fight till the sun goes down [hope]

[alexander james cavalier]

a teenage boy can be defined as many different things. there were some nice teenage boys, some cowards, some pscyhotic teenage boys, and then there were some that were just complete assholes. hawthorne high would be introducing alexander james cavalier for this bill. the texan teen was here because his mother found alcohol under his bed, but he had a far worse history behind him besides alcoholic beverages. alexander and two other students by the name of victoria hope jean and connor davis jean were all from the same crowd and if he was being honest which he never was about the manner alex was the reason all three of them were here. connor davis well he had turned him into a little party animal. he introduced him to the drug life and alcohol. manipluation was a game that alex was fond of and he was good at it too. victoria hope jean, well she was here, because of what alex put her through. behind closed doors after playing a game with some pills he took her innocence. though alex got what he wanted and when she did not fit into that picture he just took what he wanted. she was a tease in the sense of his temptations. it did not work or him, so he made it work for him...even though deep down he felt guilty alexander would never admit it and lose himself because of this. it would never break him.

summer was amongst the people at hawthorne. this was very exciting to him, because this meant he had plenty of time to party, hang out with his best friend connor davis, and behind the scenes he likes to manipulate people especially victoria hope...the dirty blonde stretched as he got out of bed. his roommate maxxie was either asleep or out he really didn't know he wasn't really paying that much attention either as he went over to his dresser and grabbed some clean boxers and a pair of jeans. oh and a towel! beyod that he didn't need anything else, but the key of course, but attire wise he was fine. he exited into the halls and made his way down to the showers. he knew exactly what he was going to be up to tonight. he was going to go kind of test hope and her new protective stance. the warm water splashed over his body and he easily cleaned himself. once he felt fresh enough the male shut the water off and dried himself. he got dressed in one of his favorite outfits and instantly he made his way back to the room.

in the mirror you could see nothing but chizzled abs and wet blonde hair with a couple drops kind of easing down his body every once in awhile. if he did say so himself it was rather sexy. he grabbed a comb and he brushed his hair. he then grabbed his gel and moved it around to his liking. he pointed at himself in the mirror and winked. shirt or not shirt...? he asked his reflection and a smirk played upon his face when he decided that he didn't need a shirt. he put on calogne that he use to wear back home when the three teens went out. surely, it would bring back bad memories for her, but he really didn't care he knew that she was scared of him and he thrived on it. he grabbed the towel and dabbed off his abs one last time before her grabbed his phone and his key and ventured out into the halls again. next stop isabelle, amanda, and victoria's dorm. though he was only there for victoria, and was sure amanda was watching izzy at one place or another. those girls were paranoid. he loved it!

walkiing down the hall he got looks from girls and guys alike as he passed by him. the smirk lingered on his face. people could not take their eyes away from his perfect statute that he was so willingly displaying. he was not going to like it flattered to him when people responded so positively to his figure that was worth much praise. he had spent a lot of time on his six pack abs. though he wasn't sure that the staff members would appreciate it so much. sure, he was healthy, but for the people with sexual addictions he was pry rather taunting. well, that and the fact that this pry was not acceptable at most schools you were required to cover up your body. though he found them insane. how could one want to cover this up? he entered the common room which meant he was one step closer to miss jean.

one hundred and five, one hundred and six, one hundred and seven... and there he was. it had been a long time sense he had seen her and she probably loved it that way, but he well didn't care what she loved in particular. see alex didn't care about much but himself! well that and his friendship with her brother, but tha was a tale for another time. his hand reached he door knob and he twisted it. it was unlocked just like she said she would leave it. good girl he turned it ll the way and opened the door peaking his head through first. he didn't see anybody, but that didn't mean they weren't there further in the room. if amanda or isabelle were there his would be rather awkward. he really didn't have a game plan he was just here to kind of store the pot. victoria? he questioned as he inched the door open further.

wearing - this
tag - hope
words - nine hundred forty-eight
credit - ashybomb @ caution 2.0

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[victoria hope jean]

It had been an exhausting night for the seventeen year old girl, she didn't get much sleep. She didn't really mind that, but this girl was fond of her sleep. It was hours that she didn't have to worry about reality, even though her dreams were sometimes worse than reality itself. She stayed up late with her new found best friend, Isabelle. She didn't really have the choice when the young girl was hyped up on sugar, but that was mainly her fault for always giving it to her. When the freshman had finally fell asleep, Hope stayed up later than usual to make sure that Izzy didn't start to sleepwalk. She crashed at around five in the morning. Right now, the young girl was still sound asleep, the only one left in her dorm at the moment.

Hope was tossing and turning in her sleep, obviously having yet another nightmare. Of what, only she and her roommates knew of how often she had nightmares about that night. Her facial features had the feeling of panic over them. The nightmare was a vivid one. She was back in Texas, at the same party that haunted her. She knew what was going to happen, she should have woken up right then and there. The scenario was different this time, than the night that it actually happened. She didn't have time to even walk towards the bathroom, the blonde pulled her down in front of everyone, even her brother. At some point, you would think that her brother would pull Alex off of her and try and kill him. That didn't happen at all. He was cheering him on, telling him to go for it. Just before Alex was able to take all of her clothing off, the young girl awoke with a gasp and sat straight up.

'It was only a dream.. just a dream," she whispered to herself, putting a hand to her forehead. She absolutely hated her dreams seemed so real sometimes, and how he almost always haunted them. It made it even worse that he was at the same school that she went to now. Everytime she walked out of her room, she was afraid that she was going to run into him. Of course, it didn't help that he threatened to get near Izzy if she didn't leave the door unlocked for him. That just terrified her even more; he could walk into her room anytime that he wanted to. Why couldn't she just get over her fear of him? It ticked her off so much that no matter what she did now, she had to worry about him. She shook her head and got up out of her bed, going over and picking out some clothes and grabbing a towel, before going to shower. That's what she needed: a nice, hot shower to calm her nerves.

Stripping herself of the pajamas, she stepped into the steaming shower, letting out a relieved sigh. She did what she needed to do, probably taking longer than most people because she was relaxing. Stepping out of the shower, she immediately grabbed her towel and wiped herself off. Then, she had to look up. She saw herself in the mirror and frowned instantly. She looked disgusting. Her ribs were sticking out from her lack of food, not to mention the fresh cuts and scarring on her skin. She shook her head, already disgusted with herself, before putting her clothes on, brushing out her hair as she left the showers. She took her time getting back to her dorm, it wasn't like Izzy or Amanda were there. She never knew where Izzy ran off to, but Amanda had been spending more and more time with Adrian. She didn't mind it, Amanda was happy with him and that's all she cared about. She just missed her best friend, though Izzy did keep her happy with their crazy antics. She had fun acting like a kid again, she was always just sitting around, no matter how happy people thought she was. She didn't mind lying about how she felt to the people on the chatroom, as long as they thought she was normal, she was fine with it. Most of them knew that she had a mood disorder, they just didn't know what. She could be bipolar for all they knew, but no. It was pretty bad, she would only admit that to herself and her closest friends. She wanted to stay as normal as she could.

