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Post by sawyer elaina travis on Feb 7, 2012 21:09:00 GMT -5
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Post by annabelle cassie bianchi on Feb 21, 2012 10:44:22 GMT -5
 everything was getting too much for poor cassie, and she honestly had no clue what to do anymore. she didn't want to move from her bed because there were so many bad people out there and one of them murdered her emerson. she found him and it scared her and she wanted to die herself. the girl wanted to end it and be with emerson all happy in heaven but she remembered that suicide was a sin so she'd be in hell. hell was bad and for bad people but she wasn't bad. no, not like the person who murdered her emerson. she wasn't good either because she knew it and she hadn't ate anything because she didn't want to anymore. she wasn't happy anymore!
everything had just overwhelmed the poor girl and she just laid on her bed, surrounded by her trains. everyone of her poor trains were laid out on her bed and she just wished emerson was here to kiss her and make her happy like he did after meanie mary hurt her. she pulled her legs up to her chin and cried but she didn't leave the room except for two reasons. potty time and showertime. and of course food time because they made her go eat but she would just stare at her plate with disgust. she couldn't even manage a fake happy smile and talk the people's ears off so they wouldn't notice her not eating. no instead she sat there, only wanting to kill herself but telling herself she couldn't.
it had been weeks and she finally had a revelation while she was laying there, staring at her trains. that the only way she could be happy was to get out of this school and the only way to get out was to be happy. so she had to pretend like she used to do before emerson made her really happy. so she picked up all her trains and put them in her box. though she did notice her roommate sawyer wasn't here and that meant she didn't need to be happy yet. she had to go to the bathroom and clean up and fix her makeup and look happy! it was important and she understood that,.
she changed into one of her favorite outfits and took a tissue and cleaned her face before realizing she really needed to potty. so cassie fixed her make up and put on her new clothes before grabbing her toothbrush and placed a giant smile on her face. it was too big really and one that emerson would always know was fake. her real smile was soft and sweet and this one was huge but the one she showed people and that meant they would think she was happy. that was cassie's plan to pretend to be happy so she can leave the school and work on being really happy though she had no clue how to do that.
she skipped down the hallway, humming twinkle twinkle little star on her way to the girls bathroom and she went in and sat her toothbrush on the sink and went into the potty only to hear some puking but she wouldn't ask. why? because poor cassie didn't like being asked why she didn't eat so she wouldn't ask the girl why she was puking up her food. she flushed the toliet and came out the stall to see her roommate but she'd pretend ntohing happened. though it was nice to know she wasn't all alone and she had her bright smile on her lips as she went to the sink and waved 'happily.' "hi sawyer! its nice to see you because i was wondering where you were." no she was happy sawyer wasn't in the room but she was happy she was here because then she can tell people that she was happy again.
she took the toothbrush and began to brush her teeth and then felt accomplished and stuck it back in the bag and hopped up on the sink. "watcha doooooing," she asked dragging out the o with a giggle at the end. it was so hard to pretend to be happy, when images of emerson kept popping up in her head but she pushed them away and thought of happy things. like dollies, trains, rainbows, snow and grass. there were so many good things for cassie to think of to make a dead emerson picture to go away and the bright smile to stay on her face.
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Post by sawyer elaina travis on Feb 22, 2012 13:08:19 GMT -5
 
sawyer elaina travis, was new here so she didn’t know too much about the school or the given history. sawyer well she didn’t know how much damage actually took place at this school. people were killed, raped, beat up...all the damage here was emotional, physical, on a mental level. this place was really not someone she wanted to be anyways, but if she heard the news about this place really in depth well then the seventeen year old would probably seclude herself in her room or try and study up on the people here, because she wasn’t attempting to get hurt anymore than she was hurting herself by trying to perfect herself. however, when she learned her friends boyfriend was killed she would attempt to help the girl by comforting her in a series of ways.
