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Post by mason alexander garner on Jan 19, 2012 19:46:54 GMT -5
  
the fact of the matter was, that everyone here had some sort of issues. though being labled as a troubled person or teenager made mason kind of feel like a hazard. he was a hazard to himself if anything because of his depressed thoughts and attempts to just call it a permanent goodbye. yeah, but if you asked mason alexander right now if he wanted to die. he would say no. one his mother needed him, because well he honestly was her rock. he was the least stable of his family, but he was stable for her. sure, it pained her to have to see her baby in the hospital after defending his little sister and then after killing his father and trying to end his life, because he didn’t feel good enough, but he was still here and taking a step. he wasn’t shipped her like florencia he wanted to be here, but getting better was in both of their cards. surely, there were going to be steps in life hard to take, but they’d make it right now though they were just two teens in a harsh system. a system among other troubled teens. naturally, it was going to be a bumpy kind of road, but everyone had to face the pot holes. it was just going to be tougher for them because they were labeled as troubled force or not at least help was there? the beautiful brunette to him right now, well he didn’t see her problems yet. he didn’t know there were scars on her arms and that her food never really settled. he didn’t know she thought she was selfish. mason alexander didn’t see any problems. they were hidden to his eyes...it was like he was blind? though it wasn’t that he was blind at all it was just maybe deceit or a secret. he wasn’t one to pry...
a young day in the midst of the afternoon and it was so far it was a decent time. no more than decent....mason was crushing hard enough to admit to her he wanted to take her on a date. she didn’t run though which was great and well he was getting to know her better and saying really mushy like things and again she didn’t run. she was the only girl to kind of do that for him and she barely even knew him. this boy was one satified being but it didn’t mean he wasn’t nervous! boy was he nervous. he had hung out with her once and well she was sticking around and he wasn’t good with the whole girl thing it was like he was a littler boy crushing for the first time in his life, but he actually managed speaking to her...she was easy to kind of talk to and well a smile appeared on his face just giving thought to it.
the boy would hope in the future he wouldn’t be over protective and controlling. though he did at one point tell some girl named willow she wasn’t allowed to talk to flo, but that was in the future. mason would never want to be a controlling person, because he didn’t want to be like his dad. he hated the saying that people who said they would never be like their parents ended up like their parents or a spitting image. yeah, he looked like his dad a bit and he hated that, but he didn’t want to act like him ever. when mason found about the pain she inflicted on herself he would in fact kind of be controlling to kind of get her to stop. he didn’t want her hurting herself like that. was that bad? that was a good kind of control right. well it was more help then it was control.. he just hoped that she would see it in that light.
the two of them had the kitchen to themselves. that was a good thing because it was nice and peaceful and he liked just not having to share flow with someone she knew. contrary to her own beliefs maybe she knew a lot of people in his opinion? a lot miore than he did he was sure. well then maybe he was just making an assumption and it wasn’t contrary at all. her definition of perfect kind of through him off. ”what about your eating you eat normal...” he said being that when he ate pizza with her and he didn’t see anything off. ”sorry it was your definition, but i was just saying” he bit his lip hoping that didn’t upset her. ”im sure you’ll make...” me happy was what he wanted to say. ”well im happy” he said being that it sounded better...and not conceited.
 W O R D S * seven ninty threeeeeee ;;t
T H O U G H T S * awww
;;mason wants flo(;
M U S I C *you shook me by acdc ;;dsakfdjakd(:
T A G G E D * flo baby flo and gabby twin(:;;florencia erin reiner (gabby<33)
W E A R I N G * clothes ;;clothes!
C R E D I T S * bruno mars' lazy song ;; |
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Post by florencia erin reiner on Jan 23, 2012 14:15:51 GMT -5
who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?, [/size] ( TRUST ME THAT'S THE PRICE OF BEAUTY)- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - [/center] florencia was trying to keep her issues a secret because she didn't want to admit she had a problem. it didn't seem like a problem to her. she was so fat and she just needed to be perfect so her father would love her and she cut because she desreved it. how was that a problem? to want to be perfect for the people you loved, to be noticed by someone. it was all the darling reiner girl wanted, was to be noticed. maybe her cutting and purging was more her way of asking for attention, but she didn't want to be an attention-seeker. ash needed the attention and she couldn't be a selfish sister and take it from her. she refused to admit that she wanted to be seen as the perfect daughter and to be seen by her father in any way what so ever. instead she hid her issues well with a smile and clothes that didn't show the cuts. the only people who would notice there was an issue were one's who spent enough time with her to notice she went to the bathroom after every meal. them and jules because the girl walked in at a horrible time and saw something florencia wished she didn't.
