never felt this way , -tyron

[abigale rose dennis]

abigale rose dennis was a very... childish teenager, i guess you could say. she loved to do things such as playing with her dolls, color, play pretend, and dress up. it made her upset, though, because no one would usually be willing to play with her. in her opinion, people tried to grow up too quickly. she enjoyed acting childish, but she also knew when to be mature. it wasn't like she was messed up in the head, she was just raised differently from others, but that much was obvious. she enjoyed other things, while a lot of teenagers around this school enjoyed the partying and sexual lifestyle. she liked being innocent.

with her head hanging off her head, her red hair cascading to the floor, her small, petite hands typed away at her phone as she sent a message to someone she knew would play with her: tyron.

hey tyron! (: want to come over and play dress up!?! It'll be so much fun! please please please please please!?!

she pressed send on her phone, before sitting upright and jumping off her bed. she ran to her closet and rummaged through her things before she found some dresses and things she liked to dress up in. She stacked them in her hands before placing them neatly on her bed. hopefully, she didn't do that for no reason and tyron wouldn't be busy, so they could play. she hummed to herself and sat on her bed again, tucking her legs under her as she waited for his reply, or a knock on the door. she just wanted to play dress up!

she remembered catching him dressed up in his room one day and so she knew he liked to play. though she did think it was strange he was playing by himself but she didn't think anything of it, nor did she ever mention it to him again. with a sigh, she straightened out one of her dresses on her bed, smiling to herself.

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notes: this wasn't the best, but it'll get better. (:

[tyron guy johnson]

tyron guy johnson was a southern gentleman and was raised decently well by his mother. however he did gain quite some issues after his mother was murdered by his own father. yeah she was a sweet southern peach who just happened to marry the wrong guy with the wrong issues. tyron saw his father kill and rape his mom and it left an impression in his brain. so yes he was here for necrophilia and well lets say there was another problem that darling tyron had. but we can get to that later because as he sat in his room doing his homework his phone buzzed. it was a text message.

reading his text message he sighed. the boy really did enjoy spending time with abi, she was sweet and adorable and he had a small crush on her of course. at first he spent time with her because she was nice and he really did enjoy his time with her. now he did it to cheer her up and because he kind of wanted to spend as much time as he possibly could with the pretty red-head. but dress up? that was something that had to do with his other disorder. his fettish. of lets say, dress up. yeah. that was tyron for you. it turned him on in a weird way and he was forced one time to play dress up with izzy and abi and he did not enjoy that day at all. of course he was able to keep his hormones under control but he was a teenage boy, and she was a beautiful girl. this would be hard. but with allt he things abi had gone through, he didn't want to make her feel bad. so he sent back a yes and put on his sneakers.

yeah it should be considered strange to come across this boy playing dress up in his room. because lets just say, he wasn't only playing dress up. but it seemed abi forgot all about his issue, or that issue or she just didn't fully understand it. either way she never really brought it up again which was good. it was a start.

he took the very familiar walk to abi's room and knocked on the door, he didn't try the knob because he had a feeling it was locked. especially after everything, abi had locked her door quiet a lot so he waited patiently for the girl he enjoyed the company of to let him into her room. "hey abi i'm here," he said through the door so she knew who it was.

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[abigale rose dennis]

times had been hard for the young redhead; it seemed like everyone was out to get her at this school. at least, that's what she thought. she was an easy target for these sociopaths, she was young and naive; perfect for them. mikey, rose, and now jared. it didn't matter to her how long she was in the hospital anymore, what jared did to her... she thought it was the worst thing that could ever happen. it broke her spirit and she hadn't been the same ever since. she never wanted to leave her room in thought that jared might come after her again; he gave her the impression that he would. she wasn't happy anymore, she couldn't be. she tried hard to act like she was, but she knew she wasn't pulling it off. the only person that could really make her crack even a little smile now was tyron, because she trusted him and knew he meant only good will.

hearing her phone go off, she reached over for it, before reading the message. so he was coming, she didn't get all of this out and ready for no reason. a ghost of a smile came to her lips, before disappearing again. beginning to hum to herself again, she let herself get lost in her thoughts as she waited for her friend to come over. she remembered last time they played, with her friend izzy. he didn't really act all that happy, but he still did it. that's what made her smile, he did a lot of things for her that he didn't have to do. she appreciated it, because he put up with her and her childish ways.