the feeling of getting sick was well utterly disgusting. she hated it really, but she was kind of fat in her opinion when she got down to it. she didn’t know that in fact when she ate stuff was stored as fat and well the body kind of fed off of it. she didn’t understand as well what she was really doing to her stomach, but then models did it and well they were fine and people thought they were sexy and she wanted to be like models. it was her aspiration to in fact model and be looked up too, but she wouldn’t recommend this to another person. a little girl doing this, because she learned that sawyer did this...well it would be hypocritical, but the teen would pry be a little devastated, because she didn’t wish this feeling on anyone else really. it was something she was going to do to get by and shape her body if you will.
cassie, her roommate was sweet, but she hadn’t talked to her a whole lot and well she didn’t seem to go out and eat a lot either so it didn’t tempt sawyer even though her problem wasn’t so much eating as it was to wanting to keep it down. yeah, the brunette liked food and even pry ate a lot more than a girl her age should possibly eat, but then she did something a girl her age shouldn’t be doing by jamming her fingers down her throat. she wasn’t healthy, but she didn’t want to believe it. in her mind she was making herself healthy in this regard, because she was going to look great.
sawyer had flushed down her what she liked to consider regrets for the taste of food and well then she was out in the open. the stall door opened and she kind of felt sick to her stomach thinking she was going to be caught by someone of importance and be sent to isolation. not that the blonde female that would soon emerge wasn’t important. sawyer in fact wanted to get to know her on a better level, but she didn’t want time locked up in isolation. she smiled seeing who it was finally and the cute little wave. ”hey cassie its nice to see you too” she said tucking some hair behind her ear. ”oh? i’m sorry, i-i wasn’t feeling good” she said just in case she heard her puke. ”i’m feeling alright now though” she added with a nod the smile growing wider...they were both faking..
brushing her teeth...that was something sawyer also needed to do. she was one of those people that kind of brushed their teeth in the shower really and it was odd she was sure, but she got everything clean all at once. ”i was well i just come in here because i felt like i needed to get sick?” which wasn’t a lie. it was why she didn’t feel good. she bit her lip looking at her bag and then back up at cassie. ”then i was going to go to umm...” she walked back to the door and peeked out to make sure no one was there and put the trash can against the door and returned to her bag. ”i was going to smoke this, because it makes me feel better even if i feel a little sick still” she said pulling a baggy with a joint on in it. ”you want to or...?” she asked meaning she’d share.
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Post by annabelle cassie bianchi on Feb 22, 2012 14:18:11 GMT -5
annabelle cassie was just a girl with a lot of problems all because her mommy didn't really pay attention to her. she wanted attention and she thrived on it but she was always made fun of and no one liked her because she was weird. she hated being the weird kid and so she tried to be their friends and did things they asked but they never wanted to be her friend. no one ever wanted to be cassie's friend except here. she had lots of nice friends here and then there was mean people like back home and they made her not want to eat then she had emerson and he helped her but she didn't have him anymore.
so she was kind of back to square one. the sad, depressed cassie just looking to find her place in the world and make a friend. that was why she didn't eat because they were mean to her and she felt fat and she thought everyone would hate her. plus she kind of hated herself and didn't do bad things because her mommy was bad. so she coldn't fall in love again cause that was what mommy did. date a bunch of people and she just wanted to be happy with emerson but now she was lonely and would be the rest of her life because it was wrong to fall in love again. or that's how cassie saw it anyway and she didn't plan to ever be like marcie bianchi ever. no she'd be her own person, she'd be cassie! and she'd live her life all alone and happy.
sawyer apologized and cassie just giggled because she didn't feel like she had to apologize. "oh don't worry about it silly billy. i was just in the room and then i looked over and then i kind of wanted to play or something and you weren't there so i got up and came here to go pee before going to find one of my friends to play with." she said all of that really fast and in a high pitched, almost too happy voice and giggled, "i hope you feel better sawyer! maybe we can make you soup?" soup, that made people feel better? but if she was puking...then she might nto eat? like cassie..she puked when she ate but she didn't like to eat and well maybe sawyer didn't eat? but some people did the eat and puke thing all the time but cassie had to offer so no one would suspect. that's what she did.