running was never an option for florencia erin reiner because she wasn't the girl who ran away from her problems. she dealt with them, or she pushed them away and didn't think about them and tried to fix them every once in awhile. she had many opportunities to run away from home and away from her father and the constant reminder of how pathetic she was. however mason wasn't a problem but when it came to people florencia was too sweet to leave and usually she had good reasons not to leave. especially with the people who had became friends with her.
mason would never be controlling, not to florencia because she knew why he was doing it. he was just protecting her from the pain that she was constantly being caused. he thought willow hurt her, that she was the reason she tried to kill herself. but she wasn't, jay was. she didn't know that at the time and willow was a good friend of hers, and it all made her go crazy. but it wasn't willow and she was happy to find that out. though she was a bit iffy every time she saw the girl. but that wouldn't be till way later, for now all her friends were still on good terms with her and she was still in her old room.
the girl really did know a lot of people, about ten of them, and there was a bit more then that if you counted the one's who graduated. she didn't realize what she said until mason asked and she wanted to hit herself in the head. "oh um...just that i eat a lot," she settled on, it was better than the fact that she puked up everything that went into her stomach. she smiled at him, "its okay," she said softly before taking his hand and blushing. "well i'm glad i make someone happy." - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
who says your not pretty, [/size] ( WHO SAYS YOUR NOT BEAUTIFUL )[/center] words: five hundred and forty-eightoutfit: heretags: janet with masonnotes: he can have her(;music: who says by selena gomez [/font][/left] |
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Post by mason alexander garner on Jan 27, 2012 19:34:52 GMT -5
mason alexander, knew what it was like trying to live a life when you were trying to appease someone else and it consumed you. playing football at his old high school sucked. he was small compared to a lot of the other guys and easily kind of got tackled and trumped on. basketball he felt like he was being bounced around and baseball well he actually learned to kind of love america’s pass time so it wasn’t him trying to please his father. the problem was though he had been trying to do so for so long mason kind of lost touch with mason. he wanted to earn his father’s gratitude and in the mix he well got lost in it when he never did. now, he was here and his father was dead and all that family shit went to crap! here he was though and this beautiful brunette was in front of him and well mason felt lucky, but at the same time he was working on himself working on his heart. being able to hang out and just be normal was really working for him. his happiness was disguising what felt like a void and emptiness. florencia, was helping him already and she really had no clue. then again neither did mason he was just going with the flow and what felt right and this felt great. it was merely a glimpse into what he was about to have, but his smile seemingly spread across his face told a story of a happy boy
was it bad that he was glad she had something.... something that brought her here? probably, and it was extremely a selfish thought, but mason was happy she was here. one because if she hadn’t been here he wouldn’t have met her and if he had not met her then the well he wouldn’t have pry came out of his room and found the kitchen and ate and met anyone other than christian carver. yeah, he would grow to love his roommate, but not in the same way that he would come to love florencia. he would be stuck sinking into his thoughts and possibly further into his illness. this was not therapy, but getting him out of that room gave him a new start.
looking over at the girl he couldn’t help but form a wider smile. she was really pretty and in his school would be considered out of his league...well his old school but here he was hoping she wasn’t out of his league and maybe he’d actually have the chance to experience a date and having a girlfriend for once instead of being someone’s boy toy. not that he had a preference when it came to gender. it was more about one’s heart if anything, but it would be a nice change. a welcomed change and he’d love spending countless hours cuddling, talking, or as most would come to say mushing her, because it would create something beautiful.
mason knew people from chat and would come to know people through flo, but he well he didn’t..he wasn’t outgoing and the flo thing and the pizza he jumped, but other than that he was kind of a room body. she looked at him puzzled for a moment and then said she ate a lot. he looked over her figure and bit his lip. ”I wish I looked as good as you and could eat a lot” he complimented. he blushed a bit. ”i hope that didn’t come off as pervy or over the top i just i think you’re really pretty is all” and smiled at her smile. ”and cute” he said after her someone happy statement.
