rose mary berlin
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Post by rose mary berlin on Sept 18, 2011 15:05:25 GMT -5
a proper shower, was in order after the blood stained her hands and one of her favorite dresses. the girl hadn't even been there for about two hours before she was triggered into her alter homicidal personality. it had been two years and she had been so go. mary was crying as she scrubbed hard making her skin turn red. that poor girl did not deserve that! what had she done to deserve that? probably nothing! this was not proper at all having to wash blood off of you and living in fear of yourself...well not yourself mary was not this person! she hated being this person. after about an hour in here cleaning herself the water was shut off. yeah, that was dramatic, but she didn't want this on her hands. it made her sick! yet it was all her fault...all her fault that beautiful redheaded girl was in a hospital. she didn't even know what she did but the site of it scared her.
the blonde had got dressed and went back to her room putting her clothes in her hamper and combing her hair. she straightened out her dress making sure that it looked just right on her like her mother had told her too. she kept it classy and she had taken off all jewelry and such. she wasn't going to need it for where she would be the next couple days maybe even week. this was probably going to be like something the guards here hadn't seen but mary did right when it came to her other personalities wrong. the girl locked the room she was assigned and only had her key she didn't need anything else and she would turn it over once she got to isolation. sure, she hated being locked up, but if it was better for the people here than she would gladly lock herself away. maybe this was a mistake hawthorne...maybe she would be back locked away like the freak she was. the freak created by phillip her father someone who was supposed to care not cause her to be unjust and unfair.
the girl was nervous as she walked down the halls. she stopped looking at a board that was hanging to kind of guide the students memorizing it and putting her finger on where she needed to go. she tucked her damn blonde hair behind her ear and continued on her venture. her eyes were at the ground and glancing around taking in the sights around her because she hadn't got a chance to do so yet, but apparently rosey had. once she got to the door she slowly turned it open and saw a boy in uniform and cleared her throat. surely he wouldn't know her details so she had to be very careful even here. "hello i'm rose, but i go by mary i'm here...well because" she started off slowly, because she really didn't want to be here. a single tear slid down her face. "well, i need to be locked up" she said kind of just slowly and shakily putting her key on the table in front of her. yeah this was a hard thing for her to do, because she was getting better so she thought! she had such control, but she didn't want to...she couldn't tell people about her disease. yeah she considered it to be a damn disease! she didn't want rosey here and she was and if people knew they'd trigger her intentionally...then it would be bad. well some people would though she was sure whoever knew...would anyways? she wasn't so sure.
the girl cautiously backed up from the key and wiped her tears from her cheeks her blue eyes staring at the boy. "please call me mary and and before you say anything pull my file...i'm very dangerous though i wish i weren't" was all the girl said her hands trembling in fear he'd say something wrong and she'd hurt him. well not her, but rosey. this boy was the guard so she trusted him because he would know what her problem was soon enough he had to look it up anyways or at least she thought. the girl swallowed hard as she looked to the ground waiting for him to admit her into isolation. she knew he was going to ask why which was the question she was going to dread, because she couldn't use her other name and it said in her file not to call her rosey, so once he he pulled that he would know he would know everything! he would pry be just as scared of her as she was right now...then once she mentioned abi and the kitchen he'd lock her hideous figure away from hawthorne academy for awhile like she deserved.
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