SHAE, lillian marie

[lilli]

LILLIAN MARIE SHAE

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She had her eyes on the prize as the girl next door
You grow up quick when you grow up poor

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Hey there, glad you could join us. So first thing's first, what do we call you?[/color][/font][/b]
The hottest girl you've ever set your eyes on? That's what I thought. No the name is Lillian Marie Shae. Yup I'm a Shae. Don't like that fact but hey what can I do about it? Nothing. Exactly. Though you can call me Lilli. I'm also a very pretty flower, but if you aren't Marcus, well shove it up your ass.
Okay, got it. And how old are you, if you don't mind me asking?[/color][/font][/b]
I just turned fifteen years of age, and I don't mind really. It's all good with me. I'll be a sophomore when school starts and my birthday is in August the twentieth to be exact. Mhmm I had a good birthday.
Mhm and, now don't take this the wrong way, but are you a guy or a girl?[/color][/font][/b]
A GIRL! Seriously are you blind? Do you not see this rocking body? I mean. Come on.
And are you straight, gay or...?[/color][/font][/b]
I'm bi and happy! I don't care if you are a guy or a girl, if you are hot I'll happily screw you once. If you are good then maybe again.
Have we met before? You look so familiar![/color][/font]
I've been here awhile, so yeah we probably met. Though I've been told I look like Hayden Panettire too. So that could be it.

Excellent. Now, for the benefit of our readers, how would you describe your appearance?[/color][/font][/b]
I've been told over and over again that I have my mother's looks. I don't care where I got them all I know is I'm one hot piece of woman. I have blonde hair that travels just past my shoulder blades and it curls a little though I do wear it straight here and there. I have my mom's bright blue eyes that I've been told a few times look like the sea. Yeah cheesy I know. Told the boy that, didnt' end well. Which is where we get some of the scars and bruises that are on my body. I've gotten myself into some bad situations. But what can I say? It hasn't kept me from doing it all some more. Oh you want to know how tall I am? I'm about 5'7, not too tall and not too short. I've been told I'm the perfect height, I weigh about 120 lbs. Yup I'm skinny but not stick skinny.
And if a stranger had to spot you in a crowd what should they look out for?[/color][/font][/b]
Well I wear just about anything as long as it flatters my body. It could be dresses, skirts, shorts, jeans. Anything that make my body look good. Of course I like comfortable things too, that doesn't bother me either. Like I don't do overly tight things, no cause I do not like being uncomfortable. Just hot.
What's the first thing this stranger would notice about you?[/color][/font][/b]
I think this stranger would notice that I am well developed if you know what I mean;) Other than that, I have a tattoo, you would call it a tramp stamp. I call it something that makes me slightly more sexy. It's a butterfly, yeah I know. Typical, but oh well. I'm young what can I say. I don't know what else is distinguishing about me other than how hot I am.
Let's just say this stranger decides to observe you for a bit - any habits or quirks they might notice?[/color][/font][/b]
Why the fuck am I being observed by some fucked up stranger? Well for the sake of this fucked up question, lets say the stranger on a normal day he'd notice me running my hand through my hair a lot or twirling it nonchalantly. I click my tongue a lot too but unless he was staring at my lips, and he wouldn't be doing that unless he wanted to A. kiss me or B. he's horny and wants a blow job. But yeah that's what I do.
So this creepy stranger, what would their first impression of your character be?[/color][/font][/b]
Well if he's staring at my lips I'm assuming that he thinks I'm hot and want's to fuck me. Which he'll soon learn that he could get it easily. But we mean just in general? Well if he see's me run into anyone I like he'll probably think I'm a slut cause I'll flirt and be like whatever. Though if I ran into someone like Willow or Ty or whatever I'd be most likely screaming or calling them names or whatever. And most people say I'm a bitch. But eh?