W O R D S * six seventeen ;;t
T H O U G H T S * awww
;;mason wants flo(;
M U S I C *you shook me by acdc ;;dsakfdjakd(:
T A G G E D * flo baby flo and gabby twin(:;;florencia erin reiner (gabby<33)
W E A R I N G * clothes ;;clothes!
C R E D I T S * bruno mars' lazy song ;; |
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Post by florencia erin reiner on Feb 9, 2012 10:34:59 GMT -5
who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?, [/size] ( TRUST ME THAT'S THE PRICE OF BEAUTY)- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/center] florencia's whole life was trying to appease all the people around her. no matter who they were, she was trying to appease them. her own feelings never mattered when it came to those of everyone around her. she kept her feelings and her problems to herself because she didn't want to upset or worry her family, even though she was sure they wouldn't really care. that was why they sent her away, because they didn't care. they wanted her gone and out of her life and they finally found a reason. but the truth was they did care and they sent her away to help. she just didn't see that because they didn't send ashley away again. they didn't get rid of her again and it hurt her to see this. they wanted her gone because she was the horrible daughter with all the problems. she ruined the family because she was horrible. she was so sad and angry at herself, she never saw that people cared or loved her. she felt to horrible to notice anything else but her own hatred and disgust with herself in the faces of others.
she didn't even notice that mason was sad to or what his problem was because he was so sweet and he smiled and made her laugh so much. but she would be glad to find out that she was helping him! that would make her feel so much better inside because instead of ruining everyone's life, she was honestly making one better! that would probably be one reason she would be so happy around mason because she wouldn't feel horrible all the time.he'd come to make her feel like the most beautiful and the most special girl on earth and it made her heart spin and her stomach turn with butterflies. he was just so sweet to her and even though she'd disagree with him on her beauty, they'd drop it because flo hated arguing and lying and she felt like everyone was lying to her when they called her beautiful. it always ruined her good moods.
the two would definitely come to be one mush filled couple though flo didn't see it. she didn't see the mush. she just saw mason being cute and sweet and she just spoke the truth when she told him that he was so cute. she wasn't going to hide it! she would also become very jealous of most of the people around her, then again she had always been jealous of them. not because she didn't trust mason but because she didn't trust them! they were all so pretty and could snatch him away from her by just smiling. but she knew he loved her and she wold accept it and live with it because she cared that much about him.
she kind of frowned when he said he wished he could look as good as her. was he being mean or sarcastic? she didn't look pretty, her body was disgusting! the fat rolls made her want to puke. she hadn't even ate anything yet and she wanted to run too the bathroom and make herself look beautiful and pretty for mason. to not look like this fat glob of disgusting! she looked at the floor again when he called her pretty and cute and she wrapped her arms around her body and closed her eyes a bit before taking a breath and trying to smile. she wanted to hide now. she didn't want ot eat because he would think she was even more disgusting. "can..we just eat?" the sadness was taking over and she always ate through it! she filled her body with the food to make the sadness go away then puked it all up to make the food go away. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
who says your not pretty, [/size] ( WHO SAYS YOUR NOT BEAUTIFUL )[/center] words: six hundred and thirty-threeoutfit: heretags: janet with masonnotes: he can have her(;music: who says by selena gomez [/font][/left] |
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Post by mason alexander garner on Feb 10, 2012 1:40:05 GMT -5
mason alexander garner, was the one guy that was going to change the whole flo trying to appease people thing he hoped, because he cared about her happiness and her being happy. he always tried to appease people much like her and he’d hopefully win her head that way. this was truly a blessing the two of them kind of here for the same thing in a sense. it all wasn’t going to matter at some point to him it was just going to matter that she was always all okay and they their relationship stayed strong. he would introduce her to his mother and she’d fall in love with florencia and her beauty that she liked to deny. and well he would want to meet her family because even throughout all the troubles that they both faced with their families they were joining as one. he wasnt going to go about asking her father permission though and he wasn’t going to do anything that would make her unhappy he would declare his lover for her though to her family and just make it that more rael to the two of them in the future.
happiness was hard to find and they’d find it in one another. that was the most important thing in the world, to find the other person you can fall for and be totally happy with as much as possible. you could lean on them no matter what and it was perfect. she’d bring out the true mason even if he was a little lazy and just want to cuddle her and mush her all day long. he’d learn who he was. plus she was really really really pretty and he never in his life thought he would get to even talk to a girl as pretty as her. that sounded totally selfish with him always wanting to be with her but it was really love at first sight in a sense right? he liked her good moods and she was so cute so he wouldn’t want to make her sad and kill the moments with that but he’d still admire her beauty without her knowing.
