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[valerie ariana lavelle]

Valerie ariana lavelle, was new to this place, wel even though a lot of people knew her name. the girl got a surprise welcoming when she first got here signing on chat only to learn her best friend was here. over the years she had bothered her parents his father and step mom, but no word on where he was. he was only supposed to be visiting his grandparents and well when he didn't come back of course she was heartbroken, but she never gave up hoping. well she never wanted to give up hoping, but sadly in some instances she did. on his eighteenth birthday she waited to hear from him, but no such luck. valerie never blamed christian for why she was sick she knew that she made herself sick over the teen that she married playfully when she was younger, use to run around wild with across the street, the boy that stole her heart and it was silly because he left when she was nine and he was ten as she recalled, but she never got passed it and to this day she is not passed it even though she has learned he's not into her kind. he's into a little rayne....

the girl was skinny and pail and despite being troubled by nightmares, an eating problem, and inflicting pain on herself occasionally the girl was full of life and loved people just like her best friend minus the fact that he had an attention span of a three year old. they had a nice little chit chat about himself and how he had been which put her mind at ease but heart at pain. no wonder his father reccomended this place to her parents. he never liked her and wanted to crush her, because she would never be good enough for cc in that manner. the girl had fallen asleep in her day clothes, but was vastly dreaming...though her dreams were never peaceful and she always made sounds like she was in some sort of pain when she was asleep. riley her roommate well she didn't think she noted anything, because she never really mentioned it.

the setting was back home the two were as they were now but back at their play wedding. she had this dream often even when she didn't know what he grew up to really look like she had this dream of him and her standing there it being official though...sure that was crazy, but she couldn't help herself! cc slid a gummy life savor over her finger and smiled after his kickass vows and val did the same. though when it came tim to kissing the bride and being happy the preist turned into carson now and stabbed her making the white wedding a red wedding, because cc was his and raynes. as she laid their life sleeping away from her she always saw rayne kissing cc after he took his vows and then she'd wake up in a sweat. sure it wasn't like some of her other dreams, but it was bad nonetheless. val started crying as she sat up in the dark looking about trying to keep it down as not to wake her roommate. i hate my life she whispered to herself and crawled out of bed grabbing her bag and key. she didn't want to sit there and fall back asleep and see all that again.

her first stop was the restroom. she heard her stomach growl but she ignored it as she covevered up the tears stains with cover up and fixed her eyes. yeah she wasn't really feeling going out with nothing on her face it wasn't like val. she had taken her lip ring out back home and tough she had lost it, but she found it now in her bag and grinned. oh how she had missed it. she got close to the mirror after looking about before jabbing it back into the closed whole. "fuck" she nerly screamed at the pain and as she saw it bleed, but it was better than what he wanted to do. the pain took away from her dream and she kind of sucked in her lip a little trying to get it to stop bleeding even though that wasn't the most tasty thing ever and wasn't good for her piercing it was a natural reaction she kind of had. she grabbed a towel only seeing slight traces now. on the towel she figured she'd be fine.

next stop student lounge. she sat her small frame into one of the big red chairs and she took out something people hadn't pry seen in awhile...a game boy color. she loved playing pac man on this thing and though it was old school it amused her. she got so into it she didn't realize someone or people were around and that her lip had began to bleed again. escaping from reality was something the enjoyed very much...

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[hailey]

i was justified when i was five

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hailey could feel her stomach growl and she stared in the mirror in the room she shared with a girl named willow. a girl named willow and her boyfriend. he seemed to take up permanent residence in the girls' room, and of course hailey wasn't going to complain. he was good eye candy, and she was not going to deny that at all. now she still had her eyes set on one james michael biersack, but that wasn't going to keep her from looking, or even getting any action. she knew it was useless trying to get with james, so instead she decided to ruin his life, but with allison here, she kind of had to start playing nice. with james. no one told her the rest of the crew was off limits. so the moment an oppurtunity popped up on chat, well she decided to take advantage of it. it seemed the girl disliked james, or well james and carson disliked her. it seemed cc didn't remember her trying to sabotage his relationship with rayne, which was good on her part. so she grew friendly with the girl, val her name was.

though those were just some of the thoughts racing in the skinny blonde teens mind as she stared at herself in the mirror. the rest had to do with how she was so fat, and no wonder her mother killed herself. she would of too if she was stuck with a daughter like her. she had to admit she was a horrible person and she treated her mother pretty badly. she ignored her, lied to her about where she went all day. which was usually to go stalk james, and well now she had been paid back by the gods or some shit. or that's what she would of thought if she belived in any gods. no, it was just what she got for treating her mom like crap. her mom got sick of it, and offed herself. now she was left alone and a ward of the state of california, whom decided to keep her in this school. cause with all her family dead now, well they didn't want some girl to start getting vengeance on the world.

deciding that she needed to stop glaring at herself in the mirror, she slid on her shoes, grabbed her purse. waving by to her roommate(s), who seemed to never leave the room. which meant she had no time to herself, well unless she left the room like she was doing now. though at this point, she wasn't sure if she wanted to be alone, but away from the lovey dovey couple that made her want to both punch someone in the throat and gag all over the place. so she walked hurridly out of her room and out the dorms heading to the school. not many people went there and she knew that she would maybe have luck running into a few people and even luckier if none at all. though the who she actually ran into, it was a pleasent surprise.

