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[hailey]

i was justified when i was five

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(I CAN BITCH I CAN BITCH)
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hailey knew no one liked her and that was alright with her because she could care less what people thought about her. she only needed certain people to like her, the one's she thought she could use. namely being topher and val. she'd end up using topher once to send a note and val never. it would of been easier to just not give a shit and not use any of them. cause the note to james she could of done herself really. she wouldn't need to act all sweet and innocent around val, because the acting made her want to barf sometimes. though it was easy to make val believe her, even when cc was telling her that hailey was lying. oh it would entertain the girl so much, to watch cc and val somewhat argue. watch the girl hurt herself over the boy was entertaining but sick. she should grow some balls and get what was rightfully hers. it would of been nice to teach her the ways of getting what you want, but why waste her time on that. she was too busy getting what she wanted to waste her time on helping someone who obviously wasn't going to want the help.
of course val was talking to much and it was pissing the blonde off, just making her fucking want to punch a damn wall. though she was in control of herself and her feelings so she was relatively calm on the outside, putting up a good face and a good act. there was no way she would let val see her true colors right now. not until the day in the garden where her and her little boyfriend just get all hurt and burnt. it would teach the two not to play with fire. figuratively speaking of course. hailey was like fire and she would burn them both badly because you just didn't know what would happen. she was just as uncontrollable as fire was. and you could even put her out the same way. with water. a boiling hot tub of water would be the end of her and her child forever. a sad but true fact indeed. that a sick man could kill a pregnant woman, even if the pregnant woman was extremely insane.

the lie was already circling through hailey's mind and she couldn't wait to let it spill from her lips. she bit her lip, looking sad and scared. "he would..when it was like this..." she closed her eyes for a moment and took another deep breath. "he would take me..take me outside and do horrible things to me." she shook her head and let more tears slide down her cheek. "so..so mommy wouldn't..wouldn't know what he was doing." maybe this lie would get the girl to trust her, who wouldn't trust a rape victim? they were just scared little girls wanting someone to hold them. all pathetic and disgusting. yeah hailey kind of wanted to be held but not really. she just wanted james inside her if anything.

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eat meat on a friday that's arlight,

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words: five hundred and twenty two
outfit: here
tags: janet with valerie
notes: janet is sexy:p
music: elton john the bitch is back

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[valerie ariana lavelle]

talking was her and christian’s vice honestly she could sit and talk and run at the mouth for hours. they could talk about anything and everything or nothing at all. she wished she could have one of those nights with him again, but it always felt so weird with knowing he had rayne and feeling like she had no one at all. she knew he’d always be her best friend, but it was kind of different now she had to admit. there was people bitching and nagging for her calling her his cc and telling her she was a bitch. she just felt so unwelcomed at this place and it had honestly made it worse not better. hailey matched her, but she didn’t talk much and she didn’t seem like she liked to talk so after awhile val kind of bit her tongue and just watched and observed. what else was a girl to do? the silence was killing her, but then what didn’t kill val now a days? she should just suck it in and shut the hell up and that was what she was doing! she had made a new friend why should she have any room to complain?

the fact that she befriended hailey wasn’t going to help her at all though. she didn’t know how big of a bitch the girl actually was, because she was buying the act giving in to the benefit and not doubting. it was her silly mistake and a quality she shared with christian. trust should not just be given or handed out it should be earned, but that was their issue. they trusted to easy? she hoped in years to come she’d learn not to. though hailey would teach her a thing or two about trusting people. NOT TO. heck she would even come to question cc because he was trying to tell her her new friend was bad. she should listen to him, because he rarely thought people were bad, but instead she’d get mad at him like an idiot and defend hailey, because she was her friend.

her feeble voice speaking on her father. it sounded like she was a little girl and it gave val a sick feeling in her stomach as she explained it. her dad sounded like a sick man and val even went as far as to kind of subtly put pressure on her tummy, because it made her want to throw up. how could someone do that to their own daughter? val couldn’t help but move forward to hug her as she cried. she barely knew her but she was opening up to her and that had to mean something right? ”im so sorry hailey” her voice sincere and moving away after a bit not wanting to over step her bounds with the hug. that was horrible! she was sorry? what else could she say. it was all she had to give a hug and sorrow. she felt kind of selfish too...she didn’t have to live that life but yet she was slowly killing herself...she felt pathetic..

ATTIRE

[/color] what are you wearing??clothes CREDIT SAM !? of A Changed Hogwarts. Don't remove the credit or I will find you. LYRICS someday - nickelback NOTES someone show val love;) WORD COUNT how many words?? 514! [/center][/size][/blockquote][/blockquote]