honestly, the mush thing would make mason kind of laugh inside and sometimes outside. he only said stuff or would come to say stuff what he felt. some people were scared to do that but what people didn’t see was mason...he was sweet but he didn’t give a fuck what people had to say really if it messed with him maybe, but with flo and him if it came down to it...he was nice, but he kept on with it and would in fact tell someone to fuck off if they pushed it too much. no one got to that point yet though and would be completely shocked. the guy was silenced his whole life about his thoughts and he finally snapped for the people he cared about most..honestly there was a whole other side to masey...that hadn’t been pushed yet...
he wondered why she frowned when he complimented her but he was still learning about her so he bit his lip as she closed her eyes and wrapped her arms around her body and well it just didn’t look good. he took a step forward and despite her hugging herself he hugged her. ”im sorry if i said something wrong.” he apologized kissed the top of her head and then when she asked if they could just eat he well he didn’t let go he kind of laughed. ”well, im sure we cannnnn but the oonnnlyyy wayy we willl is if you can give me a smile or a kiss or a wiggle or some sort of happy like movement.” he said taunting her...he was going to let her go, buut he wanted it to be funner and he didn’t know what he did, but he just wanted to put that smile back on her face! ”do we have a deal if not i can just stand here forever...works for me tooo may need to shower at some point but...i think we’ll live” he smirked again just kidding but it was his crack at being funny.
W O R D S * six ninety-seven ;;t
T H O U G H T S * awww
;;mason wants flo(;
M U S I C *you shook me by acdc ;;dsakfdjakd(:
T A G G E D * flo baby flo and gabby twin(:;;florencia erin reiner (gabby<33)
W E A R I N G * clothes ;;clothes!
C R E D I T S * bruno mars' lazy song ;; |
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Post by florencia erin reiner on Feb 20, 2012 10:54:39 GMT -5
who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?, [/size] ( TRUST ME THAT'S THE PRICE OF BEAUTY)- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/center] for the most part florencia erin reiner was pretty damn happy and that was a new change. ever since she left hawthorne the first time, she had been broken and her whole life was turned upside down. she just couldn't deal with that all anymore and she wanted to hide in a corner somewhere and scream her head off. but now? she was happy. kind of? just being around mason made the poor girl happy.until he had to go mentioning that she had nothing wrong with her! she was fat, how could he lie to her?tell her things?
that was what daniel did..he called her pretty and things but flo knew she could never be beautiful and she dealt with it. she had lived with it her whole life and she learned to be okay with it. but when people started bringing it up, it reminded her that she was gross and disgusting. and they must made her head hurt when they called her pretty. a part of her believes them then she wants to smile before its ripped away from the part that tells her she's disgusting. and well now she just wanted to cry her pretty ugly eyes out! why did he have to say those things he said? it made the pain come back and she wanted to eat and eat and puke and puke. that was all she could do.
she had to be happy? or do some kind of happy thing? she wanted to break down even more, she could go get the food herself and she would. flo had no happy in her and she walked past him and ran to the fridge. not until she ate, then she could be happy for him, she needed lots of food and things. she needed it and she wanted to break down and cry her eyes out. with the open fridge, and she grabbed an apple sauce and stuffed it all in her mouth and she bit on her lip and looked at him. "sorry..i was hungry but um.." she smiled a little because food had helped and she felt a bit better now and that was a okay for her. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
who says your not pretty, [/size] ( WHO SAYS YOUR NOT BEAUTIFUL )[/center] words: three hundred and sixty-nineoutfit: heretags: janet with masonnotes: he can have her(;music: who says by selena gomez [/font][/left] |
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Post by mason alexander garner on Feb 22, 2012 13:00:34 GMT -5
mason alexander back home with his family and everyone there to support him and or them, well he was a wreck to say the least. the boy was kind of shaky and scared and it was just not a pretty sight at all. plus him trying to end his life it was just something he had to do for himself and his family. the poor girl seemed happy and then she was acting funny suddenly and well mason felt terrible, because he was only saying what he felt and saw. the boy didn’t know that it would hurt her...he wasn’t trying to hurt her.