as she walked into the lounge, she saw the valerie girl from chat sitting playing with something she had only touched once in her life. and that was cause her brother made her hold his game boy why he stuffed his mouth full of food at the dinner table. of course her parents even then didn't realize she hadn't eaten anything since she was seven years old. okay well she ate very little, only salads when the hunger was too great. dry salads, no dressing. she walked up behind the small frail looking girl and noticed her lip was bleeding. "hey valerie," she said in a forced chipper voice as she sat in a chair next to her. "are you doing okay? did something happen?" she wasn't at all curious or even cared what happened to the girl, but she had to be nice. cause this girl could turn out to be some fun. "cause i don't want you hurt and if someone hurt you. just let me know," she said, the lie rolling off her tongue with no thought or even real feelings to the words she spoke.t

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words: seven hundred and fourteen
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notes: haha i love hailey xD
music: elton john the bitch is back

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[valerie ariana lavelle]

valerie, well, kind of did not understand this place. the people here well obviously they were from all over the place except all of christian’s friends it seemed like they all were one happy bunch. it kind of pained the girl, because she missed him so much and he had so much going for him and she had nothing, because she had her heart holding for him! the fact he was gay and in a relationship killed her a little more than she could possibly express, but val kept her head up and she was going to be the supportive best friend that would keep her heart to herself, well away from cc. the nightmares were only going to grow stronger and her problems worse, but as long as he was happy then she would be alright. this was not as bad as she had thought it was going to be. she thought he was dead somewhere from time to time and or that he didn’t want to ever talk to her again! his friends didn’t want him to talk to her. they thought she was trying to take what they had with him away. she didn’t want to do that if anything she had wanted to make friends with them for cc, but they didn’t want that and it made her literally want to scream out in frustration! sense she had gotten here...nothing had gone her way except she got to see cc, but even so she had to hear that he loved rayne! she really just wanted to curl up and give up, but she didn’t...it was complicated

val sat on the couch hiding her emotions from even herself as she smiled because she was kicking butt at this game! she didn’t feel the pain anymore she had a tendency to try and just go with the flow pain or no pain. emotions all ran together at one point or another anyways. no no no she whispered as the ghost totally ate her up. the button was getting jammed it had to be because val had been handling like a pro then all of a sudden out of nowhere she was cornered? yeah, the game pretty much had a lot to do with how she felt here at this place. she had been winning the moment she saw cc and when his friends starting hating her she felt trapped. she would not admit to anyone that she had making herself sick over it though....it was her world and she made it that way. at this point there was no turning back. she was dead. in the game and inside, but she had a oddball way of showing it.

val just stared at the blank game really wanting to throw her system across the room in all frustration as she tried to get the damn button to work in her favor! ”stupid” she mumbled and just watched as the ghosts kept getting her. it was like one of her nightmares! game over it read and then she heard a voice in a chipper tone and she couldn’t help but be startled jumping a little bit and then looked up snapping out of it. ”sorry.” she said and smiled up at the girl she recognized from chat. ”hey hailey! she said just at chipper. she was a happy person was the twisted thing...at least on the outside...


valerie raised a brow when the girl asked her if she was hurt and then she suddenly remembered her lip ring again having what she would call a cc moment just to tease him and have fun with it. she reached up and touched her lip and then she looked at her finger and groaned. ”no nobody hurt me...” she said smiling at the girl. ”but thank you” she said pulling a mirror out of her bag. ”my piercing closed up because i couldn’t find the ring, but i found it in the back put alcohol on it then i jammed it back in, because i didn’t want to pay to get it redone.” she said taking out a handkerchief and holding it up to her lip. ”i thought it had stopped, but i guess i was wrong.” she said with an uneasy laugh leaving the bag in her lap. ”what are you doing up so late? she asked it being the best question she could come up with...and in a happiesh kind of tone she wasn’t alone...

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[hailey]

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hailey was taking an interest in valerie, not like most people who take interests in people they have things in common with or want to hangout with. no, hailey's interests were more of trying to cause trouble with james' friends. it was the thing she lived for, angering and upsetting people. but that was all done with the fact that james' was beaten by his father and then trying to fuck up christian's and rayne's relationship. that was a failed attempt but she was going to have to try harder. and valerie seemed like a good way to do so, none of cc's friends seemed to like her at all. which was good for hailey but not so good for the rest of them. it also seemed val here had hung out a lot with cc the way everyone was talking about her 'taking their cc.' she had also wondered how the christian boy could handle so many people calling him their's. he was his own person, but he seemed to just want the arguing to stop. well hailey wanted the opposite, she wanted the arguing to continue.

some people would wonder how the girl could be so cruel and not have a personality disorder. well she did the things she did for payback and to feel better about herself. if other people were miserable, then hailey was happy. cause she wasn't the only one who was so horrible, and that alone was good enough for her. now this val girl was pretty, hailey wasn't going to not have that thought pass her mind, but she was skinny. too skinny, much like hailey herself was and wished she could be. but she didn't think of herself as skinny, those thoughts had never ever crossed the blonde's thoughts. not today, and not ever.

she frowned when the girl explained why her lip was bleeding. now hailey thought that was ridiclous, she could of just gone and got it redone, easy as one two three. but fuck, if the girl wanted to be an idiot, well hailey wasn't going to stop her, but she sure wasn't going to tell her how idiotic she was outloud. so in her sickily sweet voice she spoke, "now val that must of hurt. are you sure you're okay?" she made her eyes seem soft and she tilted her head, letting her blonde curls fall over her shoulder. who'd be scared or even think the girl was in any way, not as sweet as she seemed? well the people who she had already angered, but she didn't expect val to even listen to a thing carson and james spoke of, and as long as cc didn't say anything. and he wasn't going to. not cause he trusted hailey but because he had honestly forgotten about that incident. it hadn't crossed his mind in so long that it just wasn't there. now if someone reminded him, it would come back but for now he had no clue that hailey wasn't sweet like she seemed that day on chat. talking and being nice to val.