Finally, getting to her room, she walked back in and immediately jumped on her bed. She ran a hand through her wet hair, before opening up her laptop and going to Youtube, playing songs from The Maine. A small smile came to her face and she laid back, singing softly with the first song that was playing. It was peaceful for a few minutes, her singing along with the voice of John O'Callahagn, before she heard her room door open. She sat up slowly, peaking over. She was always curious to know who came in, because people popped in her room all the time. Then, she heard the voice she had been dreading to hear. Alexander James Cavalier. She sucked in a breath and pulled her knees up to her chest, staying quiet. Maybe, if she didn't say anything, he would go away. She didn't want to see him, or talk to him. She was fine with not seeing him, perfect actually. She never thought he was serious about actually coming over here.

word count: nine hundred and fifty three.
tag: alex
outfit: click!
notes: i haven't wrote a post this long in a while! i'm on a roll! ;D

[alexander james cavalier]

The expectations of this school did not fall very short of what Alexander James Cavalier had anticipated. The brochure displayed false hope to most parents. They were sending their students here in hopes to get, better when really most of the students sent here got worse. Alex, well he stayed the same. He didn’t buy into the bullshit of the lies that his parents read...and he didn’t come here to get better like most students. His parents basically wrote a check for him to live in a dorm room with well currently one other male, drink, torment, and stay the same. The only thing that was different is he didn’t have some big party to go to he had to make his own, but Connor and him did that rather frequently. He slept at odd hours for a few at a time and he would wake up and start his day. It had become like a routine more recently to lurk around chat and learn about the people here. Not because he cared, but it was merely for material purposes only....he got pleasure out of seeing people in pain. They had diagnosed it as a personality disorder. That notion, well he had ideas of where they could stick their notion or diagnosis. Alex was who he was and nobody was going to try and fix him. One, because he did not believe that he needed to be fixed, two because he wouldn’t let anyone in that close, and three because it just because they got a pretty penny did not mean that Alex was going to give into it like that. In a weird way he liked who he was despite the guilt that was hidden deep deep deep down inside of him that would never get to escape, because he didn’t believe in the guilt.

The term asshole, well he could look it up in the dictionary and he would pride himself in the resemblance of the picture of the blonde staring back at him. This meant one thing he was the true definition and he was thoroughly aware, though he did put on a certain act and sense of charisma for certain people like Connor. Maxxie, his roommate well he was rather nice to him as well, because he really did not know him all too well. Plus, he didn’t want complications with someone he had to live with, because that would be too much trouble and it was not really worth it to him. He kind of went about his business as did the other teen male, but one day he’d sit down and get to know him when he wasn’t busy breaking apart the pieces of Victoria, because he didn’t want her to be strong. Strong meant that he could try and deter Connor away from their friendship. Right now his best friend believed that Victoria was just a jealous teen girl who lied about it all. That pleased him very much so, because he knew it had her in a tail spin. She loved her brother and he took that from her and he took away her innocence as well. If she had given him what he wanted in the first place he pry would have made it like some sort of odd fairytale. He’d have the best of both Jeans, but it all worked in his favor in the end and she was a mess, all because she couldn’t keep up with what Alexander wanted and well he wasn’t use to that, because he always seemed to get what he wanted one way or another.

What he had done to her...Hope was inexcusable, and she was here obviously, because of it. The pain of him being here would probably be excruciating! Though if he had to be here there was no way he was just going to let her go about and live her life in peace. Again he was kind of sick not that he would admit it, but he enjoyed making her squirm. If he knew she had nightmares and such he would probably use that to his advantage. He used anything he possibly could to his advantage it was how he worked. That night well he recalled it from time to time...shutting the door...leaving her there...the casual walk back out to hang out with his boys like nothing had happened. The horror every time after that when she saw him until she came here...and then when she found out that Mr. Texas had followed her to Maine. It always made a smirk cross his face.

The water splashing his body had woke him up for his next test at scaring the female being. If he would have known she was washing herself off as well that night so near to him just on the other side of a wall and such he might have contemplated joining her and what not. Though, he was sure it might be a little too risky even for a man like himself. He didn’t need that kind of public displaying spewing out for Connor and everyone else to see. Oh, no he did know how timing would be key to everything. He’d pry just scare her if anything so she wouldn’t have enjoyed it as much. She tried to be strong, but she did not fool him one bit. He knew her all too well for that!

He was aware him and her knew the truth, but he wasn’t sure about much her roommates knew. She liked that normal depiction she gave off he knew that much for sure, but well did Amanda and the newest one by the name of Isabelle really know the full story? He doubted she painted that picture for the two girls, but he could be wrong. Through the door he heard the music...it could be any of them really. The room was dark minus the light of the laptop facing in the direction of what was a teen female obviously. He heard the voice singing along and he instantly knew who it was. It stopped and he watched as he she slowly looked over her laptop his full frame in the door now. He watched her pull her knees up to her chest. Yeah, that was typical behavior. The girl looked flattering in her shorts and tube top, but he wasn’t here for that tonight. That would be too simple she was all alone and anyone could walk in at any point. There would be no challenge in that and no fun for him.


He shut the door behind him as he invited himself into the room. ”See you’re holding up your end of the bargain Miss Victoria Jean.” he said letting his pearly white smile cross over his face. He turned on the light so he could better see her. It made him wince a bit considering his eyes had already adjusted to the previous setting. ”Surprised to see me I told you I would be seeing you soon...and such an appearance for my welcoming. he said taking a few steps forward. He looked about the room. ”You’re all alone... where are your best friends?” he asked knowing well aware they were off doing their own thing, but he just wanted to rub it in that there was no one here to save her from this very moment. ”Mind if I sit?” he asked not waiting for her to answer as he sat on her bed and shut her laptop. ”You’re much prettier when I can see your face. he said just to bother her...for now though he had done enough talking now he waited for the fun part her reactions.





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tag - hope
words - one thousand two hundred eighty two (<3)credit - ashybomb @ caution 2.0

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[victoria hope jean]

Hope didn't like the past, her past. Anytime her past was brought up, she would go silent and glare at the person that brought it up. She hated talking about it, thinking about it. Her past had good memories, amazing in fact; but it also held the reason that she was at Hawthorne in the first place. She was just fine sitting in the therapists chair, staring at the ceiling. For all the months that she'd been here, she hadn't said a word about her past, or what happened. All they knew is that she attempted suicide, was a self-harmer, and was an anorexic. She was fine with that, she didn't want them to know what happened in her life. She didn't even want to remember what happened, but she didn't really have the choice. Her mind wouldn't let her forget, it kept taunting her with memories, the feelings, nightmares. Now, the two worst people from her past were here, at Hawthorne. Every time she turned a corner, there was a chance that she would run into her brother or Alex. When that time comes, she didn't know what she was going to do.

The fact that she told people that she was getting better, even though it was a lie, killed her inside. She just didn't want people worrying about her. What was so wrong with that? She absolutely hated it when people pitied her, or worried about her. In the end, all of this was her fault. She didn't have to react in the way she did, but she did. Most girls probably would have, but they don't have to. When someone was raped, it traumatized them, so it was hard not to react in such a way. Especially if you were a virgin, they took away something that you could never get back. It feels like your whole world is crashing down, even more so when people won't believe that it actually happened. Her story was something that people would probably see in a movie, never thinking that it would ever happen to them.

That's what she used to think. She never thought that something so terrible would actually happen to her. 'I'm a good person, so nothing bad should happen to me.' That's how she used to think. Well, that came and bit her in the ass. Now, she doesn't even want to live, she feels as if she doesn't deserve to be alive. What did she do to deserve such punishment? That's all she could think right after it happened, she didn't think she did anything to Alex to make him think she wanted that, and he knew that she didn't, so why?

Hope used to have the biggest crush on Alex, and he knew it.. somehow. Maybe it was the way she always blushed when he said something nice to her, the way he used to act so nice to her. There was no denying that there was an attraction between the two, but at that time Hope hadn't even kissed a boy, so she didn't even think about acting on her feelings. He was an attractive boy, which only made it worse on herself. When she first met that blonde haired boy, she couldn't even speak. What he did to her.. it was terrible, there was no way that she could ever forgive him for what he did. He turned her own brother against her, and hurt her mentally and physically. She knew that he didn't want to get into trouble for what he did. His name would be ruined, people wouldn't even want to talk to him. When something happened, teenagers around Houston always found out about it. He wouldn't ever get a girl again, unless he moved. Hope planned on keeping all the girls she knew at Hawthorne away from Alex, she didn't want them to be used... even if she didn't like them.

Staring at him from across the room, she didn't even know if she could remember how to breath. She was afraid, but she didn't want to show it. That's just what he wanted, he knew that she was scared of him. Who wouldn't be? He did so many things to her, it was hard not to be scared of him. She wanted to act strong around him, and she knew she could fake it, as long as he didn't bring up the night at that party. If he did.. well, she would probably break down. When he spoke to her, chills went down her spine. It was hard for her not to keep her end of the bargain, she didn't want anything to happen to Izzy. That was her best friend, she was very protective over her. To know that he's even looked at her was enough to make her blood boil under her skin. Finally, she spoke up in a strong voice, "I told you I would.." She always held her end of a deal, even if she didn't want to.