the boy didn’t know that his words of kindness would bring her sorrow and anger, because he found her to be extraordinary beautiful. that beautiful brow hair...warming smile...and all her other assets he was way too modest to comment on. well he wasn’t modest he just knew what decency was and he applied it very well, but mason had another side to him as well. the side that well his dad introduced him to. he liked and wanted sexual aspects and got it from guys, but not women. and well he didn’t expect it from florencia that was not why he was here. he made a new friend and they were in for a cute date. mason would be really hurt if he knew how his words affected her. well he would actually be kind of heart broken, because he was crushing on her and was trying to woo her he had no idea that the affect would be opposite...and make her sick.
well, she did not have to be happy, because honestly, he was not the boss of her and he wasn’t attempting to boss her around he was just expressing her feelings, but she soon walked around him to go get food. he bit his lip and kind of leaned up against the counter and watched her get food out of the fridge. he felt like he did something bad and well he didn’t know what! what was so bad she had to leave his embrace and move away...he didn’t understand, but suddenly mason was not hungry he actually felt like crap now maybe a little rejected. yeah, that was it. ”its cool”he said kind of shrugging and watching her smiling at little back at the small smile. ”just as long as you’re okay its cool” he was going to say happy, but she didn’t seem too happy.
W O R D S * four fifteen;;t
T H O U G H T S * awww
;;mason wants flo(;
M U S I C *you shook me by acdc ;;dsakfdjakd(:
T A G G E D * flo baby flo and gabby twin(:;;florencia erin reiner (gabby<33)
W E A R I N G * clothes ;;clothes!
C R E D I T S * bruno mars' lazy song ;; |
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Post by florencia erin reiner on Mar 4, 2012 9:21:34 GMT -5
who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?, [/size] ( TRUST ME THAT'S THE PRICE OF BEAUTY)- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/center] florencia erin reiner was a horrible person. a girl with no care for anyone else but herself, she didn't care about her sister or who she hurt with her cutting. that was how she saw herself. an ugly, fat, stupid whore. she understood why her mother left, why her father hated her but she tried to change. she really did, she just didn't know how to completely change and no matter what she did she was still horrible and fat every single time she looked in that mirror.
flo was the girl who tried to keep her feelings to herself because she didn't want people to worry. everyone probably had so much pain and confusion and things going on in their life, that they didn't need florencia's drama too. so she kept her stupid thoughts to herself. she cried to herself, hurt herself, anything to take care of the feelings herself. talking was over-rated. she wanted to do it but that meant opening up and showing someone her insides and letting them see everything. she couldn't do that. it'd be both stupid and selfish to do that. the people deserved better friends than her and if she showed them all of her, they'd feel like they had to stay and she couldn't do that to them. she couldn't force people to stay by her side.
now she felt so disgusting! she shouldn't have done that because now he saw her eat and she rubbed her arm and bit her lip. everything was beginning to get too much and she wanted to end it all. 'they'd all be better without you,' she thought to herself and closed her eyes. no! it was selfish to end it and she refused to do something worse than she already had done and instead she turned to the fridge and looked for something else to eat. she couldn't find anything! nothing looked appetizing and instead made her stomach turn in disgust. she grabbed something anyway, a block of cheddar cheese and began to eat it before staring at the ground. "i'm okay now," she lied like usual. her eyes told another story, her eyes were always her give. they were filled with sadness and hurt and she didn't want mason to worry about her. he should just go and be happy and leave her alone. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
who says your not pretty, [/size] ( WHO SAYS YOUR NOT BEAUTIFUL )[/center] words: three hundred and ninety-oneoutfit: heretags: janet with masonnotes: he can have her(;music: who says by selena gomez [/font][/left] |
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Post by mason alexander garner on Mar 5, 2012 16:36:10 GMT -5
the sixteen year old boy kind of let it cross his mind for the moment being that maybe she just wasn’t interested in him, because he was younger and weird and that was why she walked away from him. he let her though or well couldn’t control her and by no means was he one that wanted to treat another being as a mere possession. the beautiful girl in his opinion was too special and he’d be lucky to even have her, but she left his embrace and it totally through mason alexander garner in a whirl wind if you will. he was completely lost and he felt like maybe he was being overbearing that was a possible reason why. he was mentally beating himself up because he felt like he was being...his dad.