one hearing the knock on the door, abi stayed still for a moment. she couldn't be sure it was him, even though something was telling her it was. she was just being paranoid about someone coming after her again, but once she heard his familiar voice, she let out a breath she didn't know she was holding in and went to her door. she unlocked it and opened it up, revealing her friend. she put on a smile for him and moved to the side so he could come in, "hey, tyron.."
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[tyron guy johnson]

tyron was always happy to just spend time with abi and try and make her feel better. after hearing what jared did, the boy got angry and that wasn't something that he usually did. he was always a gentleman. he was calm, and nice and sweet. anger wasn't even a word to describe him really. though in the moment that abi said he touched her and did the things that he did, well it killed his insides. it made them bubble and boil with hatred. because, well who would think of doing that to such a sweet and caring girl like abi? she was so sweet and adorable. tyron just wanted to hurt someone for trying and succeeding in taking away her innocence.

but now his anger was less and he was just working on doing everything in his power to make abi less sad. he was always happy to just color and play dolls and do anything to see a smile on her face. though he was never sure if it was a real smile or one forced just to make him not worry. but either way, at least a smile was on his face. he just wished he could rewind time and somehow stop that from happening. stop jared from hurting poor abi. but he didn't know how and time travel was nearly impossible at the moment. so he was stuck between a rock and a hard place.

but hopefully dressup would somehow cheer abi up, he'd just have to be careful of what he thought during it and hopefully keep his mind clear or on clean thoughts. he took a deep breath before abi opened the door and smiled at him. a smile spread on his lips, "hey there abi." he walked in and frowned at her a bit but then recovered and smiled. he didn't want her to see his worry because he was afraid that she would see it and notice everything wasn't as a-okay as he made it seem. "how are you today?"

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[abigale rose dennis]

tyron was the only person that knew what had happened to her, she hadn't even told her parents. she didn't want people to worry about her, she didn't need anyones sympathy or the looks. people knew that something had happened, but they didn't know what. she refused to talk about it to anyone else, she would only talk to tyron. and it wasn't like tyron knew much about what happened; he only knew she was raped and marked by him. she didn't tell him that jared kept messing with her afterwards, she didn't want to see how he would react to it.

in a way, all of this has made a bit more mature in some ways. not that she would stop with the coloring or dress up anytime soon, but with how she acted, she had grown some. she now knew not to trust people so easily and could say no to people now. she just wished that lesson didn't have to come from such bad situations. she wanted to go back sometimes and plead not to come to this school.. but then again, if she didn't come to this school, she wouldn't have met tyron. or.. well, any of her other friends. she wouldn't have met people that accepted her for how she was and didn't want her to do all sorts of stupid things, just to fit in.

closing the door behind her, abi looked up at tyron before looking over at the dresses, "i'm okay.." she said, looking back over at him and biting down on her bottom lip, "thank you for coming to play with me." she said, giving him a very small, but real, smile. she was always grateful when someone played her games with her. especially him; he did a lot for her.

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[tyron guy johnson]

the boy was always happy to do something for abigale because he liked her a lot. she made him smile and he liked her when she was happy. just because she liked to do things like color and play dress up and he was happy to color with her. however dress up was an iffy subject with tyron but he'd do it for abi. especially now, he didn't want to upset the poor girl. she had been through enough and he didn't even know the half of it. he would do whatever she asked just to see a smile on the pretty girl's face.

[color=076573"its nothing abi. i love to play with you,"

[/color] he said with a smile. it was the truth, because everyone knew tyron didn't lie. or well he tried not to. if you asked him something you'd get the truth. that's why so many people knew of his issues, he was taught better than to lie and hide behind some falseness. he rather be up front and let them judge him as they may. he walked over to the bed and looked at the dresses. oh god the boy was nervous about this.

he didn't want to dress up exactly because he was afraid of what will happen during this. he was already freaking out because he didn't want abi to think he was some freak like everyone else probably did. he took a deep breath and smiled at her. [color=076573"okay well lets play then?"[/color] yeah he was forcing a smile because he couldn't worry the girl or make it seem like he didn't want to play with her. he wasn't sure what he wanted to do but being here with abi was where he wanted to be. just not so much in a dress. but he'd deal. for abi.[/justify][/size][/blockquote][/blockquote][/center]

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[abigale rose dennis]

the young girl hoped that tyron didn't feel awkward when she asked him to play dress up with her. hell, most guys would probably laugh in her face if she asked them to play with her, but he never did. sure, he didn't really smile last time they played with izzy, but he did it. so she thought it would be okay to ask him to play again. she didn't see the big deal in it, because she forgot about his little fetish. not that she really understood it anyway.

abi had a lot of dresses they could choose from; her mother always bought her different dresses, because they would go out and have to dress up sometimes. she was always taught to dress her best and that's what she did. she loved buying dresses and trying them on, playing dress up with them. it was just a fun thing to do for a girl. she probably had more dresses in her closet than anything else, but she really didn't mind it whatsoever. she had many different kinds; from her favorite kinds, 1950s pin up looking dresses to really formal ones. so, the first dress she picked up reminded her of the 1950s, making her smile. she showed it to tyron, before spinning around once with it held up to her, "I like this one... This is the one I'm picking first!" she said, smiling a real smile this time, before looking over at the closet. she pointed to it, "we can change in there," she said, before going to change.