cassie wasn't really sure what the thing was that sawyer had in her hand and she was curious what it was. plus she couldn't just say no, then she'd be alone and if she was alone, then she'd be sad. she didn't need to be sad, it was important to pretend to be happy and healthy and get out of here to be really really happy! so she smiled brightly, "sure," she said happily and giggled. she had no clue what she was getting into or what it was int he bag but she had a feeling it was bad. but she wasn't about to leave and go play trains, this would make it easier to leave. right? she hoped so. being friends and doing normal teenage things and not being a bit child. thats what they wanted so she bounced up and down and waited for sawyer to do or say something that may give a hint to what they'll be doing.
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Post by sawyer elaina travis on Feb 22, 2012 18:27:35 GMT -5
the seventeen year old had problems, but pry not as much as the problems some of the teens had here she had problems in that she wanted to know who her twin sister was and why her mother really gave her up, because she couldn’t get straight answers out of her dad. she met him, but very briefly and he promised to talk to her again when she was eighteen. otherwise the closed adoption and everything it was all illegal and her mother’s would surely get pissed off. they didn’t raise her to flip flop and they really didn’t like what her real parents had become that was why they had told her she couldn’t meet them. it did make her a little sad.
the girl in front of her didn’t seem sad, but she disguised it well for sawyer. she didn’t know what her roommates life was fully like, but she knew she liked trains and she was cute and sweet. they pry led two separate lives really, but she wanted to get to know her better, because they lived together and it would pry blossom into a great friendship! she envied a little bit how skinny the girl was, but she didn’t speak a word of it to her, because she didn’t want to be figured out and maybe she was here for the very same problem as sawyer and well sawyer knew what it was like to know wanting to admit this was an issue. the girl in front of her could be a cute little model if she wanted and well sawyer didn’t feel like she had that potential as of yet.
the giggle was so cute and she was learning to love it more and more everyday it really brought a great big smile to her face! ”i’m sorry, i was headed back to the room soon, but now here you are” she said kind of well moving her hand as if to say tada. ”what should we play?” she asked wondering what they were going to play. she knew whatever it was it’d be totally fun! ”who are you other friends?” she asked curiously not that she wouldn’t have any other friends she just wanted to know who her other friends were. ”thank you” she said smiling at her and then bit her lip. how did she decline nicely? ”oh no thank you i’ll be fine” yeah, that sounded okay, so then maybe her roommate didn’t or wouldn’t suspect anything. she already didn’t feel too good about it really and she didn’t want to puke up more...
sawyer opened up the bag as she awaited the answer this would make her really happy and giggly like it normally did. the room was automatically incented a bit with the smell of mary jane that or it was just close and it smelt like it was good. it wasn’t laced though she didn’t need that kind of kick. she grinned when she said sure and wondered if she had ever done it before...so she was going to ask. ”have you ever smoked before?” it was either a learning experience for cassie or something learned by sawyer. sawyer got out a lighter and had the joint between her lips and lit it inhaling it and holding it for a bit and then turned her head to let the smoke out she wasn’t one of those people to blow it in your face. she held it out to cassie and smiled. ”he gave me the goods” was all she had to say about that.
