New loves, past loves (zofia)

[xavier linwood cotton]

Xavier sighed and walked around the lake. He needed to clear his mind after last night. Dannie was pregnant and wanted to get hurt by Summer. She also didn't want him involved if she did get hurt but how else would he cope with it. He didn't want anyone touching her and that included anyone in the school that wanted to hurt her. It made no sense for her to want to get hurt because she was pregnant with his kid and she was dating him.

He sat down on the grass and sighed. Looking out over the lake was peaceful. It kept him calm and made his thoughts change. This was where he first hung out with Dannie. Even though he was still with Zofia at that time it was still fun. Sure they talked over the school chat, but this is where they first met and went swimming.

He laid down on the grass and closed his eyes. He didn't want to think about Zofia and he wante to clear his mind and calm himself down. Last night still pissed him off since she had locked him in the bathroom to make sure that he wouldnt try to stop her, but instead Hope got security involved. It's the one time he can say that he was happy about that. Summer didn't go near Dannie, and Dannie was safe.

((I'll make it pretty later))

[zofia lenobia chavez]

you kissed the lips of evil,

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( TWO MONTHS ITS ALL THE SAME)
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zofia didn't know what to do anymore, she couldn't be in that room when summer got back. she didn't know what she would say, because she was mad at that girl. how could she even keep bringing that up. she could of dropped it, instead she kept going and it only fueled zo's jealousy and made her feel worse. she didn't want to be jealous, she wanted to be happy for xavier and dannie. she like dannie before all of this. she knew the two were friends, yeah she was kind of jealous of dannie before she was with xavier. but still, she wanted them to be happy. plus the other redhead was right, she should be happy with andy, she loved him. or she thought she did. but still it was hard to see xavier with someone else. he had always been hers, and well finding out that dannie was pregnant. oh god she didn't want to think of that..no no she didn't.

she just needed air, air and time to think. she had said those words on chat and she couldn't believe she'd let him know that. how could she say she was jealous. how could she? it hurt just thinking about it, what if andy saw that. what would he think. he'd probably be angry at her. no andy was never angry with her. when ever zofia did something stupid, andy never got angry. though zo realized maybe coming outside wasn't such a good idea, birds were circling above her, people were out. maybe being in her room alone was a better idea. no, no she needed to get over her fear, and she needed the fresh air. plus being alone was not a good idea right now. she much rather think about the people hurting her or the birds attacking then be alone and inside.

as she walked, she decided to go to the lake. there was usually no one ever there and well it was a fresh air and she'd just sign on to chat. her whole fear of being alone was more if someone wasn't there she'd think that maybe they died. that she was all alone on the earth. which was why she happened to always be on chat if someone wasn't in her room. though as she made it to the lake, she realized she wasn't alone. no it was him, the man she once loved, the man who hurt her over and over again. she didn't know what to do, but she refused to be a coward. it was why she was hurt over and over again. because she was too scared to leave him. and she really hoped that he wouldn't hurt dannie, if he hurt dannie. oh she'd feel so responsible because she really did like dannie.

her heart started to beat fast when she saw xavier, oh god she was going to panic. no. she was going to calm down. he couldn't hurt her anymore, he wasn't with her anymore. he wouldn't hurt her. no, he was better? she didn't know what to believe but she wouldn't let him hurt her, she wasn't going to allow it anymore. so she took in a deep breath and sat down on the edge of the lake, letting her feet soak in the water. "h..hi xavier," she managed, her voice breaking and she mentally cursed herself for being afraid.

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begged for this man's approval,

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words: five hundred and ninety five
outfit: here
tags: eliza with xavier
notes: zo is having a panic attack
music: we stitch these wounds by black veil brides
credit: gabs of a different color; @ caution 2.0 don't steal or she'll hurt you c:

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