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notes: click < there are some dresses. d: abi picked up the blue one that ariana is wearing in a picture

[tyron guy johnson]

of course he was awkward..what guy wouldn't be? especially because there's usually a sexual underlying reason to why they wear them. usually. some guys are just drag queens an enjoy it while tyron's was very much more a sexual issue. but he didn't want to tell abi no and hurt her feelings, because he always put other's feelings before his own awkwardness. plus maybe he could do the same as last time? just take deep breaths? he didn't know..but he'd try. for abi he would try to do whatever it took.

when she picked her dress, he smiled at her and nodded. it was a beautiful dress and he was sure abi would look amazing in it. while she was changing, he looked at the dresses. he wasn't sure which one to choose, he really didn't want to go through with this but he couldn't tell abi that. it'd probably break her heart and he just wanted to see a smile on the girl's face again so he picked a dress and scratched the back of his head while he waited for her to come out of the closet and going in himself. 'just breath,' he silently told himself as he changed. he stood in the closet for a few seconds taking deep breaths and thinking about none sexual things. like kittens, rotten meat and smelly cheese.

disgusted things in mind, he walked out of the closet and smiled softly at abi, not really sure what to say and just kind of stood there for a second. "that dress is really pretty on you," was the first thing he could think to say. he looked down at himself, unsure what to say now, he just wanted to make abigale happy, so she wouldn't keep thinking about jared. "i think your really pretty," he said before quickly shutting his mouth. 'smooth move tyron. you probably scared the crap out of her.'.

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[abigale rose dennis]

abi looked at the dress she was going to put on, and smiled just a tiny bit. she hoped that tyron would like it as much as she did. it was just a beautiful dress, a beautiful color. there wasn't one thing she didn't like about it. so, she stepped into the closet and undressed, pulling the dress onto her petite body. she picked the clothes she had on previously and held them in her arms. she let out a sigh and looked down at the dress she now had on. it had a silky feeling to her as it set on her body. she bit down on her bottom lip before stepping out of the closet and back into her room so that tyron could see. she put a smile on and spun around in the dress, before sitting her clothes to the side.

she really wanted to see which one tyron picked out for himself, so now she had to wait! she sat down on her bed and hummed quietly to herself as she waited for tyron to come out of the closet. she hoped this didn't bother him, she really really hoped it didn't.. she knew some guys wouldn't do this with a smile. she looked up when she noticed him come out and she smiled at him when she saw which one he was wearing, "awe, i like it!" she said, about the dress. well, of course she liked it! it was hers. she was silly sometimes.

the young girl couldn't help the small bit of pink that came to her cheeks when he complimented her and the dress that she had on. she looked down and played with the dress a little so he wouldn't see it. then, when she was sure that the pink tint on her cheeks was gone, she looked back up, "thank you," she said, in a kind of quiet tone, before he complimented her again. this time she didn't know what to say. it didn't really scare her because... it was tyron. she just didn't know what to think, or what to say. so she didn't really say anything, she just let the blush come to her cheeks and she looked down again.

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notes: probably not the best, but hey, i haven't posted in a while.

[tyron guy johnson]

tyron was still feeling a bit awkward, but at least abi didn't seem awkward. so he was kind of relaxing a bit, which wasn't a good thing. he needed to think of things that disgusted him but he just saw abi in that dress and it wasn't helping the dirty thoughts that wanted to flow through his mind as he felt the fabric of the dress on his body. the thoughts began to slowly creep in his mind and he shook them off. it wasn't right to think of abi like that, not after all the things she had been through. no, he liked her too much to even dare think of her in that way. he would love to be in a relationship with her but a sexual one..no. that wasn't a possibility to even think of and he knew that and he was fine with that.