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Post by annabelle cassie bianchi on Mar 11, 2012 15:50:48 GMT -5
drugs was never really something cassie thought about doing really. no drugs were things saved for her losers! like zac and summer! she loved them two to death but they were her losers and they did drugs, not sweet, emerson loving cassie. but she wasn't emerson loving anymore! not that she ever stopped (or ever will stop) loving him, but he just didn't exist anymore! he was gone and cassie understood that. but that meant she wasn't the sweet, happy, girl who ate to see the boy she loved smile at her! no, she didn't eat and she needed something to make her happy again! and her roommate had an option. she didn't know much about marijuana but it was a drug and drugs were supposed to make people happy and happy was what she needed to be. or seem like.
so her goal was to be happy and she wasn't worried about finding her twin. though cassie didn't even know she had a twin, let alone that she existed in the same school. even if casey had only just came to hawthorne school and you would think that cassie and her would have met up and been like 'whoa' but nope. then again, cassie had stayed in her room a lot and sawyer was really the only person she had seen. and most likely people would assume she was like her friend willow and having mpd but nope.there was just two of them but to cassie there was one! her. she existed. her, her mom and her mom's new boyfriend. though she knew about the latter as much as she knew about her twin and her father. absolutely nothing. only that he existed.
cassie just shook her head, "no need for sorry's. i'm perfectly fine. i needed to get out."
[/b] it was the fact that sawyer wasn't there and she was alone again that gave her the resolve to get better.or well, more like pretend toget better. there was nothing wrong with her not eating. food wasn't important to cassie and she just couldn't eat because she had no reason to eat! eating was bad and made her disgusting and peopl wouldn't like her! she had to keep her friends, so she can continue to act like she was happy, go get out and be really happy! this was where she found emerson! she couldn't be happy with the reminder of her dead love! the question about friends kind of made cassie think a bit. she wasn't really sure? she knew people and she liked people but were they really her friends? yeah they were. "there's hope, summer, clyde, amanda and adrian and um willow. i like her she's nice," she said with a nod. "also um. abi, cc and uh izzy are my friends too." clyde was her first friend! she met him in the pool and he was happy and nice and she liked him. zac! she almost forgot her favorite loser! "oh and zac! he used to go here! he was my favorite loser," she said with a nod, feeling accomplished that she had so many good friends or she only had one friend. that was emerson but she wasn't going to mention him. the rest would be her good friends and maybe summer was? she spent a day with summer, where they just hung out in her room and ate stuff and watched tv and things. she ate stuff.with a person who wasn't emerson, but now she was kind of afraid to go hangout with summer and she not like her anymore. smoking? cassie? no those two word have never been put in a sentence together until now. cassie was about to smoke marijuana for the first time. do the first bad thing (or the first thing she considered bad) and it was a bit of a scary thought. but maybe it would be like kissing? and having a boyfriend? yeah she didn't need another boyfriend because then she'd really be like her momma. having one was okay but he was gone and two would be bad. two boyfriends meant she was like her momma. but smoking? her momma never smoked so it was okay to smoke. but she sthook her head and took the unknown joint in her hand. it smelt weird but if people did it,then it had to be good?right? she hoped it wasn't too bad and she bit her lip as she looked at the joint for a minute before lifting it to her lips and sucking in, hoping she was doing it right. though when a waft of smoke entered her lungs, she pulled the joint away and coughed. maybe that was too much but she wanted to be happy and that was why she took in a smaller puff and followed sawyers lead by not breathing out before she finally had to cough it all out of her lungs and she handed it back to sawyer and tilted her head to the question. she kind of began to feel a bit odd! a strange feeling was entering her stomach and a kind of light feeling entered her body. "oh..wow," was all she could say about it. it was new but kind of fun! but more! more was good.right? if she felt good with that much, more would make her feel amazing. or that was how annabelle cassie bianchi saw it! that miss sawyer travis would be her escape from this hell. her and the drug in her hand. this post was made for sawyer elaina travis and consists of nine hundred and twenty-six words. annabelle cassie bianchi is wearing this. now this thread template was made by me and the banners are credit to d d d darcy of caution. if you steal anything i will murder you with a beautiful chainsaw creature. i'd also want to let you know that i'm sorry this is rambly[/blockquote][/blockquote][/size] |
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Post by sawyer elaina travis on Mar 16, 2012 16:46:03 GMT -5
sawyer, well, she got into the drug scene at some party back in los angeles and had been hitting on mary jane ever sense then. she gave her a pretty little feeling and little did she know it kind of ran in the blood when it came to becoming addicted to any drug. the harder stuff made sawyer feel venerable though and of course you felt paranoid. sure, mary jane made you feel funny and laugh a lot, but it wasn’t a bad feeling to miss travis she loved the feeling and it made her laughing and giddy and relaxed all in one. who wouldn’t love that feeling and pay some money for it. now alls she needed was some lame excuse and she might be able to get her medical marijuana card. she was more then happy to share with cassie her roommate and what she hoped would become a good friend. it would make living with someone that much more exciting!
