MCCORMICK, jurien ivan

[jurien "jimmy" mccormick]

JURIEN IVAN MCCORMICK

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I can't seem to face up to the facts
I'm tense and nervous and I can't relax
I can't sleep 'cause my bed's on fire
Don't touch me I'm a real live wire

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Hey there, glad you could join us. So first thing's first, what do we call you?[/color][/font][/b]
That depends on who you're speaking to... Not that the other guy says very much at all. My name is Jurien Ivan McCormick. My mom's parents are from sweden so that explains my first name. I have another personality.. I don't really know much about it or if there might be more than one but I've been told that it doesn't speak. It seems to be cruel, destructive and violent. I don't know what to call it because it doesn't really seem to have a name or anything.. The doctors refer to it as Ivan, I guess cause it's easier to just use my middle name but I don't like that... It just makes it seem more like a part of me and I really don't want it to be... I've got nicknames too.. Most people back home didn't really try to shorten Jurien, they just used my initials and called me Jim or Jimmy.
Okay, got it. And how old are you, if you don't mind me asking?[/color][/font][/b]
I'm 18. My birthday's on the 25th of September and I know I don't look much older than everyone else but I got held back a year (cause I was at a 'facility' that was suppose to help me or something) so I should have graduated from high school by now. No one really knows and I don't really made a big deal out of it.
Mhm and, now don't take this the wrong way, but are you a guy or a girl?[/color][/font][/b]
I'm a guy.
And are you straight, gay or...?[/color][/font][/b]
I'm straight.
Have we met before? You look so familiar![/color][/font]
I don't think so but I do look like Colton Haynes.

Excellent. Now, for the benefit of our readers, how would you describe your appearance?[/color][/font][/b]
I guess I look good.. I'm not trying to be arrogant about it or whatever but I've been told I do. All the McCormick guys have never had a problem with that. The ladies seem to love us. I've got some pretty masculine features I guess, and I work out and play sports so there's all that muscle too, though mine are mostly lean muscle. I've got blue eyes, brown hair. I'm about 5'11.. Just a little shorter than my brothers.
And if a stranger had to spot you in a crowd what should they look out for?[/color][/font][/b]
I don't really have anything that makes me stands out too much. No tattoos or piercings or anything like that. I dress pretty normal I guess. Just t-shirts and jeans and stuff, I like leather jackets and flannel shirts too.
What's the first thing this stranger would notice about you?[/color][/font][/b]
I don't really know.
Let's just say this stranger decides to observe you for a bit - any habits or quirks they might notice?[/color][/font][/b]
I don't really have any.. I guess I tend to not look at someone in the eyes if I'm lying about something or just trying to avoid a subject or something.
So this creepy stranger, what would their first impression of your character be?[/color][/font][/b]
I don't know... I guess I seem pretty normal at first.. I might seem like a jerk to some people when I try not to talk to them.. I might seen rude because of it but I guess I'd be alright otherwise and I am working on the whole being social thing but I'm still not sure it's a good idea.

So, sport, you got any hobbies?[/color][/font][/b]
I used to do a lot of sports and anything outdoors. I surfed right up till I was thirteen. I like going camping and hiking. I like working out too but I don't do it as much anymore. I love sports but I can't play cause of that other personality.
Interesting! And what about the things you like the most?[/color][/font][/b]
I like a lot of things. I guess I like the internet.. it's a lot easier to talk to someone there without hurting them. I like my phone, calls and txts are great too. I like being outside and being alone. I like big open spaces with nothing around.
I like not hurting people, I guess that one's kind of obvious. I like when people actually listen to me when I tell them to stay away from me. I like when people understand but I never expect them to.
And there's gotta be things you don't like too, right?[/color][/font][/b]
I hate this other personality and I hate when people get hurt and I hate getting blamed for it. I hate not having control of it.
I don't like kids or people who act like kids or are just plain immature because they never listen. I can warn them for hours and they'll keep coming at me till they get hurt and I don't like that.
Great! So are you keeping any secrets? Don't worry, I swear I won't tell.[/color][/font][/b]
Yeah I keep a lot of secrets.. From myself. I honestly don't know the things this other personality has done. I've seen some of the results of it and it is pretty horrible... I'm not really sure but.. I think I might have had something to do with my dad's death.. I've never told anyone. I've been too afraid to but I had a black out around that time and... I'm just not sure.
My lips are sealed. Now, what would you say is your best quality?[/color][/font][/b]
I don't know.. I guess I'm good at sports (not that anyone'll know since I'm not allowed to participate).
And your worst? C'mon, no one's perfect, kiddo.[/color][/font][/b]
That extra, unwanted personality.