"if it still hurts you can put ice on it. or we can just go do something to keep your pretty little mind off of the pain?"

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eat meat on a friday that's arlight,

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words: five hundred and sixty two
outfit: here
tags: janet with valerie
notes: ughh this suucckkss :c
music: elton john the bitch is back

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[valerie ariana lavelle]

the enemies, the friends, the lovers, the staff....this place was too new to her to know all of that information yet, but she had a hunch there was not an extreme amount of people at this place it was for the students that needed it the people that needed the troubled ones in this society that people wanted to fix or well that wanted to be fixed. val, well she had not wanted to come here. who could fix her nightmares? no one could fix those! she got here and well the trouble that lied ahead of her was worse. christian drew carver was here and he was in her grasp, but more distant then ever and the nightmares were only going to get far worse in time to come it wouldn’t be rayne, carson, christian, and james in her dreams. it wouldn’t be death...though she did not know that! so this hailey girl being nice to her when cc was the only other person she felt she had here was really welcoming she did not know the girl was using her for alternative motives! valerie was too friendly for that.. she just wished that his friends could be that way towards her because she was having the hardest time accepting he was gay! it was not the concept it was her heart. she felt so so shattered. this was not her cc anymore and well he was the same person just in a whole new way. she would never let him see the hurt in her eyes though...she’d never tell him why she was here..she could not do that to him, and just for him she wished his friends did not hate her.


the thin blonde in front of her kind of reminded her of how small she kind of was. she could be bigger, but she never had the appetite for that and when she did often times she could not keep things down to save her life. when she did get hungry she grew excited! it was really odd, but that was just her attitude, but she never ate much when it came time. her favorite foods had to be sweets, grilled cheese, or pizza. that was just what she tended to. all of which were fattening but her body was deflated in a sense, except she did have slight curves here and there. ”you’re like really pretty.” she said to her at random, because well that was just what she did sometimes she said what she was thinking even if it was silly and she seemed childish?

valerie was not going to admit to her that she enjoyed the pain and well even if she could not feel it now because it went numb it was pretty much how her life was, but she was too sweet for her own good sometimes to push her problems on other people. the other girl frowned and well she kind of smiled at that which was weird, but it made her feel good? like someone cared? ”yeah, it hurt, but I’m fine I can’t feel it now its whatever” she said taking the cloth away and looked into her game boy that was now off it could show her if it was still bleeding while she used the screen and it wasn’t and her face wasn’t stained red or anything so she was cool. the girls pretty blonde hair was curled and well she seemed to carry it all perfectly. ”it is not the first time this has happened...” she said with a shrug and it wasn’t valerie didn’t do it for attention she did if for herself and sometimes she’d let the damn thing close up just so she could do this! that was weird right? wanting to push something through your lip. maybe she was insane and she did belong here. ”anyways, what brings you out tonight?” she asked the girl with a smile wondering what hailey was doing out and about so late.


”deal” she said with a nod tucking some hair behind her ear, but if it hurt she wouldn’t be speaking up she would keep herself hushed, because she’d secretly enjoy the pain she caused to herself.

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[hailey]

i was justified when i was five

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hailey honestly didn't mind valerie, she was a little on the kind of dull side but other than that, she was okay. at least she wasn't going to have to hang out with some girl that made her want to punch herself. then again she wasn't sure yet, she only talked to her a little while before. so maybe she might be annoying or hell less dull. though hailey didn't care how she was, as long as she was good for a purpose. and well valerie so far seemed good for something, the exact whats weren't exactly done processing through the blonde's head. not yet anyway. she just knew it was good to get on the girl's good side and hopefully when the time comes she'd be able to manipulate the girl into doing something. yeah hailey was like an evil mastermind who didn't want to get her hands dirty, so she was using other people for that. you'd think it'd be easier to do the things yourself, well hailey didn't want to take the easy way out. also she kind of needed the few actual interactions with people that she could get. because if she didn't use people, then she'd only be a bitch and never would the girl have a normal conversation with anyone.

the blonde didn't do well with compliments cause usually one would compliment the other person or say. 'aww you are too sweet,' but well hailey wasn't the type of girl to do either one of hose things. she was bad at accepting some things and well a compliment was one of them. she was far from pretty and she knew that, hell she beat herself up more than her father did about her weight. it was probably the one thing that kept the girl from getting better. she didn't believe she was pretty or skinny, being called fat and ugly your whole life kind of made one never see what she truly was. she looked at the girl who had just called her pretty and well she let a soft smile spread on her lips, "oh val you don't have to say that. you are way prettier." okay so maybe hailey was over doing it that time, and that sweetness that left her mouth was kind of forced and it disgusted her. too bad she had to be nice, she just wanted to throw her hands in the air and walk away.

hailey just shrugged when the girl said it happened a lot, well then in that case hailey wasn't going to make a big deal about it. cause well that was too much and it would be obviously fake if she acted like it was still a big deal, and well she wasn't going to blow her cover this far in the game. instead she just smiled at the small girl in front of her before shrugging again at her next question. "my roommate and her boyfriend are in there all the time, and i guess it gets gross after awhile," she said, twirling her hair and smiling at her. "plus i much rather hangout with you anyway," she said lying smoothly.

she grabbed val's hand before standing up and giving her a soft smile. "how about we go do something now?" she tucked a strand of her blonde hair behind her ears before smiling approvingly at the girl. "if you want that is."

