MICHAELS, elizabeth rae

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ELIZABETH RAE MICHAELS

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How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall

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Hey there, glad you could join us. So first thing's first, what do we call you?[/color][/font][/b]
My name is Elizabeth but I go by Ellie. My parents didn't really understand that older names don't stick with teenagers and they usually shorten it
Okay, got it. And how old are you, if you don't mind me asking?[/color][/font][/b]
I'm sixteen! Pretty young, but I guess I need to get better
Mhm and, now don't take this the wrong way, but are you a guy or a girl?[/color][/font][/b]
I'm female? Doesn't the longish blond hair and boobs give that away?
And are you straight, gay or...?[/color][/font][/b]
To be honest? I'm not sure. I've only pursued straight relationships but I'm not sure.
Have we met before? You look so familiar![/color][/font]
I've never been here before, but some people do say that I look like that one girl off TV? Oh and I heard she's in a band! Taylor Momsen? That's her name I guess.

Excellent. Now, for the benefit of our readers, how would you describe your appearance?[/color][/font][/b]
I'm incredibly thing, being only about one hundred fifteen pounds. I'm kinda tall too, I guess. If you consider 5'9'' tall. I have blonde hair and I love it! I wouldn't change it for the world.
And if a stranger had to spot you in a crowd what should they look out for?[/color][/font][/b]
I like to dress up! I usually dress to impress and even then, my long bleach blonde hair is a giveaway.
What's the first thing this stranger would notice about you?[/color][/font][/b]
Definitely my hair, or my eyes
Let's just say this stranger decides to observe you for a bit - any habits or quirks they might notice?[/color][/font][/b]
They might notice that I'm shy? I don't like talking to people really, but I guess I have to work on that.
So this creepy stranger, what would their first impression of your character be?[/color][/font][/b]
Probably that I'm really shy. I bite my nails when talking to someone and usually look around trying to get away from them.

So, sport, you got any hobbies?[/color][/font][/b]
I like fashion? I don't really like sports.....
Interesting! And what about the things you like the most?[/color][/font][/b]
Well. If you want me to be honest? Cutting. The thought of death. Suicide. Music. Fashion. I really just want someone to care, but that's stupid to even conceive.
And there's gotta be things you don't like too, right?[/color][/font][/b]
Sports. Bullies. Assholes. People that don't understand. Parents. Authority. and my brother.
Great! So are you keeping any secrets? Don't worry, I swear I won't tell.[/color][/font][/b]
I've been cutting for 6 years, and my brother found me after my last suicide attempt. I did end up trying more times though, that was just the last one. I've attempted about 4 times?
My lips are sealed. Now, what would you say is your best quality?[/color][/font][/b]
My eyes or my hair.
And your worst? C'mon, no one's perfect, kiddo.[/color][/font][/b]
I want to say everything. Because how could someone love someone as worthless as me, but I guess my body.

Now how about the other people in your life, let's talk family.[/color][/font][/b]
I have my parents! My mom who's a teacher and my dad who's a CEO of some business. My brother's a student, being only a year or so older than me!
Any pets?[/color][/font][/b]
Nope. No pets. They're not allowed and only make messes.
You're doing great, just a few more questions. So where are you from?[/color][/font][/b]
I'm from a suburb of New York City! It's beautiful, although I went to school in the city!
I see, cool. So how come you ended up at Hawthorne?[/color][/font][/b]
Well. Like I said earlier. My brother found me after my latest suicide attempt and my parents decided that I needed help.
Almost done. So anything else we should know about you?[/color][/font][/b]
Well. My life isn't that interesting. My parents never had any time for me, since my mom was always doing school stuff and work came first for my dad, so in turn it was me and my brother.

My brother and his friends decided that.... I was insignificant. They were picking on me and constantly putting me down. I needed a way out and found it. I'd cut. I made small cuts at first. The ones that were easily hidden? Those ones. On my legs, waist, hips, sides, stomach, anywhere that I could hide. Then it escalated.

I tried to commit suicide one day when I was in the bathroom. Cut across my wrists instead of normally across my body. My brother came in with a few of his friends. They got me to the hospital on time. My parents decided to send me here since this was bad for my dads image at work.

Now it's time to find out about the player! What are we to call you?[/color][/font][/b]
Eliza
And how long have you been on this planet?[/color][/font][/b]
18 and a half <3
So how long have you been trapped in the wonderful world of roleplay?[/color][/font][/b]
6 years
Any other creations of yours wandering this site?[/color][/font][/b]
Click on the little drop down box that says Eliza!
And how did you find us?[/color][/font][/b]
My brain thought of making V3 but V1 goes to Fabby
Is there anything else we should know?[/color][/font][/b]
I like sleep. Which is what I'm going to do now <3
And finally, the phrase that pays![/color][/font][/b]
Hi I made the code, so no

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah no

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