the whole twin thing would be very deceiving to her? even though she knew she had a fraternal twin out there some place in the universe casey was identical to cassie, but that was a tale for a different time. right now she was in front of her exciting little roommate and she had said she would have a little fun with her. she could see this blossoming into constant laughter in their room. hopefully if they got another roommate she wouldn’t be a debbie downer. sawyer didn’t mind scrounging up the money for the drugs ever, because she was going to be smoking either way, but it was that much more fun when you got high with someone else, because well you didn’t feel like a complete loser while everyone else was sober looking at you funny? that was sawyer’s quirk about the matter. though at any other given time opinions well they didn’t quite matter too much to the strong headed girl.
”you’re so adorable” she said biting her lip hoping that wouldn’t offend her. ”i’m glad you’re my roommate” she threw in there, because she was glad that she had such a sweet little roommate even if she didn’t know half the story behind cassie, maybe in time she would grow to trust her and tell her things...maybe. in turn sawyer would probably grow to do that same about her life and stuff she was going through and maybe just maybe if either were strong enough at the end of it they could be like rocks to one another or at least there to help through the tough times, but that would have to come with time. she agreed though it was nice to be out of the room sometimes, being cooped up in there made you feel like a prisoner to your own thoughts even if they followed you at some point you’d meet up with someone or something that would possibly help you deter away.
sawyer listened over the names of friends...she talked to summer clyde and adrian? online from what she could remember, and they were alright, but then chat kind of got boring sometimes...then again she might have talked to amanda as well...the pretty blonde from the chat who was dating that adrian guy from what she understood. cassie seemed to know a lot of people which made sawyer smile, because how could a cute girl such as herself not? ”loser?” she asked curious at the end of the sentence with zac. she didn’t know what she meant by that...did people classify other people here in groups? if so she may have a hard time...well you seem to know a lot of nice people” she said throwing it out there as well sense she said they were nice and her face kind of depicted that emotion for her as well. she could only to make friends that were nice like cassie.
mary jane always had a weird smell and affect on different people but then again some of it was all to similar to people and as she sucked in the air well sawyer didn’t watch her in case she was conscious of it sense it was her first time. then she heard her suck on it again and cough it out and sawyer smirked. it must have been a nice hit, because at the end of it cassie was saying oh wow. sawyer took another hit and then she handed it back to cassie if she wanted some more that was and tilted her head up trying to exhale little rings like donuts...it was a hard task, but practice only made perfect. she felt it entering her system already and a smile creep on her face. ”yeah oh wows, about right” she said and let out a giggle. this was going to be fun!
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Post by annabelle cassie bianchi on Mar 18, 2012 12:56:39 GMT -5
this whole experience with sawyer was new. finding someone similar to her in a way with her disorder and stuff. because that meant she understood her in a way and wouldn't ask questions like emerson did. emerson asked questions and cassie answered and fell in love but he was gone. no, she didn't need someone to do that again and leave. her mom's boyfriend, who she liked, was gone she had a new one again and it was sad. cassie wanted to cry a lot because two people she loved were gone from her life so she wouldn't try to love again. love hurt..thought it was great but it hurt in the end.