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eat meat on a friday that's arlight,

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words: five hundred and ninety two
outfit: here
tags: janet with valerie
notes: ughh this suucckkss :c
music: elton john the bitch is back

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[valerie ariana lavelle]

the fact of the matter was that valerie was kind of boring she had her party phase out of her already and well was just trying to make do with reality she really didn’t think she was doing too well, but to everyone else that was going to be a secret...her little secret that was pretty much eating her alive. it was sad really how this boy had this hold on her and he couldn’t even love her like she wanted and yet she still had hope it was twisted. she was head over heels, but she couldn’t help herself he was just amazing. sure, she had her hobbies, but she didn’t really feel like she had her own life. she allowed to get to the point where she was enamored with christian drew carver. her heart was flustered and even her dreams were filled with him! they hurt her more than anything. they were why she was here. this was like a slow death to her even more than being home. she was sweet, but she didn’t know how long it was going to take before she cracked under pressure. was this hell? it felt like it. the blonde in front of her well she didn’t know her that much and that was purely, because she was obsessed over making everyone know that she was well she didn’t know what she was trying to get across...christian was hers? he wasn’t though those rings were silly child’s play, but she loved being married to him. hailey was the first person in person to kind of be nice to her besides cc. everyone else knew and acted strange and alienated her in a sense. rayne, well he didn’t, but he just kind of shut down...and didn’t send a very welcoming vibe. though if the tables were turned...she wouldn’t be welcoming him much either. she was very much jealous of rayne.


valerie really did think she was really pretty she wasn’t forcing that out or anything sometimes, when people didn’t know what to say they through compliments out there. val, well she wasn’t that kind of girl. she was a lot like christian, but she didn’t have a.d.d she as smart though not that he wasn’t, but she just was really to herself so not many people got the chance to know her, but the fact that hailey was here and still talking to her well it was a good sign. it meant something to val though hailey would knwo nothing of that, because she didn’t know her yet...but she planned on making a new friend she was kind of weird though she had to admit. val not hailey. she had no reason to think of her as weird. she smiled when she said she was pretty. ”you’re just saying that.” she said blushing. it was nice, but it kind of made her feel even slightly insecure for some reason even unknown to herself.



val thought that was tacky. no manners and showing off the relationship. no respect for the other roommate. not that she minded from time to time, but hailey said it was all the time. she wrinkled her nose at that whole bit. well, i can see your point not physically, but that would be rather disgusting.” she said fully agreeing with her. when she said she’d much rather hang out with her anyways valerie could not help but let a ”why?” slip out of her mouth. she barely even knew her why did she want to hang out with her? that was a little off, but she didn’t put too much thought into it as she put away her things.



val looked at the hand and kind of smiled getting up with the girl. ”well, what is there to do around this place...its big, but it seems kind of boring...no offense guess i just haven’t experienced the fun yet...?” she said though she had fun with CC she didn’t get to hang out as much as she’d like and she didn’t know really what you could do around her because she hadn’t actually gone out and done too much. ”i want to” she said sweetly.

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[hailey]

i was justified when i was five

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hailey, truthfully, wasn't a very fun person either. she spent most of her free time, like val, obsessing over someone. but hailey was more creepy about it. she loved james and since he wouldn't give her the time of day, he was going to pay. him and his friends. seeing that val knew christian and none of the guys liked her, well it seemed like a good idea to try and go befriend her. she hadn't befriended many people in her lifetime.only eric and allison and well eric was her brother so he didn't really count in hailey's book. plus he was dead, killed himself. cause she was a horrible sister and didn't help his depression like she should of. if he only lived a little longer, then they could of been happy. father died. father was dead now. she took revenge it was his fault eric died and he hit her. he never hit her and she flipped. flipped out so bad that he was now dead but there was no one to be happy with her. eric was dead and her mom killed herself when she left to hawthorne and allison didn't know the whole story. hell no one was going to. so she'd be happy all on her own.

hailey shook her head and just smiled brightly. she was just saying that. she didn't think anyone was prettier than her, or she didn't try to think like that. when she did, that was the problem. but today she was just trying to gain the trust and friendship of this val girl on the chair. "oh val i would never just say something like that. your very beauitufl. i whish i looked like you."

the girlw as slowly gaining a plan, she'd use the girl. use her to find information about cc maybe, or to break up the too happy couple. because they couldn't be happy. not with hailey upset, with no boyfriend. he needed the group to suffer like she suffered every day. yeah that sounded like a perfect plan to the blonde. it was a work in progress she could find out how to break rayne and cc up later, but it was hr goal that was for sure.

when she said that she got the picture, hailey nodded and wrinkled her nose. "yeah it's gross if you ask me." the next question she had to ponder on. she couldn't just say 'i wan tot hang out so i can use you like a rag.' no she couldn't because the truth is horrible and it didn't work when you were hailey. hell hyer like rolled off the tongue. "cause you seem nice and honestly i don't know many people here." actually it was the truth, give or take.

hailey didn't know how to answer the girl's last question, cause she never had time to explore. she was busy watching chat waiting to see james. she missed him and he seemed to avoid her so she cheated. she couldn't lie a day without him. "honestly? i don't really know. i never ventured around. maybe we can see together?" hell anything ot her would be boring, she didn't want to be here entirely. she rather be with james. the blonde gave an excited giggle and jumped up and down, "yay! i'm so glad you want to join me."

