a million miles away [open thread]

[cody]

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a picnic was a rather pleasant way to start off the new school year and an end to an awful summer. the school this summer was horrible and cody was really rather disappointed with this place in the sense that just one bad thing after another kept happening. the boy was getting better...he really was and why he didn't want to leave her was a story that baffled him a little bit, because well this place was no longer helping his progress. the boy would never admit it, but he was scared. the fear of this place was now greater then his drive to get better, but certain things kept him occupied. he found love. that was great! isaac mason brexton, was a student here last year and well he found the boy to be rather great. though cody could not believe that he was his first boyfriend it made him feel slightly better when zac was around. it made him feel safe. maybe that was why he was out at his apartment most times. though with school coming around he knew that would change sadly. being here at this picnic meant making new friends for the year to come. he just really hoped that he made the right kind of friends. how do you define that? the one's that wouldn't come back and try and kill you in the end.

this place was slowly starting to fill up with students kind of wandering around its bounds. there was a lot of new people this year according to him signing into chat and not knowing a lot of names, but then again cody really didn't pay too much attention to a lot of names either. he was a friendly guy and smart, but he kept his distance, because too many people kind of channeled an unwanted panic attack. it wasn't people he feared it was the fact he would feel trapped around a lot of people. though today they were outdoors and there was plenty of room, so he wasn't so fearful unless of course the mean people showed up and ruined this for everyone. a million thoughts were playing in the boys head and messing with his mind. he took a deep breathe and looked around for a familiar face.

through his blue eyes he saw none at the moment, but maybe he wasn't looking to clearly and just needed to sit down and maybe someone would come talk to him, so he sat down on the grass and he put in one of his headphones turning on some music but leaving one out just in case someone did decide to come his way he would be prepared. "written in the stars a million miles away a message to the man." if only this place had that. he spoke those words as if it was a clear statement of what he wanted for hawthorne academny and the troubled teens here trying to get better or forced to get better....either way no one deserved the pain this place "thats why you have to keep screaming till they hear you out..." he said sitting their kind of dumbfounded by how much the words could be related to this place. that was the beauty of music it could be a million miles away, but it was neared than you thought and spoke to the heart. that was what cj loved about it so much.

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