amanda katrina tumlin
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its complicated with adrian william miller
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Post by amanda katrina tumlin on Jul 16, 2011 8:52:05 GMT -5
previous postsyou know that i'm a crazy bitch, [/size] ( I DO WHAT I WANT WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT )- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - [/center] ]amanda smiled up at hope, and then something like butterflies fluttered in her stomach. she was nervous to tell hope her news, but she was amanda's best friend and had the right to know. well not the right, but if amanda was going to tell anyone, hope was the one she was going to tell. and she was excited to tell, to seem almost close to normal, with normal feelings, instead of just bitchy tendencies. but she was a sweet, caring, all around nice girl, that not many people cared to get to know.
"something like that," she said. "i have something to tell you. i decided lunch and a movie was a good way to go." she laughed and nodded towards the television. "we still haven't had that movie we planned." shrugging she put some food on her plate and moved to sit on her bed, it was a hell of a lot more comfortable then that chair. "help yourself ms. hope." god amanda's mood had been very peachy since she kissed adrian, it was odd for the girl to be happy for such a long period of time.
taking a bite from the sandwhich, she made a mental note to tell zofia to lay off the condiments, but other than that food was okay. and the mountain dew was exactly what the doctor ordered. "but before i tell you anything. how have you been lately?" - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
but you don't really give a shit, [/size] ( CAUSE YOUR CRAZY ROCK N ROLL)[/center] words: two hundred forty oneoutfit: heretags: krista with hopenotes: this sucks :cmusic: smile by avril lavignecredit: gabs of a different color; of caution 2.0 don't steal or she'll hurt you c: [/font][/left]
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victoria hope jean
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Post by victoria hope jean on Jul 23, 2011 20:34:19 GMT -5
hope couldn't help but smile at her room mate, she really went to some great lengths for the two to get together. in all honesty, she hadn't really talked, or hung out, with amanda in a while. it was sad, because the two were supposed to be best friends. she knew that amanda didn't make friends with many people, so she was flattered to know that the quirky girl considered her one. she felt bad, however, because she felt like she should have been the one to put it all together. she subconsciously pulled at the ruffle on her dress as she looked at the food. she really didn't want to lie to amanda, but she couldn't eat that. she would feel so bad about it later if she did, there were just some things that she wasn't ready to give up yet, and that was her self control. she wasn't going to give in and eat that, she couldn't. she didn't care how much amanda pressured her.
she let out a sigh and sat down in the chair, before looking down at the sandwich. she shrugged it off and looked up at her best friend, before smiling once more, "you really didn't have to put all of this together, though," she said in a quiet tone. she then looked over at the television and smiled. she knew that they were long overdue for the movie date that the two of them were supposed to have, "what are we watching, exactly?" she was excited, because the two never really spent quality time together. it was weird, because they were considered the best of friends. when she thought of best friends, she thought of the two of them being absolutely inseperable. maybe, just maybe, they'd get to that step in the near future.
hope looked down at the sandwich, before pushing it away from her slightly. here comes the lying she always felt so bad about, "i would, amanda. but i'm not just hungry," she said, shrugging her petite shoulders. though, when she saw the mountain dew sitting there on the table, her eyes widened and she looked up at the blonde, "do you know how much i fucking love you?" she asked, before grabbing it. she always had a weakness for mountain dew, she didn't know why. but everyone knew that she had an obsession with the drink. she didn't care if the drink had calories in it, because it was a drink and she worked it off easily. with a smile, she took a sip of the drink before speaking, "i've been amazing, things couldn't go better than they are right now.. what about you? and what is this thing you have to tell me?"
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notes: here ya go! (:
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amanda katrina tumlin
sexual disorders ,
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its complicated with adrian william miller
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Post by amanda katrina tumlin on Jul 30, 2011 17:14:39 GMT -5
you know that i'm a crazy bitch, [/size] ( I DO WHAT I WANT WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT )- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/center] amanda rolled her eyes at hope, she didn't care what the petite latina had to say about setting this up. she was glad she did, to get some time with her best friend and watch a movie and tell her the thing she has been dying to tell the girl since it happened. plus she just desperately missed her best friend, the only person in the school, hell in the world who knew about her past. the only other person(other than addy) that knew what her phobia was. and he had just found out. hell she was the first person amanda actually got close to in a very long time, pretty much setting the domino affect that started her ability to leave the room other than class and venture out. of course she had some minor setbacks here and there, but for the most part she had been getting better. out of the room all the time though, meant little time with hope. the petite blonde was always either in the music room, with addy or just all over the place lately.
then the question about the movie, which she had no clue what it was. "its called across the universe? i don't know. zofia brought it to me, she said it had beatles music so she figured we'd like it." she gave her friend a shrug of her shoulders, before handing her the movie box. "i'm not really a movie person, so i have no clue what it is." she really just wanted to blurt out that she kissed adrian, well he kissed her, she pulled away then kissed him. it was a bit complicated and she was hoping the girl across from her could help her figure out these feelings. she wasn't used to them, it was almost like fear but different. she knew she wasn't afraid, but her stomach tightened and her heartbeat faster. almost like fear. it was...strange to say the least. amanda frowned at hope's next words, though they didn't bother her much. she didn't make the food, and well zofia went a little overboard on some parts, so she was fine with letting hope skip out. "i didn't make it. so no hard feelings," she said with a small smile.
"i'm glad you are amazing," amanda said truthfully. she was glad that hope was good, it made amanda feel less guilty for being out all the time. she didn't exactly know how to be a good friend, which was why she stayed to herself a lot. or used to, this place seemed a hell of a lot better than home. home she was scared, here she was fearless. then the question amanda had been waiting for and a larger smile spread on her lips, and her eyes twinkled with happiness. "okay..well me and adrian kissed," she said softly before turning her head away, a blush rising from her cheeks. "or well kind of? i'm just not good at relationships and i'm scared i'm gonna screw it all up." finally she looked up at hope,"i was kind of hoping for some help?" - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
but you don't really give a shit, [/size] ( CAUSE YOUR CRAZY ROCK N ROLL)[/center] words: five hundred and thirty sixoutfit: heretags: hope with kristanotes: say whatmusic: smile by avril lavignecredit: gabs of a different color; of caution 2.0 don't steal or she'll hurt you c: [/font][/left] |
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