genetics sucked! most guys aspired to be their fathers, but mason would never want to be like that to any of his kids. when he had elizabeth he would kind of be scared and it would be a fragile moment to the boy. mason’s ego was somewhat broken and well he didn’t in fact know what he was doing wrong right now, but he was in turn blaming it all on himself. he didn’t know she had troubles with herself and this was the true reason she was actually down. he’d spend a lifetime trying to prove to her how great she was in reality, but it’d be what he saw and she’d have to see for herself or it wouldn’t work...the proof that was. her awesome self. it may take a lifetime maybe for her to actually see that though, but at this point in time mason wasn’t sure he was going to get to see her another day. he felt well he felt rejected almost.
mason just watched a little bit, but than he didn’t want to be rude so he kind of looked at this shoe’s he didn’t find her to be a pig. he found it to be something he did wrong and something he said and he just felt completely terrible. she said she was okay now, but when mason looked up she didn’t look okay at all. he didn’t want to over step his bounds or anything. ”as long as you are okay now that thats good.” he said trying not to show sadness in his tone, but he was sad! he walked over to her and those eyes that gave her away he just hoped it didn’t get him slapped but he had to know. he lifted up her chin and kissed her and pulled back putting his arms around her again. ”i’m sorry for earlier and making you upset” he said in a whisper and stepped back. he could taste cheese a little bit, but he didn’t mind it he just wanted to see that pretty smile of hers again like he had seen earlier.
W O R D S * four eighty nine i think im too lazy to actually look back. eh it was seven i decided to look back  ;;t
T H O U G H T S * take the lower comment as you please(;
;;mason wants flo to be happy pants;D
M U S I C *you shook me by acdc ;;dsakfdjakd(:
T A G G E D * flo baby flo and gabby twin(:;;florencia erin reiner (gabby<33)
W E A R I N G * clothes ;;clothes!
C R E D I T S * bruno mars' lazy song ;; |
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Post by florencia erin reiner on Mar 16, 2012 22:48:09 GMT -5
who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?, [/size] ( TRUST ME THAT'S THE PRICE OF BEAUTY)- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/center] florencia was feeling horrible right now because she was really liking mason and now he probably thought she was a moron. then again, maybe that was a good idea. she was already selfish enough spending so much time with him, she couldn't keep doing that. it wouldn't be nice to all the other people who would want the garner boy's attention. the more she stood here, thinking of her selfishness, the more she began to dig through the cabinets and bit her lip and just avoided looking at mason. she found cookies, crackers, popcorn, and peanut butter and she popped some popcorn, and of course she looked at mason. "um do you want any?" she kind of hoped he would say no cause it meant more for her! she could stuff herself full and puke it up soon. if she could just get away.
she was shoving cookies inn her mouth and had just swallowed her fifth one when he came up to her and kissed her. that was when the bad thoughts came rolling back in and she wanted her razor, or to puke or anything to make them go away. 'he's doing this to trick you. he doesn't like you cause your fat. look at you? stuffing your face full. fat..fat..stupid..fat..whore.' however, no matter the thoughts in her head, she couldn't help but to stand on her toes and kiss him back until he stopped kissing her and wrapping his arms around her. she really didn't know what to do exactly, it was kind of confusing her.
she smiled at him though but her stomach was beginning to hurt and the food around her was starting to make her sick. her mind was yelling at her to puke before mason hated her for being so fat. "its okay..it wasn't you..it was me i swear. i just..stay here. i need to um..use the bathroom." she blushed, she hated talking about the bathroom even if she was really going to puke. she bolted through the doors and down the hall and to the bathroom where she stepped into a stall, forced her finger down her throat and let the food rise up her throat and into the toilet.
she felt kind of better already, so she flushed it and she wanted to get back that she forgot go and brush her teeth. no, the reiner girl bolted back to the kitchen and stepped to mason and kissed him. her mouth tasting like puke, but not paying attention. she just wanted that feeling again. "sorry..i just liked kissing you," she said, blushing once again. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
who says your not pretty, [/size] ( WHO SAYS YOUR NOT BEAUTIFUL )[/center] words: four hundred and forty-threeoutfit: heretags: janet with masonnotes: he can have her(;music: who says by selena gomez [/font][/left] |
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Post by mason alexander garner on Mar 17, 2012 18:14:22 GMT -5
mason stood there kind of blankly, but still engaged with her because he hadn’t lost interest even though it seemed she had. she was distracting herself with the food uninterested in staying in his arms...and she was just hungry well he didn’t buy it and he was depressed about the matter really because he couldn’t even figure out what he did wrong he was being so good trying so hard, but he figured it was pry for the best anyways she could pry have anyone she wanted. she offered him food, but he shook his head. mason wasn’t hungry he just wanted to sulk...he couldn’t eat, but he wouldn’t allow himself to sulk here. ”no thank you, but thanks” he replied sweetly to her offer.