Hope had to rub her eyes after he turned on the light. Oh, how she wished that he kept it off. If she knew anything about him coming, she would have just stayed in sweats. She looked down at her comforter, playing with her fingers. Just the presence of him in the same room was killing her, it was kind of obvious. She just wanted to tune him out as he spoke, but it was hard to. Oh, if only Amanda was here.. She would probably bring out her knife the minute he stepped into their dorm. It would be funny to see, but she told her that she didn't want the boy hurt. As much as she hated him, she didn't want Alex hurt. She still had that soft spot for him. Biting down on her lip, her brown eyes glanced up at him and she shrugged her shoulders, "Off doing something, as always," She said, her voice much quieter than it was the first time she spoke. The young girl moved away from him slightly as he sat down on her bed. He was wanting to torture her, she knew it. Why? What did she deserve from him to want to see her squirm? It wasn't fair, "Can't you just.. please, go away? I don't want to see you. Why do insist on coming over here?" She asked, finally facing him completely.

word count: one thousand one hundred and twenty seven.
tag: alex
outfit: click!
notes: well, i did it! but i soooo rambled. d: haha.

[alexander james cavalier]

Texas, was known to be a very independent state. Though, it was also just known for its accent and because that one movie made it known for chainsaw massacres or whatever. There was not really a chainsaw massacre that Alex was aware of but then again the boy did not pay attention too much to the facts of movies and stuff, but what was kind of looked over more than him looking up movie facts and what not was the number of crimes committed in Houston alone statistics well they were all different but they showed over nine hundred plus last summer. Age well that was just a number! There were girls as young as eleven years old down in that place attending parties they shouldn’t be at or walking down the alley. It was hypocritical, but he found that to be disgusting. Those girls well, they were too young and if they knew what sexual relations were then they were too mature in his opinion. Alexander had a word mind and a weird sense when it came to defining what was right and what was wrong. That much was clear! The point was there were a lot of unreported incidents in the good ol’ state of Texas.

Alexander, well he did not go around bragging about his past. The only person he tormented with it was here and the only reason he wanted to instill fear in her was because he was deep down afraid of losing it all, because he couldn’t lose it all. The world he knew was now kind of routine and sure he knew that it was own fault, but he didn’t care or well he didn’t care enough to show this emotion not with anyone. The jerk had to come out in him in front of her, because if not if she ran and tried to snitch again about him raping her than maybe someone would believe her this time and someone would end his world as he knew it. Sure, routine got old after awhile drinking, destruction, therapy, chilling...but it was a lot better than what his other reality would have looked like if he would have been one of those reported cases back in Houston, Texas. Her reaction was probably fitting for any girl out there in the world, but Alex well Alex really didn’t know what to make of her suicide attempt and he didn’t know what else was really going on with the girl, because she liked to put on a strong front. Plus, out of all the people out there in the world he was sure she would talk to him last about this, but then again she could talk to him first to try and wake him up, but that he doubted she would to too. She was too busy attempting to press for being normal, but he knew, he was very aware the girl was living a nightmare.

Mr. Cavalier, well he was living in fear too, but he didn’t and would not show it. See, he could read into Hope, but she couldn’t read into him or at least he didn’t think she could, because he was too much of an asshole half the time for anyone to read into anything about him. He started picking on her friends as well like Florencia, just so people would think he just wasn’t into being a jerk to only Victoria Jean. He tended to like to drown it all away though with partying and hanging out with Connor pushing it to the back burner. Though yet again that was kind of how Alexander had always been a big party animal who loved to wreak havoc upon people. Why that had always brought him joy was a mystery and one he didn’t want to nor could explain.

On a daily basis...he would stalk Hope and her little friends on chat watching as she acted oh so happy, and signed in on occasion to put her bag in her place tear her walls down like he had that one night in the bathroom. He couldn’t have her even pretending to be alright. Sure, she could tell everyone she was, but he read passed that and made sure that none of it was truthful. Thankfully, his best friend couldn’t see it. He was led that boy into a world of deception and brought his world down to getting him addicted to the partying lifestyle and most importantly cocaine, so that Connor would go and occasionally cause chaos with him as well in order to instill that he didn’t look like the only asshole on the planet. The transformation suited him just nicely, and really set the stage. If he ever figured out the truth he’d look like a messed up case and what would happen then? Well, Alex hadn’t really planned out that story yet, because that was too lengthy.


This all was merely a prologue into their lives. They were all so young, but had touched on such a mature lifestyle because of him and he was aware of that. That girl she used to be innocent...now he had her tangled up and well she probably didn’t deserve to live the life of destruction, but that was the beauty of it for Alex as long as her life was mayhem his life was just fine. The line between right and wrong well that had faded for the both of them a long long time ago. The ol’ saying the nice guy or in this case girl finished last was very much true in this particular cycle of life or whatever one wished to call it.


Blonde hair, ripped abs, semi-muscular, eyes field with mystery. Alexander James, use to be a total catch to Victoria Jean. This much he was aware of, because he saw the way her cheeks use to flush pink at the smallest compliment he threw her direction or the small nice gesture of opening the door for her and acting like a total gentlemen. Girls matured faster than guys when it came to academics, crushes, and learning about rights from wrong doings and such. Though, it seemed that well maybe this was a bit off that males were more sexually inclined. Well, that and females like to keep their innocence as long as possible, because there was more at stake for them. They could become pregnant, the rumors could be dyer, or the guy could just flat out not care which most guys well they kind of didn’t. Emotions were more girls things. Though guys had them bottling them up was a more common trait amongst the male beings. Between the two well there had been an attraction. Victoria...well she was beautiful and even though he had taken so much from her mentally and physically he would never deny her that.



Moistening his lips the boy did not take his eyes off of her, because though he knew she feared him she had been hanging around with that Amanda Tumlin, girl and well she had made it very clear she was fond of knives and using them to stab people. The threats did not scare him as much as the reality of it, because honestly who wanted to get stabbed? Especially, if it ended up to be a fatal ordeal and he was sure that if Hope could and not get in trouble for it she would stab him and never look back just like he had raped her and didn’t look back. A smirk played up on his lips when she finally managed to make out something to say. ”It’s interesting you’ll put yourself at risk of this little girl...why? he asked just to be an asshole. He knew very well why, because she was afraid the same thing that happened to her would happen to Isabelle, but he liked playing things up this much was obvious. .

The attire, well he was sure it was not meant for him. It was pry meant for that new boy named Alyx. He would get to that interesting coincidence in awhile. He watched her look at her comforter and snickered at her. Oh yes, this was doing wonders. He was making her skin crawl. He had her alone and exactly where he wanted her in a venerable state of mind or so he liked to think so her movement away from her depicted that picture for him anyhow, but why should she stay near he never gave her a good reason to that much was clear. Some friends you got there Victoria Jean, I announce that I shall be seeing you yet they leave you alone...that is interesting to me...it’s okay I like it when were alone anyways. he said just to make her skin crawl. It was amusing for him and it was something to do for the time being. Plus, he kind of just wanted to see her...despite what he had done he kind of still had a soft spot for the girl though she could never know that and he’d never admit to it either. It would be used in a way to plot against him just like he was using her fear against her. When she asked nicely if he could just go away he gave off a cold laugh. ”but I just got here...” he said as if she had even really cared. Then she said she didn’t want to see him and asked him why he had come over her and she had such strength in her voice. Maybe, that was why he had come over here to see person to person if she could really be strong. ”I wanted to see you.” he said in a tone that even kind of disturbed him. ”You’re showing a fair amount of skin tonight...you sure you weren’t expecting me?” he asked raising a brow. Why he had to insist on such words was purely for amusement, though he was sure she would not be amused at all. This night well he was sure it would play out interesting...at least of him that was. Hope well he was putting her right back where he wanted her. He wanted her to constantly be looking over her shoulder, not to underestimate him or test his authority so to speak, and most importantly he wanted to leave her in even more fear than before. She was kind of starting to test him and he did not admire that.





