didnt want jack to hurt! she didnt know why she was doing this! who in their right mind would want this! sex was fun but it was supposed to be about love! she didnt love aria and she was growing with jack but they just started dating! she felt so awkward naked and pale before the two of them...she was frozen it wasnt like the weather was incredibly nice either. she insantly regretted telling aria she was going to play. she tried not to look at aria because she wasnt excessively horny and turned by this at all and she didnt need to look at her nude yet. she just wanted to scream but than she or jack could get shot! this girl was one of the nut like people.
he was so silent and shakey but she didnt see blood she heard aria say that he had not been shot yet but she needed to hear it from jack. he said no and it made her happy in time. she said not yet though and if she didnt listen maddie could hear herself gulp. she needed to listen to her in order to keep jack safe...if he broke up with her after this she would be so broken but understand she was being bad...it wasnt her fault but she would be forced to do stuff with someone else! also with him and he didnt believe in it! it made her so so sad already. aria took her hand and moved it to her breast and maddie didnt know what else to do but kind of weakly fondle it "ple-please dont ill be good ill play" she said nervously because she said she would shoot him!
maddie felt her slap her and she winced instantly kind of just looking up to her innocently. jacob used to hit her and it brought her back to that levelp "im really really sorry" she said sounding like something clicked. it was what she was used too or wel had been used to! stay there for two minutes? yeah she wasnt moving she knew it meant bad things and well though the camera was worse in her opinion she didnt want jack to be bloody and in pain like...no she didnt want that for him or to even think about it. she bit her lip seeing the camera though she didnt want that again...jacob made tapes of her and him. now they play! this wasnt playful it was serious!
maddie looked to jack and he was in a ball and she felt like crying and then she felt aria close to her again and it pained her to look at jack. she felt her breathe grow a bit heavy with nerves and her kiss her neck. she shut her eyes and well she didnt know what to do she didnt know what to think to do. then aria ordered her to touch her. her hand was a little shakey as she moved it forward and moved her hand over her chest and over her body a little bit. she didnt want to touch her in her sex. thats what she called it for now because this was so weird..playing with jack would be better but she didnt want to corrupt him like that. she wanted for when he had sex for him to enjoy it...fully this wasnt going to be like that.
the cut and her licking it made little maddie whimper. what was she doing? no no that didnt feel good at all! maddie was used to pain but she wasnt immuned to it by any means! this was freaky she couldnt even look down to see it she was scared and the girl licked it! what if maddie or someone she did that too had some sort of disease! she almost felt for her a little bit.
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Post by aria melinda beecher on Mar 14, 2012 10:36:04 GMT -5
aria would be kind of sad if someone called her weird, because she didn't feel weird. she felt normal. and it really wasn't her fault that she was so fucked up. no, that blame should be very much put on her father! even though aria saw no blame for anything, because there was nothing wrong with her. no, this was aria's normal and she was okay with that. she liked it because it's all she's ever really known and a change would be horrible for her. how was she to please her father if they kept her from these people? no, they couldn't do that to her. aria wouldn't let them change her, she would be the same aria melinda beecher as she has been since the day she was born.
she giggled and clapped her hands when poor maddie saw her way and she smiled. "well i'm glad you see it my way, precious!" she licked her lips and looked around, really really excited for this! it had been too long since her last playtime and it was kind of nerve-racking! what if dad was mad because she took five days? she hoped he wouldn't be mad and that was why she was doing this now. giving him a video so there will be proof! no anger, just happiness and excitement from her father's voice as he watched her in action.
the sorry mad aria giggle some more and she wrapped her arms around madeline's neck in a hug and kissed her cheek. "its okay! you just need to behave so it doesn't happen again." aria didn't like losing her temper, it never really happened but this girl was just pushing it and well now she understood and aria was excited once more as she took the girls hand and placed her lips on it affectionately. yes, aria was very affectionate when it came to the girls. now aria wasn't planning to rape jack, not at this moment. right now she wanted maddie to touch her and maybe jack to touch her and for maddie to play with jack. but after that? she wasn't sure, it depended on if the blonde girl had time for more fun, or if she needed to fleet away like the little hummingbird that she was.
maddie began to touch her and the blonde moaned in satisfaction! this was exactly what she wanted. something new and fun and maddie was giving it to her. aria didn't have to do any work, it was all on maddie and she was really excited for it! the blood..it tasted good to the little blonde. maybe it was the years and years of doing so. though she never really thought about std's because her father never drilled it into her! she was always fucking little kids, std's were next to impossible unless they had it from birth and still aria didn't worry. that was why she made another light slice around maddie's nipple and sucked the blood happily and giggled, "mm you are tasty maddie." she kissed the girl's lips lightly before making the same cut around her nipple. "stay here or i'll hurt him," she giggled and walked over to jack again and knelt next to him. "daddy...its time for fun for you."