Now how about the other people in your life, let's talk family.[/color][/font][/b]
My mom's name's Felicity and I dad's was Greg but he died when I was 13. I've got an older brother, Anton (Sean Faris) and a younger brother Sammy, short for Samuel (Sam Saffman). He's a year younger than me so he's a senior too, at a regular school.
Any pets?[/color][/font][/b]
I can't have pets anymore.. We used to have them but.. Bad things happened.
You're doing great, just a few more questions. So where are you from?[/color][/font][/b]
I was born in Corpus Cristi, Texas and then I moved to Baltimore when I was thirteen and that's sort of when the black outs got really bad.. And now I'm here.
I see, cool. So how come you ended up at [school/college/town name here]?[/color][/font][/b]
It's the multiple personality disorder (they call it dissociative identity disorder now).. I've only got the one extra personality that I know of but apparently it's extremely dangerous, violent and shows no sign of emotion or remorse. I guess I'm dangerous because of it..
Almost done. So anything else we should know about you?[/color][/font][/b]
I guess my life kind of reads a little like a script from a horror film. There are some normal moments in the beginning but then it just gets frightening... You know that Damien kid in the Omen... He looks like a regular kid but then all this crazy stuff happens around him.. That sort of stuff happened around me too and it took a while to figure it out, but it was me.. It was my fault.
That's when I started trying to block it all out and just ignore all the bad stuff, but it wasn't easy.
I'm probably not the best person to ask about my history because I just don't remember a lot of it. I get these blackouts.. Kind of like that guy in the movie the butterfly effect, except without that whole going back in time craziness... I've got dissociative identify disorder.. so I kinda switch personalities and whatever happens then I just don't remember. It's not even me but some people just don't get that.
Anyway, we lived in Corpus Christi, Texas till I was about 13. My dad died and then we moved to Baltimore where my mom is from to live closer to her parents. I guess it was just hard for her after my dad died.
It was kinda weird in Baltimore I guess. I made a few friends and I started getting more black outs and bad things happened. It wasn't good but I guess everyone tried to ignore it but people started getting hurt and people stopped talking to me and I guess I kinda became a loner for a while with just one friend who'd still talk to me.
Then last year he left and the blackouts were worse around then and I had to leave too. Ended up in this psychiatric facility for a year.. I did something real bad but I don't even remember and I'm just glad I didn't have to go to juvi or anything for it cause it was a personality disorder.
I still wanted to finish my Senior year and move on so they recommended Hawthorne cause it's a high school that can help manage my disorder or whatever. So here I am.

Now it's time to find out about the player! What are we to call you?[/color][/font][/b]
-V-
And how long have you been on this planet?[/color][/font][/b]
a long time
So how long have you been trapped in the wonderful world of roleplay?[/color][/font][/b]
forever and a day
Any other creations of yours wandering this site?[/color][/font][/b]
Emerson Leroy, Clyde Arlington, Isaac Brexton
And how did you find us?[/color][/font][/b]
I forget
Is there anything else we should know?[/color][/font][/b]
Shh no, it's a secret
And finally, the phrase that pays![/color][/font][/b]
been there, don't that

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