when cassie would come to find out about casey, well first she'll think she was going insane until they ran into each other! then she'll be a mix of ecstatic and sad. cause she'd wonder how they decided who went with who and she'd would be jealous of casey's life in a way but never wish her to live with her evil mother. no..sh'ed just be curious about her father and be happy to meet him and for the most part though...well casey would not like cassie at all and the childish girl won't know how to handle herself in this situation. but it wasn't time to think of that yet because that would be sometime soon but still in the future. for now she was a kind of sad but seemingly happy girl in a bathroom with her roommate sawyer.
trust wasn't something cassie really knew well and sometimes she trusted people way too much and she didn't know how to handle questions and talking to someone about things like her problems. no that was what she did with emerson..bonded and she couldn't bond again because then she'd feel horrible because she would be movin on too fast and she should be sad because he was gone and she found him. his dead body still haunted her dreams, no matter if she planned to be happy.
oh..she forgot sawyer didn't know about her 'losers' and she giggled. "oh its not bad! its like people who do things like sex and stuff and i call the losers cause its for losers!" she bit her lip and hoped that sawyer didn't think she was rude or anything for calling people losers. but she loved her losers all the same and zac was head loser and her favorite. "zac is the king of losers cause he's the biggest one and he's my favorite one too." she giggled and bit her lip. she nodded happily because she did know a lot of nice people but she knew more before they died...she knew emerson..but she wasn't going to mention emerson. "yeah..a lot of nice people."
this was a strange thing and it made cassie feel giddy inside and she felt really happy! the pot..or whatever it was called made her giggle and when sawyer was offering it to her again. well the girl couldn't say no and so she took it and bit her lip before taking another hit and trying to hold it in before coughing because she still wasn't used to the smoke that filled her lungs and she giggled. "now i'm a loser too," she said giddy..ah yes. she felt much better now. there was no fake happiness, because she wasn't thinking about sad things or emerson..it was a weird but good feeling to have. except she was hungry and she wrapped her arms around her body and frowned a bit.
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Post by sawyer elaina travis on Mar 25, 2012 19:40:06 GMT -5
sawyer travis, well was unaware that the girl had lost people she loved. the girl didnt want to be here herself but cassie seemed so nice and she was going to just love love love the girl probably as a friend, but who was to know really what would come of the girls friendship. they could be the best of friends ever or just really awesome roommates. the girl was just so adorable how could she not learn to love her. sawyer had a big warm welcoming heart despite wanting to be a twig! though she could die one day from starvation. though sawyer did not like to see it that way she was making and keeping herself thin and pretty! cassie was thin and pretty just like her! though she wasnt sure if it was like her like her!
the girl was glad her roommate was here because it was someone to learn to trust and well she needed that in her roommate. a roommate that you couldnt trust well was no good and she would be able to stay in that damn room. if she was evil surely she would have trains driving over sawyers face of even try and redo that one movie by tying her to aln actual train track one day and she was going to die some tragic death..if she was scrary but seemingly so the girl didnt have a mean bone in her body. despite reading about a bunch of crazies. sawyer felt safe!
the girl tilted her head when she giggled. maybe she was jugmental after all she she had to be careful and the words made her chew her lip. so she was a loser in cassies eyes she knew that much. "oh" she said unaware how to really take that! "well i guess you dont like people that have sex and stuff?" she said misunderstanding for a little bit. then the tone seemed to kind of changed and she laughed. "wait so being a loser is good in your book?" she asked with a giggle. "cute" she said thinking about it. "nice people are the best" she said as if it werent obvious. nice people were amazing. "youre really nice and youre the only person ive met so i know nice people toooo" she said as if she was more then one to be silly.
the brunette hit it twice and and then was making another pass to cassie. she didnt say no which meant she was having fun with it. if she said no then well sawyer wouldnt push it on her. she laughed a little when she called herself a loser. "thats sillyyy" she said dragging out the y. "how you feelin?" she asked to see how high she really was. "whats wrong?" she asked her when she frowned crossing her arms over her tummy taking one more drag and trying to blow donut holes out again. then her tummy growled. "gee so loud" she said wrinkling her nose not wanting to eat now.