So, sport, you got any hobbies?[/color][/font][/b]
First off, who the hell says sport anymore? Honestly are you high or what? If you are, mind to share a little? Oh you don't...oh well. Oh yeah the question. I guess getting drunk and high could be a hobby. Party till the sun comes up and still then you just don't stop. Till you drop. On a bed, wrapped into someone else. That's another one of my hobbies. If you get the drift.
Interesting! And what about the things you like the most?[/color][/font][/b]
Oh I like a lot of things. I like to get drunk and high. But you knew that already. Partying is the way to go. I also loooveee to get my way, not just in bed. I mean in everyday life too. If I don't get my way...well let's say all hell may break lose. I like to break the rules and just do as I please. Law breaking is fun and I guess you can say I'm addicted to the thrill? I just think I'm addictive in nature. Hell my sister and brother are addicted to many things, and it's said that it's genetic or whatever. You want to know a surprise? I actually like to read. Not like, top ten sex positions or well the magazines..though I do read me some Playboy;). No, I mean books and yeah maybe romance novels but honestly anything really. I'm not a dumb blonde, I'm a rebel blonde. OH! I almost forgot about Marcus, I like him too. Kind of I guess. I mean he's hot, he gives me what I want. What isn't there to like?
And there's gotta be things you don't like too, right?[/color][/font][/b]
Ohhh you want to know what I hate? Getting caught, yeah it's fucking insane. Then again I hate being out of control, and well my addictions make me feel that way. So I guess I have a love hate relationship with them. I also hate being perceived as a dumb ass cause I'm blonde, seriously I'll out smart your ass in a heartbeat. Okay so I guess I do stupid things, but still I like them and I just do what I like. Now I hate being bossed around and usually rebel and do the opposite, especially if it's the lovely Will and Ty telling me what the fuck to do. Not like they cared before. Either of them. Now I'm not gonna put the blame on them, I mean I do when they are around but I know I made my own choices. But if they would of just protected me, like they are supposed to, well I wouldn't be this fucked up monster I am.
Great! So are you keeping any secrets? Don't worry, I swear I won't tell.[/color][/font][/b]
Secrets? Ha. No I guess I am. The fact that I blame more myself for my problems then I do my sister and brother. Now I mean I will never tell them that. No I like putting blame on them, it makes me feel better. Also, I don't let it known that I hate my addictions, no I embrace them most of the time anyways. I also might be a little jealous of Apollo, I don't know exactly why, but when his name comes from Marcus' lips I feel like my brain is gonna explode into a million pieces.
My lips are sealed. Now, what would you say is your best quality?[/color][/font][/b]
Oh I don't have any good qualities, you didn't hear that I was a bitch? You'd think that Willow and Ty let it known to the fucking world. Well I can be nice sometimes..I mean I don't do it often. Just when I feel like I can let down my guard and be myself. Now I'm not like overly fucking nice, giving away presents and happy rainbows. No I'm just..less bitchy? I'm myself but I can not mention horrible facts that I know will upset the person. I'm smart, as I've expressed before, I'm no fucking moron. I may come off like a dumbass cause of the stuff I do, and the fact that I usually skip class for being too fucked up. But I'm street smart and I study when I have time. You could say I'm a curious person, I like to know about the one's around me and why the come here. Then again I guess that's bad? Oh my passion is very good, if I could put it to good use I could rule the world;)
And your worst? C'mon, no one's perfect, kiddo.[/color][/font][/b]
I'm hard-headed. Plain and Simple. It could take me forever to get out of my state-of-mind and see things in a new light. Also I am very much self-absorbed, everything revolves around me and I like to have it that way. My curiosity could be bad, cause I'll do anything to find stuff out if you are secretive about it. Like they said, curiosity killed the cat. Oh well.

Now how about the other people in your life, let's talk family.[/color][/font][/b]
Family is a concept I do not comprehend. Really what the fuck is a family? No, I'm not kidding. Okay, maybe a little bit. It's more I just don't feel like I have one. Though if you are honestly curious. I have a mother, sister and a brother. My family was fucked up. I believe my mom is thirty nine? I don't know. She left when I was really young. My father was abusive and I was young but I remember hiding with Willow. Yeah I used to look up to my older sister, she protected me. Until she let Marcus have me. She and Ty didn't save me then. Dad died. I'm kind of glad. He hit Willow, and even if I don't act like it, well secretly my brother and sister are still the world to me. I just hate that they didn't protect me. The let me become this monster I am.
Any pets?[/color][/font][/b]
I'm too fucking busy for pets. I haven't exactly been in a pet friendly environment and my fucked up father never let us have any. Though I tried to take care of a cat once but it died. .
You're doing great, just a few more questions. So where are you from?[/color][/font][/b]
New York City if you have to know. It kind of seems stalkerish to damn ask. Fuck. You gonna follow me home when I leave again? Cause seriously I don't plan on going back. I also don't plan to tell you where I'm going. If you wanna stalk me, well have fun catching up with me.
I see, cool. So how come you ended up at Hawthorne?[/color][/font][/b]
I think I said this before? I have an addiction problem, yeah I'm addicted to a lot of things. Sex, drugs, alcohol. Anything to relieve me from thinking about my past and my fucked up family. I also have violent anger problems so don't fuck with me. They stuck me in substance disorders, since well the addictions are worse than the anger problems. Maybe cause I'm usually too fucked up to be too angry?
Almost done. So anything else we should know about you?[/color][/font][/b]
Well, I told you before, Ihad a rough life right from the start. I was born into a family where my father was an abusive alcoholic, who beat on my mother and brother. By the time i was at the age of three my mother walked out, leaving us with our father. A couple years after that he attacked Will and my brother stepped in and well to say the least, Dad is dead now. We lived on the streets for a couple of years, and during those years my brother got caught up in a gang. I wasn't a late bloomer and I can tell you that. I pretty much had the body of a grown women by the lovely age of 11. The gang caught some interest. I was now selling myself off on the streets for some extra cash. I hated my brother for letting this happened to me. And Willow left us and went and did her own thing. What a great sister huh?

For years I lived this life to survive, but now i was working for the gang. If something didn't go right, sure as hell i got put physically in my place. Most of my money went towards the members, so there wasn't much left for anything. Later on I got caught up in drugs and alcohol. My last job I had wasn't exactly your everyday one. When i was 13 years old i was out doing my usual corner routine, but this was no ordinary customer. It just so happened to be an under-cover cop, and sure enough I was arrested. Of course being so young I went to juvie before going to a few treatment facilities. You know how they are about the young. Have to fix them even if they don't think there is anything to be fixed. Now, well I'm here. I got reunited with the two people I decided to hate the most instead of myself. And well Marcus and Apollo now. Oh this place has to be fun now.

Now it's time to find out about the player! What are we to call you?[/color][/font][/b]
Gabby
And how long have you been on this planet?[/color][/font][/b]
EIGHTEEN NOW.
So how long have you been trapped in the wonderful world of roleplay?[/color][/font][/b]
a little over 2 years
Any other creations of yours wandering this site?[/color][/font][/b]
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deceased: natasha salone brewer
not accepted: tyron guy johnson
And how did you find us?[/color][/font][/b]
How did you hear about/find [site name here]
Is there anything else we should know?[/color][/font][/b]
get back to me?
And finally, the phrase that pays![/color][/font][/b]
you know..i forgotxD

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