she worked his mouth open and leaned over him so her nipple rested in his mouth and she giggled, "mm daddy." she handed jack the knife and guided his hand to make another slice across her stomach and another moan escaped the girl's lips. she moved away and back to maddie. "now touch me down there," she said, sternly. aria didn't call it anything because a lady didn't talk about her lady parts. no, talking about it was forbidden because it wasn't lady-like and aria was a lady. "do it or daddy will do it for you."
words: six hundred and forty-seven tagged: janet with maddie! outfit: here song: father figure by george michael notes: she's creepy<.<
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Post by jackson david henderson on Mar 14, 2012 10:57:02 GMT -5
jack just watched in horror and he wanted to hug his maddie and save her but he couldn't move! his body ached and felt so heavy and he was stuck and he wanted to cry and so he did. the tears were falling down his face as he watched this mean girl hurt his maddie! it was all starting to be too much for jackson as he listened to them talk and watched them do things. maddie touching her, her touching maddie. touching...lots of scary touching. this wasn't something jackson wanted to see but his body wasn't reacting in the way he wanted it to. his body should be scared like he was, but it was happy becauseit was too girls..that was all his body saw. nothing more than that. not the fear in maddie's eyes.
"no," he screamed as she cut maddie again and that rendered him a slap in the face when aria was next to him. then he could feel her working his lips open, calling her daddy, everything was moving so fast. next thing he knew there was something in his mouth and it tasted like iron..metal. it wasn't good and he tried not to swallow but he could feel it flow down the back of his neck. when she moved again,he wanted to spit but he wasn't able to move his mouth and so the rest of the blood slid down his throat and he felt horrible. he pulled his knees up to his chin and cried some more. everything was too much and he didn't want to watch maddie touch this girl but he couldn't close his eyes in fear that she'll shoot him or maddie or do something and he wouldn't know what. he wanted to know maddie's injuries so he could help make them better later.
he saw a faint smile from aria as she walked away, noticing the bulge appearing in his pants and he tried to turn into a big ball and hide everything. he wasn't naked yet but he was scared because soon she'd make him naked. she kept saying that maddie would play with him. he didn't like this playing and he didn't want to play. he wanted all of this to just stop. "stop!" the words flew out of his mouth before he could stop them and he saw aria's hand raise to hit maddie and that made jack close his eyes. he was a coward, he couldn't stand to see that and he was sad...so sad.."i'm sorry," he whispered, hoping to save maddie more pain but the sound of skin on cheek drifted into his eardrums and he winced. "so..so sorry."
tagged: janet with maddie and me with aria word count: four hundred and fifty-two notes: <.< poor jack
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Post by madeline rose scott on Mar 16, 2012 17:18:10 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -LITTLE DARLING, THE SMILES RETURNING TO THE FACESlittle darling, it seems like years since it's been here- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - the girl with the black dyed hair was kind of trying to subside her shakes, because she knew what showing fear was...it was no good, plus jack was scared enough and he was her best friend and although it wasn’t normal to kind of go along with the situation she couldn’t help but to find herself progressing, because the situation was bad, but she didn’t want it to get worse with being hit or hurt or jack being hit or hurt or further fearful...she just hoped that he wasn’t sitting there knee’s up to his chest currently hating her, because of all of this, because if maddie had to be honest she’d be in a lot of pain if jack ended up hating her even if she wouldn’t blame him.
madeline didn’t see it her way at all she was trying to get herself to even place what was going on in the blondes mind, but it was pry creepy and weird and scary! maddie didn’t like thinking bad thoughts in fact right now she wanted to curl up into a ball next to jack sing kiddy songs and sleep, because she wanted good thoughts, but these were going to be nightmares just like with jacob...there was going to be a lot of nightmares. ”mhm” was all she said in a small tone, because she knew the point was to agree agree agree and get out as soon as possible of this mess her and jack were in...
the sorry mad aria giggle some more and she wrapped her arms around madeline's neck in a hug and kissed her cheek. "its okay! you just need to behave so it doesn't happen again." aria didn't like losing her temper, it never really happened but this girl was just pushing it and well now she understood and aria was excited once more as she took the girls hand and placed her lips on it affectionately. yes, aria was very affectionate when it came to the girls. now aria wasn't planning to rape jack, not at this moment. right now she wanted maddie to touch her and maybe jack to touch her and for maddie to play with jack. but after that? she wasn't sure, it depended on if the blonde girl had time for more fun, or if she needed to fleet away like the little hummingbird that she was.