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tag - hope
words - one thousand seven fifty (<3)credit - ashybomb @ caution 2.0

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[victoria hope jean]

the idea of alex touching her again drove her insane. she hated the idea of him coming close to her, touching her skin. she would pull her hair out at just the thought of it. there was no doubt that the blonde haired boy haunted her. ever since the night happened, she could sometimes still feel his fingers on her, that's how bad her mental health was since that night. then, she would question how she could have ever liked him. how could she have not seen his evil intentions? it wasn't obvious what he was planning on doing, if he was even planning it at all. the whole time, up until the moment it happened, he had always been so sweet to her. she would have never thought he would be the type of boy to hurt a girl like that. she sure felt sorry for when he actually did settle down. she didn't want him too, though. she didn't want another girl to have to go through what happened to her.

there was no way she could stop every girl in the world from getting raped, but she wanted to help the ones that she did know. she wanted them to stay safe, especially the girls she cared about the most. like little izzy.. she thought so fondly of that girl. if alex got his hands on her.. she would be in a raging fit. she probably wouldn't care what she did, as long as alex got what was coming to him. sure, she could get her revenge at any time, but at times she felt like she deserved that punishment for some reason. she wasn't sure why, but her mind always told her she deserved whatever came to her.. she believed it, most of the time. obviously, she deserved it. why else would it have happened to her? she knew that she wasn't the best person in the world, no matter how much she tried to fool people that she was. she didn't really try to fool people here at hawthorne, she told them straight up that she could be a major bitch when she wanted to be. she just wanted to be honest with people now, they deserved that much.

she would not, however, tell them why she was here. she wanted to be normal.

hope bit down on her bottom lip as she thought of izzy. she was putting herself at risk for the freshman girl and if izzy knew, she knew that the young girl would try to talk her out of it. she didn't care, as long as izzy was safe. of course, it didn't work out in her favor. it seems that as long as alex didn't talk to her in person, she had to keep her end of the deal. he could talk to her all he wanted in the school's chat room, much to hope's dismay. if she didn't keep her end of the deal, then he would go to izzy. so, either way, she didn't get her way. she had to put up with seeing the one person she was afraid of, and let him talk to izzy on the chat room. what kind of bull shit was that? it wasn't fair for her, but he didn't care. as long as alex got what he wanted, it was okay. if hope ever got what she wanted, alex would try to ruin it, she knew that. she couldn't have a happy moment.

she didn't even want to think about what alex would do if he found out about alyx. it would not be pretty that was for sure. it wasn't like the two teenagers were actually anything official, all they did was flirt and sometimes hang out together. oh, but how she wished they actually did have a title... maybe one day. oh gosh, how she prayed for that day. that boy had some kind of hold over her, that was obvious the day that the two met. she didn't think she could like someone so fast, but she did. he stood up for her, that's what she liked about him the most. no boys really stood up for her, before. especially when they didn't even know her. she really did want to know what alex would do when he found out, because she knew he wouldn't like that at all. what if he tried to get him to believe the lies that he told connor? would alyx actually believe him and think she was a slut?

hope shook her head of the thoughts and looked up at alex, before shrugging her shoulders. she just really didn't want izzy hurt, she was so innocent. she didn't want her innocence snatched from her like hope had. izzy reminded hope of herself when she was her age. of course, the girl could know how to stand up for herself a little bit more, but she couldn't complain, "i don't know.. the minute i met her, there was just something telling me that i should look after her. she's my best friend," she said in a quiet tone. she didn't even know why she just told him that, but she did. oh shit, he could use that even more to his advantage. she was just digging a hole here and she didn't know how to fill it back up.

it took a blow to her when he brought up her friends. she didn't think alex was serious about coming over, so she, of course, told them that they could go off and do as they please, and not worry about her. she didn't want someone standing over her and comstantly guarding her anyway, she wasn't some little baby. she could handle herself just fine, she had to put up with alex before she came here, she could handle him now. her eyes narrowed as her gaze turned into a glare, before she answered him, "i don't need them watching over me, alex. they can do as they please, i can handle myself just fine," her voice was hard, but then her glare faltered slightly when she realized he said they liked it when the two of them were alone. she definitely didn't like that. she didn't know what could happen, she didn't know just what he had up his sleeve. obviously, she would be finding out. he did come over here, after all. she rolled her eyes and looked away from him, out the window. it was such a beautiful day, so why didn't she want to take advantage of that? oh well, it seemed like it was too late for that now. she looked back over to the blonde and ran a hand through her half-dry hair, "now, why the hell would you actually want to see me?" she asked him, raising a lone eyebrow at the boy. the tone he spoke in surprised her, and chills went down her spine once more. she couldn't let him get to her, she just couldn't. but she knew her walls would slowly crumble down soon, no matter how strong she acted, he always got to her. when she looked down at her clothes, she bit her lip again. she didn't even think about how much skin she was showing when she put this on, but she didn't really care. she shook her head, "trust me, the last thing i want to do is show any part of me to you," he was obviously wanting to get to her as soon as possible, but she was making sure that wasn't happening anytime soon. atleast, she was hoping for that.

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[alexander james cavalier]

the term rape well he wished that it had not come to that term, but alexander always got what he wanted and he wanted miss jean. he wanted to let his fingers trace her soft beautiful skin, he wanted to kiss her, he wanted to love her. she would not give that to him because she was too innocent. it was a party and well he found his in and without thinking he was not going to let her find her out. had he plotted it? maybe a little bit, but well it was too late to take it all back now. her scent was that of a beachy scent mixed with like a coconut vanilla type aroma. he found it to be rather invigorating. the night he had locked him and her behind clothes doors she was in pain and he had preferred the girl just enjoy herself and he wouldn’t have left her with tear streaks running down her face once he was done with her, but she would have been to slow to giving into what he had wanted...he felt like if he was going to get anywhere with her that he was just going to have to take it. alex always always well usually always got his way especially when he was determined. that saying you can accomplish anything if you set your mind to it well it fit his live to a t.

alexander well he really was not interested in raping anyone else. one it was too risky to his name and two well here he wasn’t attracted to anyone like he had been attracted to anyone else. it was disgusting but he did buy the rue21 perfume and he sprayed it from time to time to kind or just remember. they could have made it more if he hadn’t...no if she would have just grown up a little faster and feed into him, but that didn’t happen and he was tired of her blaming him. though it had been his fault his thoughts were too far twisted for that to be realistic now. in some ways he believed his own lies like hope was the one lying to connor and it was her fault that he had left her. he got so caught up in living it that sometimes he had to take a step back and realize it was all him.

hawthorne, he could see her trying to lead a normal life and that was when he would pop back up and knock her back down. would it be such a bad thing for her to be happy? he wasn’t sure, he didn’t want to see the day that she was happy....because then his world would pry soon crash. there was no way he could explain that notion that he had but he was sure it would be reality if he let her become happy and adjust to being some normal kind of girl. no this was his story! in it she was some sick twisted prize...

the little in he had now with hope was her little freshmen best friend which he considered her pet the way she was taking care of her, but he needed to use izzy to stay close to hope. there could be a reason beyond his knowledge he still wanted to be close to hope, but alex never let himself think that much in depth about it, because he just didn’t give a fuck. the door stayed unlocked and the little brunette freshmen stayed safe, but she was still on his radar. he had to stay on his toes in order to keep hope on her toes. it was really brave of hope but also really stupid of her...alex secretly stalked the brunette when she was sleepwalking recording her and then he even brought her back to her room two nights in a row. he broke the deal and he did eve stand over hope those couple times watching her sleep with a wide smirk on his face. she had no clue and what she didn’t know would not hurt her. she was so peaceful in her sleep the first night and restless the next. the second night he was thoroughly amused to think that he was in her head. he used that power to his advantage..though he wasn’t sure why he needed it at the moment his presence was enough he was sure. he was not even sure what his intentions were through all of this despite making her fear him. he kind of wanted more out of this...to twist his deal.