after awhile he just stood there trying to not to make her conscious of how she was eating, because well he wouldn’t if he was in her shoe’s want to be watched of judged, but she was cramming the food in, but he wasn’t going anywhere and neither was the food, but to the toilet, but he was unaware of that fact. he was kissing her now though now that she was done eating and enjoying it and hoping that he could get a feel for her enjoying it as well, but she just seemed to be confused, but he was trying to push through the confusion he was trying to break it...he was desperately trying to win over flo, but maybe it wasn’t about what he wanted....he was being selfish.
mason noticed that she kind of ate a lot, but he didn’t put two and two together really when she said that she had to use the restroom...he wouldn’t even put it together post kissing her with her mouth tasting and smelling of throw up. ”okay” he said and nodded figuring this was it...he was being rejected all the signs were clearly pointing in that direction. ”she hates me” he whispered to himself looking around the smell of food making him sick now, because he wanted to go cry as he waited slowly losing hope.
the pretty brunette emerged again making him smile, because it wasn’t just a diversion to ditch him which was great! that was what had been running through his mind she even came up and kissed him and that was when he tasted vomit, but he didn’t pull back even if it was pretty gross...mason liked flo and he didn’t want to hurt her feelings. ”i like kissing you too” he said leaning his forehead on hers to feel if she had a fever subtly. ”you feeling alright?” he asked sweetly he didn’t spit or gag or anything he just held on even if it tasted gross, because he was too kind to do that to her...he really liked her.
W O R D S * four seven zero ;;t
T H O U G H T S * awww
;;mason wants flo(;
M U S I C *you shook me by acdc ;;dsakfdjakd(:
T A G G E D * flo baby flo and gabby twin(:;;florencia erin reiner (gabby<33)
W E A R I N G * clothes ;;clothes!
C R E D I T S * bruno mars' lazy song ;; |
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Post by florencia erin reiner on Mar 24, 2012 14:53:00 GMT -5
who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?, [/size] ( TRUST ME THAT'S THE PRICE OF BEAUTY)- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/center] there were just so many bad thoughts racing in flo's head and she didn't know what to do but eat. it was how she got rid of the hole in her stomach and made herself feel better and she kind of just ate and ate and ate. it was really hard not to eat, and really hard to stop thinking the way she was thinking. if anything, she needed to shut up and just get that mason like liked her. he wasn't going to hurt her like she thought or like people told her. no, what was going to happen was she was going to fall for him but she didn't want to fall. to fall meant to make yourself vulnerable to hurt and she didn't want him to hurt her even if she deserved it. but she didn't deserve him. this sweet boy...this nice boy. this person who could probably get so many girls...he deserved a pretty person like his roommates or like hope. not her.
she smiled when he said no thanks because that meant there was more for her. so she ate and she ate and it was a good feeling. to have all this food go down her throat and fill her stomach up. at least until the end. until she was kissing him. it wasn't him that made her want to puke. he made her happy but because she was now happy, she was thinking of how bad her stomach hurt and how ugly she was. which was why she bolted to the toilet..to get rid of it so she could be pretty for him.
if anything flo was being selfish because she wasn't thinking of his feelings but she was thinking of what he deserved. if she took him away from other people, she would be selfish and she didn't need other things on her list of how horrible a person she was. but now that her stomach was better and she had kissed him again. she kind of decided that being selfish was going to be okay. she wanted to be selfish now. to take him away from other people.
she blushed when he said he liked kissing her too and it made her stomach knot and fill with butterflies. it kind of made her want to go eat again because this didn't feel real. no one could like her..she wasn't likable. but food was real then she could make herself see that this was really happening, but she pushed the thoughts away and took his hand and leaned her head on his shoulder and nodded. "i'm okay now that i'm with you," she said honestly. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
who says your not pretty, [/size] ( WHO SAYS YOUR NOT BEAUTIFUL )[/center] words: four hundred and forty-sevenoutfit: heretags: janet with masonnotes: he can have her(;music: who says by selena gomez [/font][/left] |
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Post by mason alexander garner on Mar 25, 2012 19:48:30 GMT -5
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