NOVAK, cayden rodrick

[cayden rodrick novak]

CAYDEN RODRICK NOVAK

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As much as I'd like the past not to exist
It still does
And as much as I'd like to feel like I belong here
I'm just as scared as you
I have nothing left
And all I feel is this cruel wanting
We've been falling for all this time
And now I'm lost in paradise

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Hey there, glad you could join us. So first thing's first, what do we call you?[/color][/font][/b]
Well I guess you could call me anything you like... it is a free world. But my name is Cayden Rodrick Novak. Some people delight in calling me Cay or Den, some Cayd (Kade) it really doesn’t matter, my close friend calls me Rick/Ricky, but most do not.
Okay, got it. And how old are you, if you don't mind me asking?[/color][/font][/b]
Well right now.. i’m Sixteen but on November 11th I will be 17, I’m quite excited, another year of my life wasted in such a dreary place... well it’s not that.. I just don’t like what I’ve seen in my life.
Mhm and, now don't take this the wrong way, but are you a guy or a girl?[/color][/font][/b]
I could see how you might get a little confused.. I’m quite beautiful, but I’m a guy I promise package and all.
And are you straight, gay or...?[/color][/font][/b]
I love this question. I’m bi, I go both ways and love it. Girls are certainly amazing and I can’t help but love them and at the same time there is just something about guys.. makes my blood boil. hmmm maybe I should find one of each tonight.
Have we met before? You look so familiar![/color][/font]
Eh well if I were to guess maybe.. umm Andrey Zakharov.

Excellent. Now, for the benefit of our readers, how would you describe your appearance?[/color][/font][/b]
Well I’m on the better looking side. I’m 6’1” and I’m in very good shape. My facial features would be described as angular and strong, like most of my body I guess. I used to play water polo so it comes with the territory. I have dirty blonde hair, almost brown, it could go either way super light brown or dirty dirty blonde. My eyes are blue.. ocean blue people say.
And if a stranger had to spot you in a crowd what should they look out for?[/color][/font][/b]
I have a tattoo on my forearm it’s at Volcom looking star, it’s red and black. Otherwise I really wear whatever I want. Sometimes I like wearing chains and earrings and more towards the baggier side of clothes and sometimes I’m the best looking guy out there.
What's the first thing this stranger would notice about you?[/color][/font][/b]
I guess the first thing would be my eyes, they aren’t bright blue but they are a deep ocean blue with a hint of green in them. I can always almost keep eye contract with people because of it.
Let's just say this stranger decides to observe you for a bit - any habits or quirks they might notice?[/color][/font][/b]
Well I tend to pick at my nails not in a disgusting way just in a habit kind of way. I like drinking alcohol and smoking pot.. I’ve done ecstasy it was different but I had a lot of fun while on it. I actually love having sex.. it’s such a great feeling I like doing it all the time. When it comes... well nevermind haha that isn’t something the readers need to read.
So this creepy stranger, what would their first impression of your character be?[/color][/font][/b]
I don’t know. I don’t look at myself from the outside world, but I guess it would be like a normal boy. I’m not really different from anyone else, I just.. tend to view certain situations differently than others. But really I’m quite kind I have many friends, well I did. But I guess we are still friends even though I am moving.

So, sport, you got any hobbies?[/color][/font][/b]
I sing? HAH I mean when I’m alone that is, I like playing guitar or piano and singing, but can we keep that a secret? I also draw.. heh. But anyway I like playing sports Water Polo mostly, but I’ve played American football and baseball before.
Interesting! And what about the things you like the most?[/color][/font][/b]
Oh I guess I got confused about one of the earlier questions... Oh well! So umm anything that allows me to have fun. Hanging with friends, going to theme parks, drinking, smoking, trying out new things.. and well Sex. I have to say I love it.. now I’m not obsessed or addicted I don’t feel like I’ll die if I don’t have sex or anything I merely enjoy the act very very much.
And there's gotta be things you don't like too, right?[/color][/font][/b]
I do not like those who disrespect others in a certain way. I’ve seen plenty of good people hurt mentally, emotionally and physically by people that should love and care for them. I don’t like those people at all.. I also don’t like seeing blood split. I don’t like seeing people getting taken advantage of.. and I don’t like authorities, but who does?
Great! So are you keeping any secrets? Don't worry, I swear I won't tell.[/color][/font][/b]
I am.. I like sex and I like to dominate.. especially in my dreams.. I love to dominate. I love to dominate in real life too especially girls, I’m not violent or anything.. except for maybe in my dreams, but I have no control over that. But it gets to me when I’m dominated as well it.. drives me sexually insane and I love that feeling too... but only when it comes from guys... but I don’t really want anyone knowing that please.
My lips are sealed. Now, what would you say is your best quality?[/color][/font][/b]
I’m very kind to everyone.. at least I feel I am. I’m a people person and I like to just make people smile. I have a charm about me, I’m not sure what else to say heh.
And your worst? C'mon, no one's perfect, kiddo.[/color][/font][/b]
When.. I sleep at night after watching indecencies.. I dream of doing the same thing to them that they do to others or something of equal value. But afterwards sometimes.. most of the time something does happen to the people... but I couldn’t have done it right? I was asleep..