when she said she liked it, well tyron wasn't sure how to react. it was her dress, so of course she would like it and he knew it wasn't how it looked on him. yeah, tyron knew the dress did not look good on him. it wasn't meant for a man to wear and tyron was pretty sure he looked like a crazy freak. but, he liked to make abi happy, so he'd do this for her. that was the only thing keeping him with this dress on and not leaving to his room or taking it off. no, the smile on her lips was what kept tyron planted where he was. it was too pretty for him to crush the girls happiness. so he just smiled a bit and did a twirl for her benefit, just trying to be nice like always. but the more he looked at the smile, the more the thoughts creeped into his head. his body began to react in a way he didn't want it to and he began to think about gross things to make it go away.

he smiled when she said thank you to the dress compliment but when she didn't speak again, he wanted to smack himself in the head. maybe calling her really pretty was not the smartest move but he couldn't help it! he liked abigale rose dennis and it was hard to keep his like for her to himself. though he knew she probably wouldn't want to date him anyway. or that was the thoughts that crossed his mind anyway. "sorry..i shouldn't have said anything," he said, looking away from her, feeling like an idiot.

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[abigale rose dennis]

abi let out a soft, almost inaudible giggle as she looked tyron over in the dress. of course he looked silly, but she wouldn't tell him that. she was just so glad that he was playing dress up with her, since not many people would anymore. she kept thinking that, because that's how much she was so glad and grateful for him doing this. it was one of the reasons she liked him. people knew that she liked him, but she was too.. shy and innocent to do anything about that. especially after jared, she just didn't know what to do about liking a boy anymore. so, she just stayed quiet. it was best, anyway.

people found the young redhead to be breakable, it seemed. in a way, she was. she'd been hurt a lot since she came to hawthorne and she honestly just wanted a break from it all, but people treating her like she was going to break like china at any given second.. she didn't know how to react about that. she didn't know if she should be happy people were careful about her feelings, or annoyed that people thought she could crumble so easily. well, she could crumble that easily, but she didn't want people to know that! but it was obvious now, because she wouldn't even come out of her room. she tried to keep the smile on her lips for when people visited her, but it was harder than she thought it would be.. it's hard to fake a smile.

looking back up at him, she shook her head. her cheeks were still red, she let out a sigh, "no.. it's fine," she said, offering a small smile, "i just.. don't know what to say to that," she finally said, running a hand through her hair. she didn't know that he thought so much would break her. of course, if it was anyone else besides tyron, that probably would have scared her, but she didn't let him know that. she just wanted him to know that it was okay.

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notes: probably not the best, but hey, i haven't posted in a while.

[tyron guy johnson]

tyron never really treated abigale any different then the average person really, other than the fact that she was a bit special to him. but for the most part he didn't try to tell her she was too innocent to know something because that wasn't his place to really determine if she should know something or not. no, he'd let her choose because that was just how he thought of things. it'd be rude to determine what someone should or shouldn't know. even though her innocence was one of the things he really liked about her, he'd never lie to her or tell her she shouldn't know something. no, he wasn't a person to control the one's he cared for or try to boss other's. things were her decisions and he'd let her decide what she wanted to know or not and he'd try his dang hardest to explain them to her.

though there was one thing he hadn't told her, how much like liked her. but someone as sweet and pretty as her deserved to be wooed the right way and he was never really sure how to do that exactly because to him abigale wasn't wooable right now? before jared, he thought wooing her was a possibility but now, he wasn't so sure. it wasn't like she hated him or anything, and actually he was one of the few people she let around and that had to matter somehow? right? yeah, but he still had no clue how to really do that because he was kind of a freak in his own way and that might be some part of him thats keeping him away from the pretty girl in front of him? or well more likely his kind of nervousness about things like this and his own insecurities. or the fact that she was a really pretty girl?

actually if tyron wasn't such a gentleman, hot would be the way he would describe the red-headed girl in front of him. but he wasn't rude or obnoxious so maybe beautiful would be a better word? either way, standin here in front of her, with a dress on...was not a smart thing for tyron to be doing. no...it was a hard thing to keep the thoughts that wanted to cross his mind from crossing it and finally it was pretty much impossible. so he kind of placed his hands to hide the soon to be evident bulge in the dress before thinking of things to take his mind off of the thoughts in his head.

it wasn't really the thought that it'd break her really..but that she wouldn't like him saying it. he felt kind of nervous calling her pretty and all and if she didn't want him thinking she was pretty, he didn't want to think it then. even if it was really hard. "oh.." t was all he knew how to say really. he was getting more nervous by the minute and he scratched the back of his neck and kind of felt like a big jerk for even apologizing and crap. "sorry for saying sorry? i just wasn't sure..you...wanted me to call you pretty?" yeah he just sounded like a big idiot now and he wanted to bang his damn head on a dresser now!

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