going to be a good one[topher]

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going to be a good one[topher] Aug 31, 2011 12:34:42 GMT -5

Post by hailey on Aug 31, 2011 12:34:42 GMT -5

i was justified when i was five

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hailey tasha valencia had been avoiding her room as much as she could. it was odd sharing it with a girl whose boyfriend spent most of the day there. or well finace. did it really matter? not to hailey, it was just way too much mush and way to much fat. cause the girl, willa or willow or something like that. well she was pregnant but she was still really pretty even though she was huge. so hailey stayed away, cause she knew she was ugly and fat and well she was jealous of the girl. and jealousy and hailey had never mixed well. every time she was jealous, someone always ended up hurt in some way. not physically but she had always enjoyed causing people pain. like many people have caused her.

she wasn't only avoiding her room because of mushy couples and jealousy, but because she was honest to god sad. she was afraid to walk into that room because she couldn't cry in front of those people but her room seemed like the greatest place to break down. her best friend, even if she lied to allison, and caused her brother and his friend’s pain. stalked her brother, all of that. well even through that she loved allison, cause the girl was one who seemed to really care. and now she was gone. just like her brother, just like her father and just like her mother. everyone around this girl, everyone she really cared about seemed to die. she was the plague and she knew it. so she wasn't going to care about people, it was easier to hate them and to cause them pain. all the pain she was constantly caused by her father. the pain she had been caused by everyone who died that she loved. but now she was alone and she felt numb.

it was like all the feelings she once held for these people disappeared and she didn't know where to find them again. she felt cold and vulnerable without someone there to get her through the day. though she felt good that she wasn't going to cry, and that she wasn't going to break down because those feelings weren't there. so it was both a good and a bad thing, though for now she'll keep busy in case the feelings all decided to spur up at a moment she least expected it. so she was walking around the school, thinking of something she could do to hurt james. but maybe he was hurt enough? allison was his sister. but she didn't care. she had promised she wouldn't do anything to him, but allison was dead. who was going to punish her for breaking that promise? she was going to hurt him. maybe hurting him would make her feel better.

she had finally decided on where she wanted to go, and she headed to the gardens. she knew it was quiet and a good place to just sit and think of a way to harm someone. one would think that a peaceful place would make you think peaceful thoughts, but now it was just quiet and a good place for thinking. your thoughts didn't have to be peaceful, and hailey's were far from it as she walked into the gardens and sat down in a quiet corner of the gardens amongst the flowers and she saw christian and waved to him. she had to act friendly, because he'd tell valerie not to hang out with her. and hailey needed valerie, for what exactly she wasn't sure yet. she was thinking maybe a way to break up rayne and christian but that wasn't a final decision but she knew val would listen to cc if he told her that hailey wasn't a nice person. so her goal was to get him to believe she was nice. but he seemed busy amongst the flowers so she relaxed and thought.

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eat meat on a friday that's arlight,

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words: six hundred and seventy two
outfit: here
tags: biscuit with topher
notes: now for evil minions!!!
music: elton john the bitch is back
credit: gabs of a different color; @ caution 2.0 don't steal or she'll hurt you c:

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Last Edit: Aug 31, 2011 13:31:14 GMT -5 by hailey

topher
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going to be a good one[topher] Sept 1, 2011 18:38:08 GMT -5

Post by topher on Sept 1, 2011 18:38:08 GMT -5

I'LL NEVER BE WHAT YOU WANT
I COULDN'T CHANGE ANY PART OF ME

That Cassie girl really got Topher thinking about clouds. She said that they were fluffy things in the sky filled with peace and happiness… well she said something like that. Topher never really noticed that the clouds made shapes either, sure he would look at them sometimes when he would sit outside, but he just thought they were interesting floating up there. They weren’t anything special, just rain waiting to fall, but now he had a new perspective and he’d been waiting ever since he talked to Cassie to go outside and look at the clouds and see if he could see shapes in the clouds like she said she did.

Of course he had to wait though because he had a therapy session with Miss Cooper. He had them every other day, and last time they talked about Cassie. This time they talked about the strange boy in the library. He was told that he saw things that weren’t there… it explained why Topher couldn’t understand what he was supposed to apologize for. He didn’t feel right when he was talking to the blue haired boy that yelled at him, but the blue haired boy’s head wasn’t right, not like Topher’s head wasn’t right, but still Topher thought it was best to just ignore what happened.

Finally though he was allowed outside. Even if he hadn’t talked to Cassie Topher probably would have ventured outside to just sit outside. It really was an odd habit that he had, almost as odd as the notecards that were almost constantly in his pocket. However being outside was relaxing to Topher because he knew that there was always a way out, that he could never really be trapped if he was outside. Being inside too long made Topher’s hands sweat and being inside alone for too long makes his heart beat too fast.

When Topher was outside he first settled down in a grassy area a bit farther off of the court yard but then the sprinklers burst to life and Topher didn’t like the random burst of water flying right in his face. It made his heart skip a beat and his breath catch, he didn’t like that so he quickly stood up from the grassy spot and started walking to the gardens. He wasn’t that wet when he arrived in the flowery part of the grounds, just a bit damp, it was mostly his legs that got the brunt of the water and since Topher was a huge six foot six inches tall his shorts only had a few drops from when he was sitting down on the ground.

Once in the gardens Topher saw a boy sitting in the flowers. There was also a girl in there that was waving at the boy in the flowers. They must be friends Topher thought, wondering what it was like to have a friend. He had his brothers but he didn’t think he had a friend, wouldn’t someone tell him if they were his friend? Topher just figured people went up to each other and said “Lets be friends!” and that’s how people made friends. It was almost child-like, reminiscent of children in a park only having to look each other and decide to be friends.

If he knew what to do when meeting new people besides saying Hello and introducing yourself Topher didn’t know much else about meeting new people. So instead of approaching anybody in the garden Topher found a nice spot on the ground, sat down and looked up at the sky. The clouds were white and fluffy, but Topher was having a hard time finding the shapes…

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going to be a good one[topher] Sept 8, 2011 12:12:25 GMT -5

Post by hailey on Sept 8, 2011 12:12:25 GMT -5