the contact made maddie want to shiver once more in fear, but she force a small smile when she kissed her neck and told her not to let it happen again. she didn’t mean for her voice to come out shakey, but it did now. ”o-o-kay” she said wanting to close her eyes and be somewhere else...in a park with pablo, jack, and herself swinging! she wanted to be in her happy place...maddie felt her lips on her hand and it felt like she was trying to be warm, but this was such a cold thing to do maddie had to force herself to even ponder on the thought. maddie was touching the girl being that she moaned maddie knew she was doing well. it was a bad thing to do and her mind kept screaming stop because of jack, but for the same reason it was screaming for her to continue. her body’s response to pleasuring the girl almost made her sick, but she continued. maddie watched the knife again and held back tears as she cut her on her breast and tasted her blood again the cold air stinging her. her compliments...well she didn’t say anything to them what were you supposed to say. she kissed her back though...tasting the blood and it grossed her out. she was told to stay put but the frozen girl heard her words. she wanted her to leave jack alone he was so pure...but alls she could manage was a glare without aria noticing, because she didn’t want her to stab him.
she couldn’t watch as she did things to jack....it wasn’t a turn onto her it pissed her off even if she was pansexual she wouldn’t ever do this to jack...not this way not until he wanted it. her eyes shut until she felt the girl back in front of her telling her to touch her down there or jack would do it. she had caught glimpses of him and he was turned on by this, but she knew he didn’t want to be and that he was sorry, because he didn’t want to see maddie hurt again...she couldn’t help but want to protect him though because she had done this stuff and he hadn’t so her hand extended and she touched her where she wanted to be touched. the excitement evident and she kissed her neck as she did it. she just wanted for jack to be safe...she was protecting him. her thoughts being that he didn’t need to be sorry...it was her fault...she was the one that said she’d play..he really didn’t consent to this and neither did she. the stop earlier had made her eyes fly open and look at jack her eyes pleading with him...she knew he was trying to help, but she didn't want him hurt. she had been so nervous..
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Post by aria melinda beecher on Mar 22, 2012 11:47:53 GMT -5
the little blonde was getting a lot of enjoyment out of this that was for sure. jack's fear only made her that much more happier and maddie's compliance was also very fun! though she was slowly getting on her nerves and she wanted to hurt jack and maddie together and she giggled happily as she watched jack's fear and his little...happy spot becoming big. yeah, she was still very much childish and lady-like when it came to these things because she didn't like talking about them but she loved doing them. her words and her actions might actually confuse people because she would nevergo up to maddie and start talking about this day because you never talked about it. no that would mean getting caught. and not being lady-like and her daddy raised her to be very lady-like.
so that was why she was really upset at hitting poor maddie because she shouldn't have done that. but she was glad maddie said okay and she clapped a million times and hopped up and down and hugged her. "good girl." the shakiness of her voice didn't bother aria because well she didn't really care, as long as she didn't talk back to her again. that was the only important thing to the little blonde vampire. when maddie kissed aria back, she felt accomplished and she giggled. "yay," was all she could say and she wondered what jack's lips tasted like, they looked like daddy's lips but different. they were different then the small girls and boys and different then maddies.
the stop made aria snap a bit and she marched back and slapped him in the face. "you shush right now or i'll hurt her even more." satisfied, she turned on her heals and marched back to get touched by poor maddie. she hoped her daddy would enjoy this video. enjoy watching her take charge and causing destruction to others way older than she was used to. oh yes..she as excited to hear daddy's voice and his happiness. that alone turned the little blonde vampire on.
of course a soft moan escaped the blonde's lips as maddie listened to her. but finally she wanted something else so she took maddie's hand away from her naked form and smiled, "follow me." she lead the girl to jack and sat down next to where his head was and ran a hand through his hair and placed a soft kiss to his lips, tasting her blood and giggling. "your lips taste like me." she looked at maddie and nodded to jack's pants. "get him naked so we can all play." she ran a hand down his cheek and sighed, "daddy needs some fun to maddie. right daddy?"
words: four hundred and fifty-eight tagged: janet with maddie! outfit: here song: father figure by george michael notes: she's creepy<.<
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Post by jackson david henderson on Mar 22, 2012 12:02:11 GMT -5
the slap hurt so much and he cringed and it took a lot to manage to rub his face. his body was just so heavy and his brain was so foggy that he didn't know what to do anymore. he just stared into space and tried to ignore the pain of the slap, and he was kind of lost. where he was or who anyone was was kind of confusing. he just knew he didn't like the blonde one and that maddie...was his and he didn't want her hurt and that he was so scared. fear, that was the dominate feeling inside jack right now. pure fear.
