somethings are better alone (Cont. V2)

[adrian william miller]

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[amanda katrina tumlin]

amanda looked down and sighed, why was she agreeing to this? she didn’t even know where they were going, they were going to stay with a man. this couldn’t be right? she couldn’t be going through with this, but it was too late to say anything else, then again she could change her mind, but she just nodded. she wanted out of here, it made sense to get out any way she could. she looked out the window and nodded,”yeah leaving sounds like a good idea.” plus she’d be out of this café, away from these people and back to the safety of hawthorne. a familiar place with familiar faces, and a room where she can hide from the outside world. she wanted that so badly. frowning at him, she clutched her purse, of course she expected to pay. that was why she brought her purse, she could feel her cheeks reddening in embarrassment.

now this made her heart slightly quicken, she really didn’t want to stay in this guys house. but a basement suite, that can’t be that bad. it would be a little far away from the teacher, and she could stay in there when he’s home. almost like she does now at hawthorne. hide from everyone when she gets the chance. “well that was nice of him?” she didn’t know how to respond to this then the whole blowing up thing. “what? you did that?” she gave him a slight frown, then realized she seemed almost maternal. uck? when did she become such a tightass. “yeah…one problem…my fear,” she said this softly, her voice breaking. she couldn’t remember if she told adrian, but might as well get it off her chest before she escapes with him. he’d have to be prepared for a break down, that was inevitable with her living in some man’s house. this was the worst idea she ever agreed too. oh well, it was too late to change her mind.

words: three twenty seven
outfit: here you go
tags:wolfie with addy
notes: lalalala
credits: sunny @ caution!

[adrian william miller]

Adrian stood as the waitress returned with his change and a couple styrofoam cups. Passing one to Amanda, he poured the remainder of his beverage as Amanda did the same. He popped on one of the plastic lids as rain started to patter down heavily outside. “Come on.” He muttered, walking out the door. A hidden thumbs up was sent to Leonardo, sitting quietly in a corner booth. Leonardo gave him a quick wink before pulling the newspaper up to hide his face from Amanda.

Adrian held the door open for Amanda as rain started to drench his clothing and made his hair flatten to his head. After she was through the doorway, he calmly walked down the sidewalk. “Not like running is going to get us any less wet.” He smiled, taking a sip from his cup. Turning to face Amanda, he stopped and lent against a tree. “Oh, so you’re a phobia patient? I had always assumed you stabbed someone, or drowned them in their sleep.” Looking up, he noticed his ‘special’ friends sitting on one of the rooftops, watching them carefully. He rolled his eyes and turned his attention back to the girl in front of him. “So what gets your panties in a twist? Rats? Spiders? OH! I bet it’s tennis balls. Please let it be tennis balls.”

TAGGED: Amanda
WORD COUNT: 230
NOTES: Lol Fear of tennis balls

[amanda katrina tumlin]

amanda forced a smile to the waitress, before pouring her drink into her cup. she sighed as she grabbed the warm drink and stood up. she was glad to get out of here, with all these people around her, these men. she needed out and she needed this fast. she glared out the window as the rain came down even faster, she didn't want to look like crap and she was sure her little bit of mascara was going to run. holding her cup close to her, trying to gain warmth from it. she kept her eyes on the ground as she hurried out of the cafe, so she didn't even notice leonardo sitting there.

she couldn't help laugh when he said he assumed she just stabbed or killed someone. "well you could say that," she said with a wink. "after a stabbed that boy, well some people thought i needed help. so it's why i was sent her, just not all of why." she frowned and ran a hand through her hair, only a select few people knew this, and she guessed it was good to just get it out and tell him. "um..well i'm afraid of men." she held her breath, waiting for what she assumed would happen next. him telling her she's a freak and walking away. already tears were waiting to boil up and fall.

words: two hundred thirty six
outfit: got unlazy!
tags: wolfie with addy
notes: lalalala
credits: sunny @ caution!

[adrian william miller]

Adrian let out a smirk as Amanda told him about her stabbing some boy, totally believing she would do it. “Why don’t I doubt it.” He said, laughing a little. Pushing himself off the tree, Adrian walked towards Amanda as she revealed her deep, dark secret. “Well, that shouldn’t be a problem. I mean, there’s only about 3.5 billion men in the world, me being one of them.” He rolled his eyes while taking a sip of coffee. “We could always just find you Circe’s Isle and you could live there. Of course, all the men on Circe’s Island get turned into pigs, so that wouldn’t go well for me…”

Adrian suddenly dramatically reduced the distance in between his body and Amanda’s, only a couple inches separating them. “Just know, no matter where you are, I will always be there to protect you.” With that, Adrian gently put his hand around her waist, pulled her in close, and planted his lips upon hers. High above their heads, Gabriel nudged Nicole. “Ten bucks says she slaps him.” “You’re on!” Nicole retorted, smiling down at the two teenagers.

TAGGED: Amanda
WORD COUNT: 200ish
NOTES: :3

[amanda katrina tumlin]

amanda tried to stifle a laugh and instead it came out as a weird snort. "cause i'm cool like that?" she had been waiting all day for her heart to start pound, and her body feel like it was closing in on itself. but all day, she felt normal. like if she was hanging out with hope in their room. his next words made her roll her eyes at him,"i realize how much of the worlds population is male. thank you." then came something odd and her brow quirked,"really. you sure you don't want to be a pig adrian? i mean pigs are so cute and cuddly."

but that wasn't even the most surprising thing to this girl, it was when he walked towards her, said something about protecting her. which made her blush and feel giddy all at the same time. next thing she knew, she was even closer to him, his lips were on hers and she had no clue what to do. her heart was racing, but it was different not like fear, something else. something new that she's never felt before, and that scared her. not helping herself she leaned into the kiss then automatically pulled away and turning her head to the ground. what was she thinking? no one could possibly want her. he was obviously mistaken, confused and she couldn't take him. some other more worthy girl needed adrian. the funny, amazing, pyromaniac that seemed to make her want to do things she never dreamed of doing before.

words: two hundred sixty one
outfit: here
tags: wolfie with addy
notes: yay finally
credits: sunny @ caution!