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tags: janet with valerie
notes: ughh this suucckkss :c
music: elton john the bitch is back

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[valerie ariana lavelle]

an obsession, became an addiction and like many other addicts here she wondered if her addiction would ever set her free. it consumed her life and it was why she was here. she couldn’t sleep without him being in her dreams and she couldn’t eat without feeling sick from it all. it was horrible and well if she ever told cc she knew it would break their friendship for a bit , but then they’d be fine, because he would forget. she felt bad because if they did fight he would forget. having another person here at hawthorne would be nice to drive her away from her insanity. she just wished sometimes she could be normal she didn’t feel normal, but she was in fact her own person..no not really she felt lost and trapped and it had been this way for years, but she did like things other than cc like art, music, and meeting other people because she could be a bundle of joy but nothing quenched her thirst quite like the boy she wanted. val had friends back home, but she never felt like they were true friends the kind that would stick with you for long, because that was high school. she missed her best friend but finding him only made it all ten times worse. if christian never talked to her again he’d be fine with rayne and sure eventually val would have pry wend to a house, but at least it would have been better than having everyone hate her, but hailey wasn’t hating on her and she was seeking comfort in that.


why anyone in hell would want to look like her well that was beyond her. val wasn’t pretty enough to get the guy she wanted. in fact she was never pretty enough to manage any guy. hailey looked just fine the way she was, but that was nice of her. she smiled at her. ”thanks thats uh very nice of you.” she said and even blushed a little. though she still thought it was weird.


oblivious, to most things that were negative unless they were apparent was pretty much accurate. people had stepped on her in the past so it wouldn’t be the first time, but she wished sometimes she wasnt’ so stupid falling for their evil ways. she just wanted some true friends the kind she could act insane with and just have fun with. she hoped maybe for once hailey would be that kind of girl for her here at hawthorne.


val thought about it for a moment if she was in the room with riley and her boyfriend she might have felt the same way, but well she hadn’t been in there when they ever did anything thank goodness. ”im so sorry” she said wrinkling her nose up and shook her head. that image of being in the room when someone else boned or kissed or...it made her queasy all because she had pictured rayne and cc kissing. ”Oh..” she said snapping out of it and nodded. ”uh okay!” she said kind of happy about it actually because one she didn’t want to have her continue on her she wasn’t narsasistic and two that was a sweet answer.

this place was still new to her. mostly she had been cooped up in her dorm drawing. pictures of mostly her horizons that she had scene, but her art was kind of twisted? then she had drawn pictures of cc. so when she said she hadn’t got a chance to really explore she was excited cause it’d be new to them together. ”how big do you think this place is?” she asked stretching. if val did this alone she may end up lost just because she could. though she wouldn’t mind it because she could find her way back...eventually. ”im so glad you decided to invite and we could explore this place together.”

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[hailey]

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if anyone knew about obsessions, that girl would be hailey. she knew very well how much one could become obsessed with a single person. that's how she was with james. val and the blonde had more in common, except val cared how cc felt and hailey didn't really give to shits about james. she just wanted him to be hers. end of story. she was addicted to him, if she couldn't have him, she felt no one else could either. it was her or the highway. her or she hurt everyone who was close to him until he decided to say yes to her. yeah it was horrible but when she was around him, she forgot how fat she was or how her family was all dead. there was just her and james and she wanted him to be hers. what was so wrong with that? valerie wanted christain to be hers. but there was one.difference, hailey wasn't afraid to tell james how she felt, or take what was rightfully hers. maybe that's why she wanted to befriend the girl, because she reminded her of herself and she wanted to help val. help her take what was hers. help her get cc.

thought he girl wouldn't admit that to herself, these were all selfless reasons and she didn't want to be selfless. she wanted to be selfish, it felt better that way. she liked it this way. using people for her own reasons. of course the words about valerie were lies mixed in with a bit of truth. val was skinny and hailey always wanted to be that skinny and she'd not stop until she was. though the rest of the girl wasn't anything special and she didn't want that dull brown hair, she liked her lively blonde hair. just her bone structure and skinniness was what hailey wished to have. though the naive nature of valerie was far from something she wanted. really, it kind of disgusted her in a sense. she half wanted to smack the girl and go 'haha i'm using you and you got no clue.' but that'd ruin everything and instead she kept her pretty mouth zipped up tight.

alex and willow were always in that damn room and she didn't really have any escape but she kind of just avoided it. that was easier then walking into her room to see two people going at it. yeah so she kind of stayed in the common's with her laptop or in the computer lab or on her phone. she was constantly stalking the school chat. why? because she felt like she had to see what james was up to, wait for him to pop on or someone else she wanted to talk to popped on. she learned a lot during those times but it was nothing really important, some thing she could use. somethings she just tossed away.

hailey was kind of bored to say the least and she knew she probably would be while hanging around valerie, but it was for her own evil purposes. so she bit her tongue and smiled, "hmm. i'm thinking it's probably pretty huge," she said as they exited the lounge. "i mean there are probably so many classrooms and everything." she shrugged and bit her lip to make herself seem slightly nervous, might as well blend in a bit more with the girl. "lets go this way?" she turned to the left wondering what kind of places were really in this school.