Now how about the other people in your life, let's talk family.[/color][/font][/b]
I had parents.. yes.. but not anymore just my sister. But I won’t be living with her anymore. I’m not sure exactly what people are expecting out of this question... I DON’T... want to answer it. My parents were indecent people and they are no longer living that is all.... My sister she is the sweetest thing you’ll ever meet. She’s almost 14 now, and she’ll be living with our cousins who are in their twenties, they are very kind people otherwise I wouldn’t be allowing her to stay there.
Any pets?[/color][/font][/b]
I used to have a pet fox.. a Fennec Fox it was adorable.. but someone stole him.. and so he’s gone....
You're doing great, just a few more questions. So where are you from?[/color][/font][/b]
I’m from a small town in Scotland.. I’d rather not say.. my reputation is no longer very good in the area now that I’m being sent away for killing people I never actually laid hands on.. at least I don’t believe.... IT was a dream.. I don’t understand how I could be in bed... and then them be so mauled or whatever.. I didn’t do anything of the sort.
I see, cool. So how come you ended up at Hawthorne?[/color][/font][/b]
I think it’s pretty self explanatory. The court has ruled me guilty of.. what was it 30 murders? I didn’t commit them though I swear.. yes I dreamed of doing harmful things maybe sometimes murder, but I would never actually do it!...anyway some people think I’m addicted to sex but I just love the act.. and well I keep to veery very few partners so I don’t see what the problem is. People don’t fuckin’ understand me.. and blame me for so much. Even though I was only on trial for 30 apparently there were more instances... and some people blame me for those too.... but I didn’t I swear... I didn’t.
Almost done. So anything else we should know about you?[/color][/font][/b]
Why.. is my history important? I don’t really like talking about my history... is it really fuckin’ necessary..? ---------- Sorry I didn’t mean to curse. I can’t promise I’ll say it with a smile though. I was born on Veteran’s day.. yay, that really doesn’t matter too much to Scotland but ey.. it means something here. My parents sucked ass ever since I was born and got worse once my sister Haley was born. She’s the sweetest thing in the world, and I was very kind and yet we were both treated like shit. My parents took as much time as they liked saying awful things to us when we grew up and once we were old enough to handle it without dying really they’d beat us. I always took more of the beating to save my sister. One night.. I don’t know when I was twelve.. maybe no I was twelve.. I dreamed that my parents were beating on my sister and instead of asking them to beat on me instead I took matters into my own hands I stabbed them both in the back of the neck. The neck morning I woke up and my sister and I were in a hospital people all around asking about shit. My aunt was there freaking out.. apparently something had happened to our parents.. what? They wouldn’t say and I didn’t ask.. I was glad.. they didn’t need to be around anymore they were indecent and unkind people.

After that my sister and I just continued to live on, but we didn’t go live with our aunt and uncle instead we went and lived with our next door neighbors.. they were so sweet and I enjoyed their company.. and their daughters. We’ll keep that a secret too. Life continued on like that.. but I made friends and acquaintances.. I’d even go visit people in the hospital and get stories from them.. parents brothers sisters beating.. abusing forcing things and habits on them.. when instead they should be loving them. I’d see pictures or videos and know what these people looked like and at night I would dream.. uncontrollably just dream about taking care of them the way they did to the people they should’ve loved. Stuff would always been in the news.. and then things started to be blamed on me.. a 13 year old. How was I capable of that kind of damage? Those people deserved it yes.. and if I could’ve done it I would’ve but I didn’t.. at least I don’t think I did. Anyway.. those nights continued until now.. and now they have tangible proof.. which is a loud of shit...! My lawyer sucked ass because they didn’t even show the tangible evidence... I think they just needed to put the blame on someone since so many people were dying. So here I fucking am... I don’t mean to be so vague.. but I don’t want to talk about my history.. so I’m just going to stop here.

Now it's time to find out about the player! What are we to call you?[/color][/font][/b]
Alishhhhaaaa
And how long have you been on this planet?[/color][/font][/b]
19
So how long have you been trapped in the wonderful world of roleplay?[/color][/font][/b]
umm i forgot now 6-7 years?.
Any other creations of yours wandering this site?[/color][/font][/b]
Nataly, Caralyn
And how did you find us?[/color][/font][/b]
I’ve been here for a little while now
Is there anything else we should know?[/color][/font][/b]
Ummm hehe... idk
And finally, the phrase that pays![/color][/font][/b]
Cookiemonster--- I’ll be honest.. I forgot hahaha

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