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Post by annabelle cassie bianchi on Mar 26, 2012 10:43:20 GMT -5
happiness was filling the girl because her roommate seemed nice and she liked nice people. bad people were...well bad! they did horrible things to hurt people and she didn't like it because hurting people was mean! there was that mean hunter guy who hit her and it hurt a lot and then there was mean mary. and just the thought of mary and the mean people caused cassie's hand to go to her tummy. she had scar there that reminded her of that sad time and she was afraid to leave her room and she stayed with emerson or she hid in her room and she couldn't talk because the mean lady threatened her and she was so scared it was scary!!! so she didn't talk to anyone and she couldn't talk to emerson but she didn't need to because he knew her and he just held her and made her happy and soon she was able to speak and leave her room and slowly she became happy again and then this!
this school was filled with sadness and hurt and maybe that was why the bianchi girl didn't know how to get better. every corner showed something cruel. she was hit, then she was stabbed a bunch with a shovel and then emerson died. and before the mean mary but after the hit, emerson got hurt badly and she had to see him in a coma. but good things happened here too! she met emers and all her friends and she fell in love and she finally tried some foods. at first, she freaked out and ran out of the restaurant but she wanted to try and eat. she had a candy bar when emers was in the coma and she didn't even puke it back up and his momma was nice and she wanted to hug his mama now because her son was dead and it hurt cassie that she couldn't save him and he was gone and she wanted to break down in cry but instead she kept the smile on her face but as usual, her eyes were giving her away. there was a twinge of sadness in them and she was never good at concealing her emotions but she was good at distracting.
so what cassie did was she giggled and began to act super duper happy to make sawyer ignore the sadness that was paining her. "hehe look what i can do," she said randomly before she tried to twist her arm all the way around like she saw people do sometimes at lunch but she failed and she giggled more before finally looking up at sawyer and finally placing why she looked so familiar but then she shook her head. no, she couldn't be related to summer or maybe a cousin and so she clapped her hands all giddy like. "i wish i could really do that."
then when the sawyer girl guessed that cassie didn't like the losers, well the blonde quickly shook her head. oh she felt really bad because she didn't want to have someone think she was a big meanie lady or something! she wasn't mean, she was as nice as nice could be and she just wanted to make a friend out of sawyer but she just ruined it like a big dummy! she sighed with relief when the girl seemed to get it and she smiled brightly. "yeah! i like losers. they are the best friends."
[/b]technically all her friends were losers in one way or another because each of them did something bad. but her and emers weren't losers but the could have been together and be losers later when they were ready. but he was gone and it was sad but she couldn't think about emerson because it meant she'd be sad and she can't be sad or she'll never get out of this place! this place was sad and she needed happy to get on with her life. and when sawyer called her nice she couldn't help but giggle, "oh! hehe you're nice too." it was the truth, she was being really nice to her. cassie kept giggling because there was a funny happy feeling that was making its way through her body and she felt like she could almost fly. the silly made her giggle more, "being a loser is so much fun." she never though that doing this would be such fun, or she would have asked zac to get her some of this...this happy stuff! that was what she was going to call it because it was making her happy but kind of sad too? her tummy was hurting and so now she was hungry and she didn't want food and so she held her tummy and just shook her head, smiling again and forcing her hands off her belly. "oh nothing. hehe i was just thinking about how much i wish emerson was here to try this," she giggled and bit her lip. she was trying to get the thoughts of food away and she brought on other sad thoughts and so when sawyer handed her the happy stuff she took another hit and she was grateful she had a nice roommate with happy stuff. she giggled when sawyer's tummy growled. "we should make you food," she said giddy. that was how cassie would pretend to eat, she was in the kitchen all the time to get other's food but she never ate herself and so people never questioned it and she didn't need sawyer questioning her actions like others. this post was made for sawyer elaina travis and consists of nine hundred and thirty-two words. annabelle cassie bianchi is wearing this. now this thread template was made by me and the banners are credit to d d d darcy of caution. if you steal anything i will murder you with a beautiful chainsaw creature. i'd also want to let you know that i have lots of musexD[/blockquote][/blockquote][/size] |
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Post by sawyer elaina travis on Mar 27, 2012 15:14:23 GMT -5
sawyer was watching cassie out of the corner of her eye because well she didn’t want to full on stare at the girl. when he hand went to her little tummy she made the assumption she was hungry now too, but just in case words spewed from her mouth. ”are you alright sweety?” she asked adding that in there because cassie was sweet and well why not call her sweety? she had no clue about the mean people here at hawthorne, but the fact that they were there and very much alive. she didn’t know their capabilities. she just knew they were utterly insane and needed to stay in isolation and away from her...yeah everyone wished that the crazies would stay away from them! it wasn’t like she’d be the first or last person to say that here in haven.