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notes: haha i love hailey xD
music: elton john the bitch is back

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[valerie ariana lavelle]

when you were head over heels in love with someone that was drunk it was hard to function and feel normal. one could try and be their friend, but it was so hard when you longed to kiss them and hold their hand and when they wouldn’t understand and it would hurt to tell them. hailey had the same obsession, but val would never take it to the extent that hailey did. she’d never try and have christian’s baby or force him away from rayne, because she actually cared that the boy was happy even if she couldn’t be. though the difference was that val had tried to be happy without him and when she saw what she longed for well all the heart wanted really was for him to be hers. it was messed up, because well he could have been a totally different person, but he wasn’t and she loved that he hadn’t changed over the years she kind of had she abused drugs for awhile, she had sleeping issues, she was a twig. well, it was going to slowly kill the girl but she was okay with that. it was people like hailey that would come to distract her. people that befriended her because she could spend time not thinking about him. that was really sad and she felt bad for it and he hoped he never noticed days she went without kind of talking to him, but she did try and text him. it just really hurt.

this so called friend in time to come would hurt val in ways she wouldn’t let people see, because the difference was she was selfless in a sense unlike hailey. sure she liked to be selfish sometimes when she was striving to be happy, but no one understood that and no one ever really would. the girl wore the fact she loved someone on her sleeve, but she didn’t wear anything else there or she tried not to..but jealousy yeah that seemed to seep through. the hailey girl was making her happy for the moment being. she didn’t have a clue, but when she’d come to find out val would do nothing but be hurt and try to avoid further trouble she was too nice for revenge and too nice to really say anything else but the truth...



the girl didn’t think that her roommates where that bad when it came to bringing people over. val didn’t really pay attention that much and out of the three of them riley was the only one that had a boyfriend and if she had to be honest they were cute together and he was cute, so then she wouldn’t really blame riley for being all up on chase or chance no it was chase. sometimes the girl got confused with names. she didn’t know where that stemmed from, but it happened. the people that stalked the school chat really bothered her and obviously hailey well wasn’t up front about it, because then val would have been skeptical. like val knew she was a bit of a drag really she played video games and drew, but to stalk chat would be boring and she didn’t understand why someone would want to know everything about others only to hurt them in the end. the thought of others pain kind of hurt her in a sense. she wished she could stop it but there was a bunch of crazy people here that thrived on seeing others hurt. she knew this all to well, because they didn’t care for her. though she had yet to end up on someone’s list.

too be honest she had never really seen hailey anywhere but chat so well it would come to make sense the girl didn’t have friends just like her in a matter of time. ”maybe I mean they have a lake on campus so that makes sense.” she said with a shrug. for a place that was like hell this place was pretty nice. why it would be so nice for a bunch of throw away teens she didn’t know. ”okay” she said biting her lip and following the girl. i can’t believe the kitchen is like open access either I mean i know that’s random but with all the dangerous people here...” she bit her lip. ”kind of freaks someone out a bit don’t you think?’ she asked.

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[/color] what are you wearing??clothes CREDIT SAM !? of A Changed Hogwarts. Don't remove the credit or I will find you. LYRICS someday - nickelback NOTES hailey scares me...jfs
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[hailey]

i was justified when i was five

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the idea of someone's pain being caused by her hand, on it made her tingle all over. it was what came of the blonde.all the years of emotional abuse from her father, the death of her brother. it all was too much for the girl and when he tried to hit her, when that bastard dared try to touch her. she couldn't allow it and that was how he ended up dead. she was planning it long before then, she began planning the moment she found her brother. but that one thing took her over the edge. there was no self-defense, was no mob. it was all hailey. all the hate that built up in her body for that man came out that one day and her and her mother were finally happy. or as happy as one could get with all that happened to the two of them, they both hated it and both wanted it to just go away. but through those years she found one man that could truly make her happy and he didn't know she even existed.

james. oh was he perfect, so cute and. well she wasn't sure why she was so in love with him, maybe it was that love for pain. she could take her anger out in the way she knew she would and he'd like it all the same. he looked at her, not like her father did with disgust but what she took as admiration because she never say anything but the looks her father had given her over the years. it was why she clung so deeply cause she was afraid it would all she would ever have. she was jealous of everyone else. they were so perfect, pretty and almost all of them probably had a better family life than her. that was at home. here? she knew they were all fucked up but she was still so angry all the time. everyone was coupled off. even james. he found someone that wasn't her and she took vengeance. it was how she dealt with everything.

in the times to come she'd ruin a lot of people's lives, or try to. the jealousy would always take over, it would make her mind whirl with insanity because she just couldn't think of anything. she would spill many secrets, some she wouldn't even remember at a later date. some secrets were accidental, but either way they were spilled. until finally she would have that courage the gain the one thing she always wanted. james. she screwed with his mind, twisted it by threatening the one person she knew he cared about carson. it was fun in away. to watch james go insane as she cut through his hardcore and tortured the boy he so called loved. then the rape. oh after that she'd feel invincible. let go for once. let everything go. she'd torture many people because she could. abrielle was for fun. jack and val? she was jealous of that relationship and val would always disgust her. sammie? because she fucked with her original plan and got james and carson back together. stupid nosy cunt. rayne...oh somehow that boy found out. found out about her and she wouldn't allow it. but that would be her demise. isolation then a torturous death. her child would never see the light of day, but it didn't deserve to die like that. because his mother was a heartless bitch. it seemed. so wrong.

