Post by amanda katrina tumlin on Jul 8, 2011 10:40:25 GMT -5
-- AMANDA KATRINA TUMLIN ?!
well amanda used to be this girl scared of men, now? now she's changed. she's not scared anymore and instead she doesn't know. she has hyperactive sexual desire disorder. ever since having sex with alex, she had wanted that same feeling over and over again. getting agitated and angry when she couldn't, trying to get rid of it with alcohol and only making it worse. usually doing something dumb while she was drunk and forgetting about what happened in the morning. she's still the bitch girl people have come to expect and love, but she has this depression boiling inside her body that she can't hide after a night of alcohol because her head and body hurts and it hurts even more if she tries to contain all her feelings she hates. she feels like it was fates plan to give her an inkling of happiness then turn around and snatch it from under her feet because she deserves to be cold and hated by everyone. to not care.it's what she always wanted, but now she hates the idea of being without her friends and the ones she cared about
she had some close ones. there was hope and addy but now? now who knows. after everything she did to hope, she feels like the whole school will hate her and she's gone down a dark road she can't turn around on. she expects to of made many enemies out of her friends cause hope has always been the one with friends. amanda only knew the people, hanging out and connecting because of hope. now, she kind of wants to shy into the background but she could always use someone to stay closet o and cling to during this depressing time
again, she has always expected to have many of these. now? now she expects more. hope, adrian, belle, zofia, summer, izzy. all the people she only met due to hope, or even knew because of her and adrian. she really only hanged out with any of these people because of her best friend. it's strange really but she doesn't know what to do anymore without these people and she expects all of them to hate her and shun her for being the reason hope tried to kill herself and being a cheating slut.
she's had many past lovers. alexander, ashley, connor and mel. her one and only boyfriend has been adrian and she still loves him even though she knew she hurt him so many times. she doesn't expect him to take her back (though the plan is that she will end up with him again) and no future lovers for her. she's not going to cheat, she's going (when she reallly wants sex) to screw around with adrian only. she will do anything for that boy, even if he still gets under her skin sometimes, its why she likes him.c cause she can just joke around and be herself, without any thoughts of consequences because of it.
- connor davis jean: friend/brother
- zofia lenobia chavez: friend
- belle marie rowan: acquaintance
- hailey tasha valenca: enemy
- maxwell ralph sheppard: enemy
- adrian william miller: final/ex(at the moment)
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