gosh, how she prayed for that day. that boy had some kind of hold over her, that was obvious the day that the two met. she didn't think she could like someone so fast, but she did. he
victoria hope jean was beautiful and she could find another guy in a heartbeat, she was sweet, funny, talented and not that he had been in the picture as a boyfriend or anything like that, but he was a big part of her picture and if he got wind of her dating, liking, or seeing another dude well he would somehow try and find a way to completely ruin that for her. he could not fathom her being happy let alone be dating another guy and kissing and what not. she hadn’t gotten to that when he wanted her! some other asshole was not going to enjoy that. honestly though he had no plan for what would happen given the wind blow his direction...that day would come though he was sure of it and alex well he would not be welcoming it with open arms...maybe closed fists!

her words made alex smirk because well they were such a raw emotion to him and he loved when he could get emotions that peaked at vulnerability especially from miss hope, because well then he had more of a fighting chance to keep his secrets to keep his past locked away. though he knew better he knew she did not want to talk about it he knew she was hiding behind the mask of someone that was simply attempting to be normal. ”she’s really pretty and you know what she reminds me of you when we were back in houston... he said knowing that would bother her as well. the words would bring back flashbacks of houston good and or bad moments. ..you were so innocent...and beautiful...i guess some things just don’t change now do they...” he said complimenting her knowing it would bother her. his hand reached out in that moment and swept back some hair out of her face. that would bother her just as much, because it was contact though he was not done when it came to the contact tonight.

the look in her eyes when he mentioned her friends leaving her behind to kind of deal with it alone to sit in a room by herself knowing that he could possibly show up at any given chance well he knew that had to sting a little bit. especially that amanda character, because she liked to stick it to him when he entered chat to bother hope. she liked to threaten him which was rather amusing, because he was not that stupid. he knew she would really stab him given the chance, but hope well hope she wouldn’t do anything. ”yeah i’m sure you can handle yourself just fine.” he said twisting her words to make it sound dirty and like a horrible thing as if he was going to do something. he watched as her glare turned into nothing, because they were alone and it seemed like the girl only began to realize there was so many possibilities for alex right now. she looked to the window pry to avoid eye contact and figure out a way to get out of this little visit. when she asked him why in hell would she want to see her a smirk crossed his lips. ”i don’t know...i was thinking about making this deal we have a little more interesting...” he said moving a hand to her leg. he wanted to get into her head. she was trying to be hard and he was going to break that barrier really fast. there was no way on earth she was going to keep talking to him this way! he would not stand for it. he was the one with the upper hand here not her and he had to make sure she knew her place. when she looked down at her skin that gave him perfect access to feel her exposed smooth skin and spoke those words he snicked. ”i beg to differ victioria hope jean i beg to differ. he said in a cold tone waiting for her to slap his hand away, scream, freeze, something....but most importantly he was wanted to make her crash.




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[victoria hope jean]

just looking at the boy that was sitting in front of her, well... it definitely brought back some memories. just the name would always take a blow to her heart, because she had to remember what happened between the two. she really wished it didn't have to come to that. was he really that desperate to get some action from a girl? she knew answer had to be a no, because just look at him. he was easy on the eyes, and she knew a lot of girls that were willing to get with him. there were always those types of girls that he could get. maybe it was the fact that she just refused to give herself to just anyone, the person had to be special. but of course, that was shot down the fucking drain. he ruined it for her, so she could point the blame on him all she wanted. she wished that it didn't have to be this way, but it was. it's just how thigns played out sometimes.

she wished that she knew what went on in that mind of his. if he knew what he did was a mistake, or if he thought that he did the right thing. he acted like he didn't care, he just wanted things to work out for him. it was normal for a human to act that way, naturally humans want the best for themselves and don't give a shit about others. there are some that push past those selfish ways and help others, like hope herself. then, there are people like alex. they let that selfish feeling take over and do anything possible to get what they wanted; they wouldn't stop until they succeeded. sometimes, this could be a good thing. like wanting to become rich and famous, but alex just... he took to another level. when he wanted something, anything, it seemed like he had to go to extremes. at least, that's how it played out in hope's mind. she had a feeling that she was right, just because of how long she had known the boy. but she wasn't the best at reading people.

when he caused her to lose all her friends, that broke her heart, her spirit... her soul. he had won the silent battle the two were fighting. she was trying so hard to get someone to see that there was a real problem going on, but no one cared. they were wrapped around alex's finger so much, that it was hard to get them to realize it. by the time she had lost everyone, even her brother, she was too lost in her own demons to go to someone that could actually help her. before she knew it, she was packing her things and running off to a hotel to end her own life. she knew that everyone knew what she did the day that she was released from the hospital. she sometimes wondered what people thought of her, especially now. they probably think that she's some nutcase that needed to be put down anyway. it's sad to think that people would actually want you dead, but that's what her mind told her. her mind was telling her that no one cared, but she had that feeling that people did actually care, now that she was here at hawthorne. people here cared, she knew that much. izzy, amanda, alyx, willow. she had them to turn to, she knew that. that's all she needed to keep going.

all the breath left her lungs when he began talking about izzy. she was bent on making sure that nothing happened to her, she didn't care what she had to do to make sure of that... sometimes that scared her. she would give into anything to make sure that young girl stayed safe, stayed innocent. she knew that everything might not work. when she made that deal with alex, she had the feeling that it might not always work. but she trusted that he would keep his word. he better fucking keep his word, or she really would let everyone that wanted to hurt him, do just that. she didn't know what she would do if it ever came down to that. if izzy ever got hurt, then everything would come tumbling down on her. she didn't know what to say to alex at that moment, all the words that she had wanted to say left as well. she knew that she didn't want him to touch her, talk to her, or even look at her, "you said you would stay away from her, alex. remember that," she said, her eyes dark from all the emotions she was feeling. she flinched away from his hand that touched her hair. it would seem like a sweet gesture to someone, if they were looking from the outside, but she knew it wasn't. it was getting to her.

hope knew she couldn't hold her friends back from getting out and doing things, just because she didn't want to. she just wasn't the girl that wanted to go out and do things anymore. she was held into her room by her demons. they didn't want her to have fun, so her mind would be telling her to stay. she always gave in, though sometimes she would do the things that she wanted to do. it wasn't their fault that she was stupid enough to stay in her room, alone, when she knew that alex told her he would come by one day. her eyes shot over to the boy, when she looked off when she was in thought. of course he would be the one to turn those words around on her. she should have thought about the words she said, before she actually said them, "you're a sick person, you know that?" it was the truth, who else would rape a girl, then keep going after her? who the hell would blackmail her with her best friend, to see her? it was all fucked up and soon, everyone was going to know just how fucked up he really was. she was going to make sure of it, especially making sure that everyone in houston would find out. somehow, someway, she would. there it was, she was waiting for those words. she knew eventually, he would say something along those lines. before she spoke, she had to make sure her voice wouldn't shake, she wouldn't stutter. but fuck,that wasn't going to happen. he placed a hand on her leg, just a simple gesture. it didn't matter how simple it was, it drove her insane. her nerves shot up, making her hands shake, her mouth dropped open a little bit, her eyes just a little more wide than normal. she couldn't let him get to her. she had to be strong... but he was making it so fucking hard, "um.. interesting? interesting how?" she asked him, having to force herself to look up to his eyes, instead of the hand that was on her bare skin. she just wanted this encounter to be over with, so she wouldn't have to think about him, she could go forget about him, go on with her life. we all knew that he wasn't going to let that happen. he had to leave his mark on someone, somehow. his cold tone.. it got to her. she knew that he was perfectly capable of producing a tone like that, but no one would ecpect it from him, if they didn't know him. she didn't know what to say, what to do. he was driving her mad. finally, she slapped his hand away from her and moved further away from the boy, "just leave me alone, alex," she said, in a cold, but quiet tone.