jack was scared watching maddie touch aria, afraid of aria, afraid of what she was going to do to her and him. it was all too much really and he didn't know what to do but sit with his eyes closed trying not to watch maddie touch her. it hurt his heart and his brain to watch that. hearing aria's moan made more tears fall down his sweet face and he managed to wipe them as he heard footsteps, not knowing whose they were, hoping they were someone who would save him and take him away from this place.
but he heard the blonde's voice telling him things and telling maddie to get him naked and he shook his head and cried. he didn't want this...no he wanted to go to his room and curl in his bed and sleep. to hug his best friend and sleep and not tell anyone anything. that was what he wanted but he wasn't going to get that and he tried to hide the sob but it didn't work. the sob came out and he shook his head again or he tried to. no the shaking didn't happen and he just laid there,eyes closed ad fingers digging into the ground trying to hide, to fall into a hole or fly away. like peter pan and alice..like fairy tales with happy endings.
tagged: janet with maddie and me with aria word count: thee hundred and thirty-eight notes: this sucksD:
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Post by madeline rose scott on Mar 25, 2012 19:52:00 GMT -5
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surely this was cheating on jack right in front of jack and he was going to hate her forever and now she just wanted to go home, back to australia and to hide. she couldn't bare the feeling of being hated by jack! it was such a long time coming that she waited for jack and there was even the chance that the boy was going to stay with val or some other girl...there was even alyx, but she wouldn't be mad if they got together either, because she cared a lot and she'd still wish and long to be jack's friend. though surely, they just got together, but she felt the end. it took a lot to not just break down and cry hysterically. the sixteen year old wanted pablo and to wallow in her tears now. she couldn't do that though, because the scary blonde was still here and she'd hurt jack...she didn't want jack hurt physically even if she felt like she was breaking him emotionally. little tink felt stupid! she had no clue what to do...but she wished that aria would just let jack go... the giggle snapped her out of her thoughts...this was no dream...there was no more sun and she just felt like she was just as evil as jacob. no, not aria., but maddie. madeline felt like she was in her exes shoe's and though it wasn't by force she felt grimey and gross and she wanted out!
all the excitement from aria, well it was something...some sort of style she had yet to see, but the girl couldn't help but sort of remember it in a different light. she just wanted it to be over with though, but she stayed hush as aria got happy and went crazy like she was some blood sucking creature. she refused to call her vampire, because jack had vampire in his name and to her it was supposed to be a cute thing not disgusting like this. her eyes fell over jack who was scared but his body was happy. that much was evident. immediately she felt wrong and just shut her eyes for a moment waiting for what was to come next. though surely this was only going to get worse before it got better.
when she heard a slap but didn't feel it her eyes opened widely looking at jack's cheek she wanted to say stop, but she didn't want her slapping jack again. she would have preferred if she hurt her more...she just didn't want her hurting jack. the facial expression on maddie was that of a sad statute she couldn't do anything it seemed...not a damn thing right and she was even ruining her and jack by touching this girl and making her 'happy'. the girls eyes fell on the camera and she felt gross...she didn't want this to be taped...for someone to be able to see this her poor boyfriend...it wasn't like she was sad about her being on tape though she didn't like it....its just jack was so scared it wasn't fair to tape that!
though it ended and she was being told to follow her over to jack...no no this wasnt how it was supposed to go! jack was supposed to stay safe and just be happy but nothing more because he didn't want nothing more and he was a virgin and maddie well she respected that. when she kissed him she wiped her eyes a tear had formed, but it wasn't like she hadn't touched aria so maybe it was fair even though neither of them really wanted this. his eyes got wide and so did hers when she was told to take his clothes off. how was she supposed to do this..how was she supposed to harm jack in that way. she didn't want anything from him like that! just hugs, loves, and kisses...one day when he was ready they could do that...his body was ready, but his mind no he didn't want it. she gulped and her lips went down to jack's ear to whisper in it...she didn't care if aria hit her for this...she needed him to know. "jack i don't want to do this...i respect your choice to be a virgin and i admire you for it" and you a warm tear even fell on him as her hand moved to his chest rubbing it up and down a bit to be soothing, but at the same time maybe it'd get aria off her back for a moment. she sat up looking at his clothes and then glanced to the ground. "j-jack can you lift your arms for me.." she stuttered. you could tell she hated this!
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