[adrian william miller]

For a split second, Adrian was in ecstasy; he thought standing in the rain holding and kissing Amanda was only ever going to happen in his dreams, but it was actually happening. That is, for about 2.67 seconds, until she pushed herself away and wouldn’t look at him. “Close enough.” Gabriel whispered as Nicole passed him a ten dollar bill.

‘Fuuuuuuuuuuck…’ Adrian thought sadly as he looked at Amanda. ‘I screwed up. I shouldn’t have done that.’ Tossing his coffee behind him into a garbage can, he was unsure what to do now. Nicole, sensing his obvious discomfort, jumped from the top of the three story building down to the ground. “You should go.” She whispered in his ear as Gabriel landed beside her. “I should go…” Adrian repeated quietly, hanging his head. “Sorry…” He turned and started to slowly stumble up the street towards Hawthorne Academy, very disappointed.

TAGGED: Amanda
WORD COUNT: 160ish
NOTES: D:

[amanda katrina tumlin]

amanda looked up as he began to walk off, mentally cursing herself. she always prided herself on being smart, but here she was acting like the biggest idiot in the world. adrian liked her just as much as she liked him, and she was prepared to throw it all away. for what? her low self-esteem? no, she couldn't allow herself to do that, she deserved to be happy for once in her life. "wait. adrian," she said, feeling the tears fall down her face. she was happy it was raining, her tears blending in with the raindrops on her face. "please. don't..don't go," her voice broke slightly as she hurried to catch up to him.

"i feel like a moron," she muttered to no one in particular. finally after a few minutes of walking in silence she figured out what to say. she stopped, grabbing adrian's hand in the process. "it's not that i don't want to kiss you," she said slowly. "i'm just not used to this..this feeling of being wanted...it's new." she frowned as she struggled to find the right words for her feelings, another thing she never did before either. today seemed to be a day of firsts. “i just feel you deserve someone better than me. not damaged or afraid every single time she walks out of her room." tears were still falling down her face as she waited, hoping he'd understand and not hate her for all of eternity

words: two hundred fifty-seven
outfit: hero!
tags: wolfie with addy!
notes yays!
credit: sunny @ caution!

[adrian william miller]

Gabriel and Nicole sadly trudged after Adrian as he walked down the street, already soaked. It was almost as if he was standing in a giant shower, cause that what it felt like. ‘Damn it, I just threw everything away. Maybe I should have waited longer. Or maybe not at all…’ Adrian thought glumly. ‘I guess she doesn’t feel the same way…’ Gabriel turned around, still walking backwards. “She’s coming after you.” He said, raising an eyebrow. Adrian just nodded slowly, continuing towards the school. Eventually, Amanda caught up with them and they continued to walk in silence.

After a couple minutes, Amanda muttered something Adrian couldn’t make out, and then she grabbed his arm and started talking. Nicole and Gabriel both stood behind Adrian, listening intently. Nicole leaned forward and whispered in his ear. Adrian made no notice that he heard her, instead staring deeply into Amanda’s eyes. “Amanda, you have to know. There is no one better than you.” He whispered gently, wiping away her tears.

TAGGED: Amanda
WORD COUNT: 175ish
NOTES: IT’S WEIRD HAVING ADDY BE SWEET!

[amanda katrina tumlin]

that was when her hand dropped from his arm, and a blush spread across her cheeks. she made no move to hide it, deciding it was best to let him see all of her, and he can decide if he still thought she was the best thing. "i can't tell you how wrong you are addy," she said softly, more tears falling in place of the others.

"i don't deserve you addy, i don't deserve anyone." she felt the tears fall faster, cause she knew that wasn't true. she deserved happiness just as much as the next person. and this meant she had to go for it, she stepped closer to adrian. "i don't deserve happiness," she said before letting her lips lightly touch his.

words: one hundred and thirty
outfit: here
tags: wolfie with addy
notes: sweet amanda is odd tooooo!!!!
credits: sunny @ caution!

[adrian william miller]

Adrian was a little surprised when Amanda kissed him again, but he decided to just go with it. He pulled her slightly deeper into the kiss before ending it. “You deserve happiness as much as anyone else, if not more.” How was he doing this; when did he get so romantic? “You are the most amazing, beautiful, wonderful girl I have ever met.”

Nicole and Gabriel, who were standing on the sidelines, exchanged glances as Gabriel wordlessly slipped Nicole back her money, add another ten dollars. Meanwhile, Adrian pulled Amanda into a gentle embrace as a failed attempt at drying her tears on his already soaked shirt.

TAGGED: Amanda
WORD COUNT: 110ish
NOTES:

[amanda katrina tumlin]

after that it seemed that the saddiness was all gone, she felt good about herself. now that was strange, she didn't ever feel good about herself. all she could manage was a laugh and a slight shake of her head,"addy i don't know what to do." she made an effort to wipe at her face, but more tears seemed to fall down. god, she was being hysterical, and he wasn't running.

finally she looked down at her clothes and more laughter escaped her mouth. "oh mother dearest won't be happy about this," she smiled up at him and wiped her tears finally. "do not speak of this," she said straightening and looking more like herself. she let a cruel smile stretch upon her lips, "now lets get out of this pouring rain! we are soaked."

words: one hundred and forty
outfit:
tags: wolfie with addy
notes: jfdkfjd
credits: sunny @ caution!