word count: one thousand three hundred and ten
tag: alex
notes: (:

[alexander james cavalier]

the room was silent and in it the girl he was bothering was beautiful, but had she knew she had that upper hand on alex he did not know if she would be disgusted knowing he thought of her as beautiful or what she could possibly do with that knowledge. he figured she would probably get disgusted and nothing more would happen with that. he had been so desperate for action he probably could have found someone else, but hope was on his list and he was going to make it happen whether or not she wanted to or not. sure there were girls that were all over him that night, but he figured that would be his only opportunity considering the girl was such a prude or innocent and he would not ever get anywhere near what he was after. the two had a secretive love hate relationship.


alex was kind of curious though what went on in victoria’s mind. she wore a lot on her sleeve, but sometimes maybe it would wake him up it would make him care, but right now his attitude was way beyond that. he really did not care all that much about anything or anyone about alex. as long as he had his way everyone could really hit the highway, but he never really knew what it would be like to be in little miss victoria jean’s shoes nor would he ever want to talk in them. if he put his mind to it he could accomplish anything he put his mind to and that was his best and worst quality. it was hard to read and realize exactly what he wanted sometimes and how far he would go to get it. he took things to a major extreme and he was aware of this, but no one was ever strong enough to stop him he made sure of that. right now alex was after one thing in particular making her life a hard one to live at this place, because it was evident she was getting stronger.


the fact of the matter was that alex did get a lot of people to run or turn their backs on hope the little suicidal girl that got sent to hawthorne high school. he even got her brother to turn his back on her as well. they weren’t really looking back after they heard the story of the princess going to a hotel to go and kill herself. the story was oversold and sure he had nothing to worry about right now, because no one was talking to her and that was how he liked it and her to be in other people’s eyes. she couldn’t tell her story to anyone back in houston that would believe her and alex convinced connor that she was a little liar. here though she did have people he could not convince for shit that she was a little liar which was cool, because he really didn’t want her to kill herself and a couple friends were always good. that was more than he had here right now. he had connor and his roommate was alright, but that was the only people he really spoke to on a friendly basis. she had izzy, willow, and amanda. she also had a couple more that he didn’t particularly care for, because they were weird. he didn’t know about alyx, but when he did find out then there was going to be some trouble. that much he was sure of he didn’t neer her parading around with a little boyfriend. though he was sure it really was not his choice.


the seventeen year old girl was really spent making sure that nothing happened to the little roomy of hers it was rather sweet. see alex well he could keep his word sometimes, but it just depended on how the day was and how he felt. sure hope could not get her innocent years back and that was his fault and he was sure she did not want another girl to go through that, but at this point he was doing rather well keeping his word and the isabelle girl was rather safe. the girl well she was said to be fourteen years old and that was a young age, but it was still legal in a sense for alex if she didn’t happen to stay away but her little bodyguard sitting in front of him wanted nothing of the sort to happen. if she had a choice that girl would not even be known to alex, but she didn’t control the way life worked. her dark eyes burned into him when she reminded him his part of the idea. he just smiled and nodded ”yeah, yeah, yeah.” was all he said because not acknowledging her at all would annoy her and he didn’t care enough to hear her nag right now.


protection was kind of amusing in the sense that hope thought she was protecting people from alex and that she was strong enough to do so, but he knew she was merely too weak in order to the such things. see alex had never really got a thrill out of torture before, but in fact people knew who he was here thanks to hope, but that would not last forever, because she would not be able to protect every single soul at this school, because the fact of the matter was he was a very deceiving being and he was going to kind of swoon his way into someone’s life. the guy was going to have some sort of companionship one way or another. he was a seventeen year old guy he was not going to be able to stay single forever in the sense, that he also really needed a stable sort of relationship besides a sexual one. right now though he was having fun being a complete asshole and well if something came along no one was going to change him he stood firm on that. sure, he would be a little nicer to the person, but alex usually always got his way. when she told him he was sick he just kind of snickered. ”yeah, yeah, yeah, i guess you could say that.” he said as if it meant nothing to him and really it didn’t. the truth of the matter was sure he was ailing in the wrong direction, but he really didn’t trouble to correct it. he licked his lips and he watched as the girl got bothered by his simple gesture of his hand on her smooth leg. had it been someone else she would pry care less, but she knew him better and well alex always had a reason for something. when she finally made out the words interesting how interesting and alex thought about it for a second and shrugged moving his hand further up his leg. ”how much more interesting can victoria jean get?” he asked in a rather raspy tone. he wanted to see what she could possibly come up with, because obviously he made it very clear what is thought process was. the girl was not stupid. when she slapped his hand away and moved away from him he shook his head. ”now, now, victoria we did that once i was looking for something a little more cooperative this time.” he said with a smirk hoping he got her drift. he wanted something a little more consensual and her to stop playing so hard to get even though he knew all the reasons and that she really just did not want him at all, but his sick mind was clouding that out.





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[victoria hope jean]

there were not many things in this world that could get to hope like alex could. it's crazy, because back all those months ago, she would have never admitted to that. she would just blush and shake her head, before changing the subject. there was no doubt that hope still had that soft spot for the boy, hell, even alex himself probably knew. there was no doubt that if you went up to a girl and asked about him, they would say that he was attractive. she wasn't going to deny him that, but he knew that he was, and that made him cocky as hell. that was definitely a turn off, then there was also the psychotic tendencies. that's why she was so glad when she met alyx, who got to her just as much as alex did, if not more. not only was the boy attractive, but he had the right attitude towards girls. she wasn't afraid to tell anyone, or him for that matter, that she liked him. right after she thought it was okay, she told him. it worked out well for her, she had to say.

it wasn't hard to know what was on hope's mind anymore, because she kind of let it out. unless it was bad; like with her depression, or her suicidal thoughts; she never let anyone know, not even izzy or amanda. it kind of built a barrier between the girls sometimes, but she was fine with that. she didn't want them worrying about her, or anyone worrying about her. she was strong enough now to be able to fend off the demons pressing her to do wrong, to try to end her life again. but for how long? how much longer could she hold out, with her past sitting right there in front of her? she knew that she would slowly break down; push everyone away and be all self destructive, it was only a matter of time before she did it. alex would get his way, she wouldn't be strong anymore.

the only people she worried about was her friends; izzy, amanda, summer.. hell, i guess even adrian. she knew he would get involved, just because amanda was. well, that and they've been around each other for eight months. they had that brother/sister type of relationship. she really loved the feeling of being loved and being cared for, they were the only people holding her back. if the time came where she actually did decide to give into her demons again, she would just have to push them away in any way possible. it was bad to think that way, but she didn't care. she was long past caring about that anymore. she already did it once, the caring of that left her when she tried the first time.

hope's eyebrows rose at alex and she shook her head. he was trying to brush it off, change the subject. no, oh hell no. she wasn't having that. she turned her gaze back into a glare and crossed her arms over her chest, letting him know that this conversation wasn't over. she was going to make sure nothing happened to izzy. she knew that she was acting paranoid sometimes, but she couldn't help it. this boy took everything from her. she hadn't even had her first kiss when she met him, but then he took that and her first time. he broke her spirit, that was for sure. sometimes she just wished that she could forgive him and forget about it, but this wasn't about a lie. it was so much more than that, "no, don't you brush this off. i know how you are, alex. promise me you won't go near her," she said, her voice stern.