though for now, even if the puny girl made her sick to her stomach.well she'd have to deal with it. cause the girl could be useful, even if she proves to not be. she did help stir up some interesting drama she later stalked laughing at how dumb val was. she believed her over the others. it was funny, how naive and easy the girls mind was to manipulate. it was possibly why she ended up keeping her around. for her own entertainment, because it was really the only thing that did entertain her. harmful manipulation. she would later tell val all about her hatred of her, though for now she smiled and walked and laughed. her too sweet voice ringing off the vacant hall walls.

"good point, it has to be huge. what with the sports field too? that has to be like gihugic," she said with a light laugh and a twirl of her hair. she hated this pretend happiness. it wasn't that it was hard to let out a lie, it came easy really. spilling false things to someone was something she did for years. her and her brother. they would try their hardest to get the other one to believe they were better than what father said they were and when it was over they'd repeat it back to themselves. and hailey knew what she was saying were all lies. her father was right and her brother was only protecting her. she snapped out of the memory, not needing to cry in front of this girl. though maybe it could help gain her trust. show she was as emotional as everyone else. "oh no i understand. all the knives and things, who knows what they will do. it's kind of scary." she shivered slightly and rubbed her arms. "lets not talk about it, makes me want to go hide in my room."

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notes: good...annd you thought my muse for her died(;
music: elton john the bitch is back

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[valerie ariana lavelle]

valerie ariana lavelle, had evil bones in her body and some people would come to see them, but some people would not. hailey would be the one person that she had given her best efforts to that would break hear heart besides christian and well she didn’t know it yet, but jackson henderson. the girl seemed to kind of take val under her wing it seemed to val, well by kind of knowing where stuff was but not exaclty it was nice to her. though she didn’t know she was making her sick had val known that she probably would have up and told hailey off. she was a lover not a fighter unless she had a reason to fight. a lot of people kind of seemed to kind of just right the girl off right from the back considering she was here to take CC away from people collectively, but that was not how it was at all. the girl had too much of a heart, but then hailey’s was very much broken like val’s though the girl ceased at insane and inflicting harm on others like her. she much rather see herself pay for the mess she was in then watch someone else pay or make someone else do it.

again the girl was oblivious to the fact she hurt sammie and was going to hurt abrielle and even herself and her future lover. he’d be the first one besides christian that would get to val, he was much like the boy she was in love with and she’d try so hard in order to be able to hang on to happy. though this girl michelle was going to get in her way and she’d end up pulling a cruel prank on her only to get burned. literally. what the girl wouldn’t do to jus to be happy with jackson when they were together would be a weird sort of thing to even consider at this point. that boy would be her first kiss so to speak that wasn’t when she was a young girl and well date. he’d just be fun and light up her world and possibly get a glimpse of a happy girl and make her a happy girl like she had to force often times sense coming here. then hailey would kind of shatter it a bit but make her more cautious and of course only have not ruined anything. though when val, would hear of hailey’s death in a sick twisted way she’d want to be there to know that her life was gone. though sadly yet in a good way the other life she forced out of james was gone as well. she had no knowledge of any history, but no one deserved the pain she inflicted on them. not even if they couldn’t give her what she wanted. some things in life weren’t obtainable the difference here...was val was trying to understand that.

”i think if i were to walk alone I’d freak the fuck out.” she said biting her lip she didn’t normally cuss she just could see herself getting pretty paraniod, because at this point carson didn’t like her and well he honestly scared her. it was a horrible feeling to kind of have to watch your back, but again hailey would know about it as well. he said that he wanted to punch her and well val would probably take it but end up crying in the end, because the girl was no match for a guys fists. the girl looked like she was frozen for a moments time and then she looked like she was about to cry, but she wondered why. was it something that happened on the campus. val bit her lip. ”you okay?” she asked sweetly just to be sure. ”yeah scary” she repeated and when she asked her to not talk about it she nodded. ”alright so...after you” she said opening the door nicely to the outer area of the place. ”ah, the weather is nice not to chilly not to humid.” she said thinking aloud and looked over at her. she didn’t know what else to talk about she wasn’t normally a social butterfly, but she was trying.