sawyer travis, was only sad for the fact that she was here and her parents didn’t trust her other then that the girl was kind of happy in a way some of the time. except she was really waiting for her birthday and to turn eighteen. eighteen meant a whole new freedom and finding her twin sister who she didn’t know was here and pregnant with twins and soon to pop. yeah, she was going to be an aunty and she didn’t even know it, but cassie knew it sort of. she knew summer or so she mentioned...the girl that stole her birthday! the girl seemed like such a happy girl and a perfect candidate for a lot of friends. the girl didn’t even need to grow on sawyer at all she was already going to be pegged for a best friend candidate and she was perfect. why? because she seemed to be a wonderful person. why let the wonderful pass you by? you couldn’t! sawyer wouldn’t and just with that notion alone cassie was her friend.
the brunette’s head shot over to the girl when she said look what i can do. of course she was going to watch her. she bit her lip hoping she didn’t hurt herself. she giggled when she giggled. ”i’m sure you could totally do that your hand is just not ready to show me yet” she said encouraging her. why? well because if someone put their mind to something and had words of applaud then they were more determined to do it. she knew that first hand when people told her she looked like she could be a model maybe some day, but her frame was slowly going bye bye which in sawyer’s opinion could make for the perfect model. ”wish you may wish you might wish your hand twisted about alright” she said making a little rhyme up.
the new definition of losers was best friends. sawyer was going to have to remember that one for when cassie said it but others probably weren’t like cassie and interpreted it as people being losers much like she had first and for most. ”loser’s sound cool” she said and couldn’t help but giggle. ”i suppose im a loser too then not that im calling myself cool but cause mary jane” she said kind of glancing at the joint and snickered. ”i like it” she admitted finding it completely different and finding a like for the new nick name. ”thank you” she said when she said she was nice too. it was wasy to be nice to someone when they were so easy to get along with! cassie was so easy going to sawyer it was just really a miracle. she got lucky she had such a cute little roommate.
”being a loser is fun” she said hitting the joint again. ”you want more before i put it to sleepyy time” she asked in a silly tone, but she thought she would ask her sense she found being a loser wsa fun and well she hit it plenty of times so it was only fair cassie could hit it plenty of times too if she wanted! then the room went silent for a bit and she looked at the joint and began talking to it. ”oh haven how you have the good stuff you’ve gone and done it you’ve gone and knocked me silly” then she realized how weird she really sounded. she hadn’t been this stoned in some time. ”who’s emerson?” she asked with a smile she wasn’t going to try and make the girl sad, but she wanted to know who emerson was....they could go get him high if she wanted. ”does he go here?” she said assuming it was a guy. then she said something about food and she instantly put her hands on her stomach when the mention of it made her tummy growl again. ”i just ate...its just mary jane playing tricks on me...” she said and looked at cassie. ”we should go back to the room and jump on the beds” she said finding that to be a better use of their time.
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