the young latina's heart dropped when she thought about her friends; what if she couldn't keep all of them from alex? hell, she knew that she couldn't. it was pretty much impossible. she could try, though, damn it. she was going to try as hard as she could. especially the people that she knew were gullible.. she just rolled her eyes at the boy and leaned back on her headboard. might as well get comfortable, because it seemed like he wasn't leaving anytime soon. he knew that he was sick, he didn't care. how fucked up was that? he belonged in this place, that was for fucking sure. her face was turned into one of disgust and she shook her head, "not very in the sense that i know you're thinking," she said, her voice quiet. this was beginning to freak her out more and more. she just had to calm down. breathe in and breathe out. she couldn't do something that would piss him off, then him go after izzy... this was ridiculous. putting herself in danger for someone else, but.. she didn't care. all she cared about was izzy staying safe. her eyes only widened at alex and her mouth dropped open a little, "i- uh.. no! how could you even think of that?" she said, shaking her head. this was ridiculous, she wouldn't do anything like that with him. never, "you're just.. not my type, cavalier." which was the truth. she liked sweet guys, not asshole types. what the fuck was she thinking about having that crush on him?

word count: nine hundred and three
tag: alex
notes: (:

[alexander james cavalier]

the buttons in victoria hope jean were like second nature to alexander and he thrived on constantly pushing them to corrupt her moods. after all it was a mood disorder little miss jean was in here for anyways or well that was the only thing she really told people. alex well he was aware that there had to be more to it than that, but any blind fool could see such things in her. though they kind of would rather see the more sweet and appealing side of hope. she really should have in his opinion been in here for like being a bipolar bitch or having multiple personalities...she was victoria, tori, or hope...all of which she showed different sides in a sense at least to him. alex knew that hope found him attractive and couldn’t get him out of her head. for one he knew he was rather drop dead sexy, because he worked hard to be and well if you didn’t find it hot then alex would make you find it hot. the second thing was well apparently there was another guy named alyx she had talked to, but he didn’t know the details on that.


hope never wore long enough sleeves to hide what was written on her arms in her mind within her heart. she was a rather open book if you will. though he did not know how far deep everything really ran, but he had a bit of an idea, because the man was an asshole and he was stupid from time to time, but he was also rather intelligent for being so. if he had anything to do with hit he would push her to her limits to see how far he had driven her and to see how much farther he could drive her. doing away with her would be just fine with him, because he could work on trying to get out of this place and try and go back to houston and live the rest of his life without having to hear about himself or how bad he actually was. he did not want her to ruin him, but he didn’t mind ruining her. he saw absolutely no issue with that whatsoever.



the girl had stumbled herself on new dangers though not just alex. she had stumbled upon friends....friends she was willing to live under crazy odd for to protect. alex liked the fact that she had these friends, but her skin should be crawling inside knowing that he had no intention of keeping the so called little friends of hers safe. as long as she cared for them alex got to use her and well if she didn’t care anymore then bye bye hope was they knew it and there would be a whole new side of her that he wanted to explore himself it was why he pushed he so damn much. he had to keep that side of her very much alive. it would hurt her and all her stupid little friends that were too blind to see she was a pointless cause.


the sudden movement from the teenage girl across from him sparked some interest. she looked a little stirred up which caused him to smirk, because those emotions were something he enjoyed watching. the glare made him snicker and he watched as she got into her sassy little mood. her statement could easily be manipulated....he’d promise to not go near her, but if she came near him he wasn’t going to just walk away that wasn’t his style and well she should have known that by now. ”listen here feisty one...i alexander promise that i will not...go near her.” he said the details he was speaking were very clear whether or not she heard them in his voice was her problem. she was so much more appealing to him when she was in one of her little pissed of moods, because it kept things interesting for him. being all sweet or sad was okay, because he could damper it, but this kept things interesting per say.


there was no way in this hell that victoria was living could the girl possibly keep all her friends out of his grasp. he had his distinct mind, welcoming hands, and incredible body. consent or not consent alex pretty much got his way. that was all that mattered to him anymore having his way with people. it was an attraction a craving and extremely crazy, but those thoughts only crossed his mind when he was thinking of the thrill of all of it. when she began to relax his mind began to prowl on ways to make her uncomfy again, because he couldn’t just stay comfy with her comfy it was kind of weird logic, but she was in control and he needed that power. that was what alex thrived on like almost one hundred percent of the time when he was with hisvictims when she said not very sense she knew what he was thinking he kind of just smiled now instead of smirked. he grabbed her leg and he jerked her small figure down so it was lying there. ”yeah try again i didn’t like that fucking answer.” he said sternly. now he needed to throw her off, because her bravery was starting to show even more. that needed to end rather quickly. she had izzy and them at stake and if she got too cocky well he would just throw that in her face. that always seemed to get her attention a lot faster than him anyways though who would really blame her? think what?” he asked playing with her words a little...he liked that they fumbled a part with such ease now. it seemed like he had her where he wanted her. he knew exactly what she meant and why she was so shocked. ”apparently cause I’m sick? cure me..” he said now a smirk playing up on his face, because he knew at this point he was just being an asshole. when she said he wasn’t his type he rolled his eyes. sure he wasn’t he was so her type...minus the attitude. he knew that much. ”don’t break my heart..” he said pouting at her words though he so was not serious. she knew he could care less.




wearing - this
tag - hope
words - one thousand fifty four(<3)credit - ashybomb @ caution 2.0

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[victoria hope jean]

was it so bad that hope wanted to end her life? okay, that sounded bad, but hey. it was how she felt. there weren't that many people that would miss her anyway, or atleast that's how she felt. really, she would be hurting her family, her friends from houston, and here. she wasn't thinking about that, though. she just couldn't handle all the hurt she had been feeling all those months.. if she had the opportunity, it would have already been done. she would make sure that she succeeded this time. she would make it fool proof, but she never had the opportunity. maybe she really was trying not to have the opportunity, though, because she didn't want to give in.

her nose scrunched up when he talked. she didn't really understand what he meant with his little hints, just as long as he didn't get anywhere near her. she wasn't being fiesty.. was she? okay, well maybe she was. but she didn't fucking care. she didn't want him near izzy. izzy was like a sister to her, the two just instantly clicked. they did some silly things together, that's what she loved about her. she could feel happy for once in her life, when she was around her best friend. they both sang and played instruments, she wanted to write a song for the two of them to sing together one day. that would be so much fun, "i'm not being fiesty!" she argued, shaking her head, "and alright.. i'm going to trust you." she would probably regret saying that, but hey. too late to take it back now.

there were so many things swimming in hope's head right now. there were so many things that could go right now. now, she should be freaking out right about now. it was reminding her of the night they had together, which was something she would just rather forget. her nerves were going crazy by now, when she was pulled into a lying position. it was pretty evident on her face. she didn't like his tone, she didn't like being told what to do. it pissed her off to no extent. if it was by an adult, she'd listen, but not by a teenager. she hated when people her age told her what to do, they had no authority over her. she could switch around a little bit, lead him on. that's what she would do if another guy wanted to get with her, then shoot him down. but this was alex, he was different. he would go far with it, but maybe she could handle it. she was going to try, anyway. after those two words left his lips, she sat up on her elbows at looked over at him, before biting her lip. hell, she seriously didn't know if she could pull this off, especially to alex. she was still so innocent, she wasn't really too good with this leading people on thing. ha, oh well. time to give it a shot, "awe, cure you? but how?" she said, in a quiet tone. she sat up onto her knees and went over to alex, so she was right in front of him. she wrapped her arms around his neck, before bending down, so her lips were only centimeters from his,"it's just so easy," she whispered, before smirking lightly.

word count: five hundred and sixty eight! D:
tag: alex
notes: i didn't really have much to say this time.