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[hailey]

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hailey hasn't had a sing good bone in her body since she shot her father dead. the moment she pulled that trigger, everything good just disappeared from her body and she became who she was today. a cold, cruel, human being. if you could even call her that. it was like she didn't have a soul anymore, or remorse. she didn't feel bad about hurting other people. no one but her brother and mother. those were the only two people she felt bad for. she didn't make her brother happy enough. she failed her brother and then her mother. the woman told hailey not to come here, not to go.but she went anyway. because she was selfish and she wanted james. she killed her whole family. yes her brother and mom committed suicide. but because of her. so yes, she lost all ability to care anymore. why? she just hurt them. over and over again. it was sad.

why was it sad? cause hailey was once so sweet, so nice, so caring. it all disappeared. it was just so sad. she wasn't that beautiful amazing girl she was as a child. no, she lost that hailey forever ago. but she didnt' care anymore, she liked who she was. she liked hurting people, watching them suffer the way she did everyday. it was a nice change. from suffering to causing other's to suffer. oh was it nice. she could kill for james, and she would if someone didn't thwart her. she'd kill carson, kill his friends and everyone he loved until he was her's. but she wouldn't have chance. she'd meet up with someone bigger, badder and crueler than her. she'd end up dead herself. she was wrapped up in her thoughts of james and destruction when valerie talked again.

she just met her and already val's voice drove the blonde nuts. hailey just nodded. she wasn't freaked out, hell she was only spouting random bullshit to keep val here and because it was just natural. lying just came natural to her now. doing it for so long, lying to her father, brother and mother. lying to everyone really. now it was second nature, it just happened. when val asked her if she was okay she nodded again. "just fine," she lied, because she wasn't okay. her best friend was dead. allison was dead. the blonde did care for her, even if she didn't show it she did. she loved allison like a sister and she was gone now too. everyone she cared for dropped dead. she kind of smirked at the idea of befriending val and 'caring' just so she could drop dead and the world could be a happier place. cause god she was pathetic. or at least that's what val saw. a pathetic girl unable to take charge and get what she wanted and instead settling for second best.

walking outside she looked up at the stars. night intrigued hailey, it always had. it was when the monsters that hid in the day came out to play. the fairy tale monsters and the real monsters. her father was a monster but he never hid. he played all day long. hitting and cursing and beating and breaking them all down one by one. there was no getting over emotional pain like that, not after so long of abuse. now hailey was one of those monsters. she hid in plain site until it was the right time to play. the right time to fuck with someone. looking over at val she wondered if it was the right time yet for her. 'no,' she thought to herself. 'she could be useful.' though to find out the girl was a waste, she should of ended it here, but no she dragged on the 'friendship' until it made her brain hurt to even think about it. uck it would make hailey sick to her stomach. but when she did finally end it, oh the blonde would be happy and satisfied with the pain she caused. yup. very satisfied. again val took her from her thoughts and she had to stiffle a groan and instead smiled. "i don't know. i don't really like it."

she couldn't figure out what to say or do, because with allison it was just all natural. she just talked until she couldn't anymore. of course half the things she said was lies but allison took her in and was her friend. with val, she didn't want her friendship. just her trust. thinking of a way she frowned and forced a shiver. "it reminds me of my father...he used to..." she let her voice trail off and shook her head, pouting her lip out a bit. "never mind, you probably dont' care to hear about my sad past..." she let a tear fall down her cheek and she wiped at it frantically. or what seemed frantically.

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tags: janet with valerie
notes: janet is sexy:p
music: elton john the bitch is back

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[valerie ariana lavelle]

the sad thing was val, made a lot of people sick to their stomach and she didn’t even realize it, because she was focused on trying to get along with people trying to better her high school experiences, but chances were the girl may not get the chance to do that. why? well, because she’d get happy and then she’d crumble again, because she wasn’t brave like hailey if you could even call hailey brave for what she was doing. she didn’t have the strength to be first because being in second made the person she loved happy even if she was sick herself. the girl was pretty content right now though talking to hailey and making a new friend the distraction she wouldn’t need. it would probably better for rayne to stab the girl at least he would have a reason to hailey’s friendship would secretly make her depressed, but she would end up trying to drown it out much like she tried to do with most of her daily expenditures or thoughts. why they revolved around cc? though, for awhile it’d be jack, but then it would be no one at all. the girls heard would be permanently shattered and she’d go back to things she hated to numb the pain.


when hailey didn’t speak she just nodded she bit her lip figuring she was talking too much or something and she didn’t want to damper things like she normally did, so the girl walked and kind of looked to her feet and the path. then she remembered they were exploring the campus and she looked at the surrounding area’s new and familiar about her. this place was nice, but then it was not so much. she felt like she stood out in a school filled with crazies and no one understood her, but then hailey did or did she? no...no one understood val and she’d come to place that post hailey. christian would try, but then she’d just play it off like it was no big thing and he’d forget about it anyways. these thoughts were driving her insane and she really just wanted to go back to her room and cry herself to nightmares at least they held some potential...yet none at all. hailey’s story would chill her. the deaths, the suicides, the fact that the girl was homicidal and cold hearted. the girl was pathetic a girl who was selfish and heartless was not a girl at all it was just a bitch and maybe that’d be a compliment to her, but the girl was being two faced. the worst thing someone could do to val in this fragile state she was in was what hailey was going to do get to know her and break her. not even people that hated her were that cold. she could deal with the honesty, but the betrayal?


she didn’t like what? val was so wrapped up in this tour and trying to get her head straight she kind of forgot what she had pointed out that hailey wouldn’t like. she just nodded her head in agreement and let it go silent for the time being that was until she saw the girl tear up and the tear slide down her cheek. her father? no no what happened?” she asked in a concerned tone. sure, val barely knew her, but that wouldn’t stop her from caring, because she had a small heart yet it was bigger than one could imagine. ”hailey whats wrong?” she asked her letting her know that she was all ears and would listen if she wanted to speak.

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[/color] what are you wearing??clothes CREDIT SAM !? of A Changed Hogwarts. Don't remove the credit or I will find you. LYRICS someday - nickelback NOTES this sucks!
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