i have a surprise for you[izzie]

[maxwell ralph sheppard]

i should have took you out dancing,

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( BUT I WAS HIGH UP ON A BARSTOOL )
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maxwell ralph sheppard, like probably stated over a million times in this boys life, was not the nicest boy. okay he wasn't the meanest either, he didn't hurt people for the hell of it. yeah he did it because he wanted to keep himself from getting too attached, which was why he was for once looking for a party. something to remind himself of his old life, the one before his little grasshopper got into it. he was falling and he knew it, so he had to find some way to remind him how good it was to not care about people or their feelings. cause for him that had been one easy and fun life. so he wanted that again, he needed to prove to himself that he was the same jackass, the same guy who hated the world but loved himself. he needed to be that guy again. he couldn't be anyone else, he needed that. he needed it a lot.

so it was why he was in the common room, a place he hadn't been often. it was where he met amanda usually, now it was where he was looking for a hot chick. one to easily manipulate, hell he hoped it was one of those easier girl's so he didn't have to work so hard. he wanted that feeling of ditching and not caring as soon as possible. cause he didn't care. right? yeah, caring wasn't in this boys vocabulary. honestly, it didn't exist. okay so somewhere it did, but still. being raised by a woman who had no care in the world and just wanted to control your life when you couldn't allow that. yeah he was like his mother in the need to be in control but she had to control everyone around her. maxwell could careless what other's did as long as he lived his life the way he wanted to.

abrielle was getting in the way of that, she was just so...well max didn't know how to describe her. plus if he did do it, then he'd feel like it was complete. and he would have no way to go back to his old self. if he let himself admit those feelings that were starting to boil in the pit of this boy's stomach. well he wouldn't allow that to happen. he wasn't going to do it. he stood in the door way of the common room his eyes running over it until he found the perfect woman to take back to his room. or maybe not his room but a room. he waved at her before walking over, "well hello there."

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yeah, I was such a blind fool ,

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words: [color=747170four hundred and fifty seven

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outfit: coming soon
tags: eliza with izzie
notes: this kind of sucks
music: flowers by chris young
credit: gabs of a different color; @ caution 2.0 don't steal or she'll hurt you c:[/justify][/size][/font][/left]