[alexander james cavalier]

it had probably been a really cold unbearable night when hope had checked herself into that hotel. after all he had turned so many people against her and well she had to make it stop right? he was glad she hadn’t succeeded not because he cared though because of what people might have said if the female had actually died. maybe then alex would have felt bad..he didn’t care, but he didn’t want her dead that much was well not so evident, but that was a little piece of his sick puzzle not a soul needed to know about and if she had known if she had that power she could be dangling it in his face like he had overdone so many times with her. he wanted her in low places, but in all honesty if she died someone might get emotion out of this fucker. those thoughts were circulating now for no reason at all and he had to snap out of it. he looked over at the stuffed pig of her roommate and smirked and looked back at her. i think your friend isabelle really likes me...she has me on her bed.” he said to disgust her, because he was admitting to the fact that he was a bit of a pig, but it would be just one more thing hope had to look at now that would remind her of him.


the hints were sometimes kind of out there and he didn’t understand half of him himself just as long as he got to come near victoria now and that little baby of a roomy of hers was fine right? right! that was all he knew and he was fully using it to his advantage though the girl knew that she wasn’t stupid by any means. he didn’t really understand why the girl was so fond of a fourteen year old, but that was on her she was so little and victoria really should find someone and act her own age in his opinion! whatever though that was on her and not on him. when she argued he laughed a little because she really seemed like she wasn’t so sure of herself on that one and it caused him to laugh, because well it was sort of cute in a way but he’d never fucking admit that to her . no way jose. when she said she was going to trust him he winked at her. ”thats a good little girl.” he said knowing that would pry piss her off, but it was too late now she put her trust in him and he had to made sure she was aware of that alex style.

the girl had been laying down and alex was contemplating crawling over her and having a little fun watching her grow weak, but he read her face and he didn’t have to do anything right now to make her scared she was already thinking about him and lying there withering in her thoughts it was kind of amusing to watch and he didn’t have to do so much work though it was kind of tempting to get some action right now her lying there in those sexy clothes. the sweet latina’s skin exposed to him in just a perfect manner. she looked pretty damn hot, but he was sure he already mentioned that to the girl and she had shivered about it and it bothered her, because well she had said so. though suddenly he watched as something changed and she was moving towards him. alex was confused when she decided to be all strong and come and cure him. this side of hope well he wasn’t sure it existed she was an innocent little one for a seventeen year old. the girl in front of him wrapping her arms around him well he just kind of stood there and let her do as she pleased. no one had done this with alex sense back in houston why hope why now he couldn’t answer that question, but she hit ha soft spot. ”i-i...” he stammered over his words for a second. yeah, alex was lost and her lips were just centimeters away before she said it was just so easy and that snapped him out of it. ”so fucking true.” he said his hands going down to her waist holding her there before he leaned in and kissed her. oh she’d hate that she had the upperhand in the game before, but now he was sure he had the upperhand! no way she was going to enjoy that.



wearing - this
tag - hope
words - seven seventy six
credit - ashybomb @ caution 2.0

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[victoria hope jean]

hope couldn't help but scrunch her nose up in disgust at alex when he talked about izzys stuffed pig that was laying on her bed. that was a ridiculous thing to say, along with stupid. she really could have slapped him upside the head at that moment. but, atleast he admitting to being a pig... then again, that wasn't exactly the best thing to admit to. she had to look at that thing all the time! now what? she was going to be reminded of alex coming in her room and saying one of the stupidest things that she had ever heard, possibly in her entire lifetime. i mean, really? why did he even have to notice the pig? izzy always had that thing around, this was just great, "that.. has got to be the stupid thing that has ever came out of your mouth," she said with a blank look on her facial features, now hiding the disgust.

why the hell did she say that she was going to trust him? she never trusted him, ever! she didn't know what was going on with her mind today. she should have walked out of her room the minute she saw him in the doorway. well.. either that, or slammed the door in his face, but she knew that she couldn't do that; she told him she would leave the door unlocked, just for him. the things that she does for her friends, goodness gracious. but hey, she loved them. they showed her what it was like to be cared for by friends, for once. it was a nice feeling, so she wanted to keep them safe. unfortunately for hope, she didn't know that alex would break his promise soon after this encounter. alex really knew how to mess with her, piss her off. just like those five words that left his mouth, it made her so mad. she wasn't five years old, or some small chihuahua that just learned how to roll over on command. she really needed to just.. slap the smirk off his face and get it over with, for real.

hope would be lying if she said that she wasn't afraid right now, because she definitely was. she didn't know what made her get near alex like that, but she did. maybe she thought it would be funny to think he would actually get some, then shoot him down so bad that it would hurt his pride. she just really didn't think things through, she couldn't help that. but hey, she was going to prove to him that she had changed; she was stronger, he couldn't walk over her anymore and she could do whatever the fuck she wanted to do. she let a smirk come over her lips when he stumbled over his words for a second. she definitely had the upperhand at the moment, she liked it. she never had the upperhand when it came to alex, it was nice to be the one on top of the game this time around. but soon, the crown as snatched away and he pushed her back down to the bottom when he snapped out of whatever he had been thinking about. her heartbeat quickened a little bit when he let his hands go to her small waist. she almost lost it when he kissed her. she expected it, of course. she knew that it was going to happen. it only made her even more afraid at the moment, but she didn't want him to know. she felt bad, because of alyx. she was kissing another boy, when she liked him. oh well, he would never find out about this. she would make sure of that. finally, she kissed him back, hopefully surprising him, her petite fingers tangling themselves into his blonde hair. she wasn't going to let him win, she refused.

word count: six hundred and fourty eight
tag: alex
notes: i didn't really have much to say this time either.

[alexander james cavalier]

the little stuffed pig was oh-so harmless, but it had some meaning now and hope he watched her look over at the pig and examine it with utter disgust. he could only smirk as he watched the scene play out in front of him. to him it was oh so perfect, because it would hurt hope to look at it, but izzy if it happened to just disappear, but hope was too nice for that and she would pry suffer rather then throw the damn thing away. that was her problem though, and well his partially, because he was in fact aware of how to get under her skin. when he finally heard her speak up he looked back to her watching as the disgust disappeared. stupidest huh? ”sure seemed to bother you.” he pointed out letting her know that he saw it all in her face and well there was no point in lying about it. ”i don’t really think its stupid...i mean when we were in that bathroom and i had you pinned on the ground with your clothes off....you thought i was a pig right still do?” he asked letting more bullshit seep into her mind so that pig drove her nuts.

trusting alex was like trusting an alcoholic not to drink in vegas it was just not going to work out to anyone’s advantage and in the end he would get what he wanted. he was just that kind of guy and he always had been victoria hope jean should have known this by now, but she was down on her luck. the wrong words slipped out of her mouth and well there was just no taking them back now. the girl was pretty much insane in the sense that she would do anything for her friends, but put herself in danger in order to keep them safe. it was completely insane, because you always had to live with yourself but people came and went. she should have known better by now, but she did not which was rather stupid on her part. though it was rather amusing that she did not like taking orders well ironic really, because in his opinion she secretly did it. she was secretly alex ordered prey and apparently some guy named marcus was now on to her he could careless, because of the simple fact it would keep her grounded. obviously she was grounded her constantly looking over her shoulder and such and worried about what was going to happen next. she always acted tough, but when it came down to the facts she could never get her act together and actually do something about it. she was forever going to be his feeble little creation. yeah he had created what she had become... it was too late to turn back now though.

alexander would be lying if he said he was not confused right now. this girl was suddenly wanting to get near him and he had came here just to put her down and she had to be aware of that, because he flat out admitted to it and did some things she would find very uncomfortable on purpose! it would be funny if she thought she was actually going to get out of this. he didn’t know what she was trying to prove, but in his defense she was coming on to him and if she ran to her brother after this he was going to make sure and make his point known. she had some upper hand in the sense that she had instigated it and that was about it, but he was about to make a plunge that would disgust her her was sure of it. she really shouldn’t be playing these little games with herself. it was so unfair to her being. his lips were on hers with a matter of seconds, but he didn’t expect what happened next. little victoria hope jean was kissing him back? was that a chance she was really trying to take? another mistake she was willing to make? he was surprised, but hey it meant that he was just going to press farther. he felt her tense with his hands at her waist and began to move them up her sides a bit before deciding to make a little bit of a more classic alex move. he slowly backed her down as he kept his lips locked and his hand went to her side moving her back down in a lying position ever so quickly and his lips parted hers after a moment he moved his lips next to her ear. victoria darling...you sure you want to play games?” he asked as he began to kiss down from there to her neck. who was winning now and why was this suddenly a game to both of him? there was no time for questions...though he had all the answers.


wearing - this
tag - hope
words - eight twenty
credit - ashybomb @ caution 2.0

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