heartbreak's your favorite game[xavier]

[zofia lenobia chavez]

you kissed the lips of evil,

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( TWO MONTHS ITS ALL THE SAME)
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zofia lenobia chavez had needed to get her act together and stop being afraid of xavier linwood cotton. he was her first love and he scared her to death. she could remember the first time they met, she was in love in no time. he was so beautiful and he treated her so well. or he had treated her well, until...the first time he hit her. it stung, and it was sad, she couldn't help but go to andy. andrew kyle fitch was her best friend and her soul mate, or she was told she called him trip. she wasn't going to complain, cause it was true. he was her true love, and she got that, she understood that. hell she knew that when they were growing up together, but xavier. he was dark and mysterious, he called to her and well she didn't want to say no.

now? she wanted to run and hide whenever he said they should hang out. there was that constant feeling of paranoia she got, thinking about what xavier did to her and andy. she couldn't let him do it again, so she went back to him. hoping he really did change like he said, because she couldn't afford to get hurt and andy, chase, rye, flo or summer to do something stupid. especially summer, her wife and well apparently pregnant wife. she couldn't let summer get hurt, that'd make zofia feel horrible if the baby died. so she was going to break up with him, stop leading him on. cause summer might of been right, he'll find out soon. he'll hurt her if he found out. so maybe this was the solution. so she pulled out her phone and texted, saying the words out loud as she did so. "i'm in the fitness room. it's only me. can we talk?"

she put down her phone, not waiting for a reply, she sat against the wall. this was a strange site for zofia. usually she was all happy to work out and do something fun like that. but she didn't feel up to it, but she should of done something. cause sitting there thinking, it caused all her resolve to slowly melt away. what if he hurt he because she broke up with him? finding out summer helped her figure that out, he could hurt her too. then andy because she'd go back to him. because well, she loved the boy no matter what. she couldn't stay away from him, she had never been able to. even before she realized her feelings she went to him for guidance and reassurance that she didn't do anything wrong. yet still she felt like she deserved whatever she got from xavier. she still believed that, so she could live with him hitting her, just not her friends. she couldn't tell them, she wouldn't bring them into this.

when the door opened and her eyes met his, she let her lips turn into a smile. she had no clue how she was going to do this, maybe just tell him she kissed andy when she was high. maybe she won't break up with him. maybe...well who knew what the fear filled girl would finally decide when it came time. "hey babe i've missed you," she said, the words just coming past her lips like they always have. she was so used to it, zofia didn't know how to stop the words from coming, even if she wanted them to stay away. she mentally cursed herself for not having a backbone to be able to do this. that was why summer was going to be there, to help and to protect her. maybe she should of had he come. oh well, it was too late now.

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begged for this man's approval,

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words: six hundred forty nine
outfit: here
tags: eliza with xavier
notes: finally they have a thread together c:
music: we stitch these wounds by black veil brides

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