SANS, cody james

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CODY JAMES SANS

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Hey there, glad you could join us. So first thing's first, what do we call you?[/color][/font][/b]
Well, my names is Cody James Sans, but I go by CJ. That is rather short and simple and to the point, but everyone has called me CJ sense the young age of five as I recall. .
Okay, got it. And how old are you, if you don't mind me asking?[/color][/font][/b]
I am currently eighteen years of age [anxiety disoder].
Mhm and, now don't take this the wrong way, but are you a guy or a girl?[/color][/font][/b]
This is easy full blown male.
And are you straight, gay or...?[/color][/font][/b]
I am homosexual.
Have we met before? You look so familiar![/color][/font]
I have been here a year kind of in the background. People say I look like that model named Luke Worrall, but I don’t really see it..

Excellent. Now, for the benefit of our readers, how would you describe your appearance?[/color][/font][/b]
Well, I am a rather tall individual standing at six feet tall. I have bright blonde hair that is a decent length and mesmerizing blue eyes or so I have been told. My physique is rather important to me I work out three to four times a week, so I have some muscle, but I’m not the most ripped person out there too much muscle in my opinion is not attractive.
And if a stranger had to spot you in a crowd what should they look out for?[/color][/font][/b]
I have my ears pierced, and I am contemplating other piercings, but mainly tattoos are an interest. Though, I want something with meaning, because they are permanent and would rather have a point to the art work rather than just having a picture painted on me without a story behind it if you will.
What's the first thing this stranger would notice about you?[/color][/font][/b]
Something I have noted over the years is that my eyes, height, and hair draw attention to me the most and are the first things people tend to notice or comment on.
Let's just say this stranger decides to observe you for a bit - any habits or quirks they might notice?[/color][/font][/b]
Well, a habit of mine is either chewing on my lip or licking them, I guess if they really pay that much attention.
So this creepy stranger, what would their first impression of your character be?[/color][/font][/b]
First impressions of me well I have been told I love you or I like you upon first meeting, so I am rather good at making an impression even if it is not a first one, but I am strictly myself through and through. First impressions are important, but if you aren’t being yourself they really mean nothing.

So, sport, you got any hobbies?[/color][/font][/b]
Hobbies...well I like to mix music and beats. That is my biggest interest/hobby at the moment other than that I guess I am like any other teen in the sense I like to hang out with other teens, meet people, uh I dabble in fashion/shopping, but I’m not a shopaholic or anything like that. [/ i]
Interesting! And what about the things you like the most?[/color][/font][/b]
Things that interest me are mixing music, guys, gatherings, good conversation(though i’ll admit im not the best), fashion, music, art, movies, and other things...
And there's gotta be things you don't like too, right?[/color][/font][/b]
Things that I dislike are people that pass judgment, my panic disorder, my real father, over egotistical people, not to fond of clowns, media and the attention it puts on celebrities kind of bore me, I am not a huge fan of hook ups (but that doesn’t mean if the moment doesn’t feel right that I won’t take part), and I am not a huge fan of sports.
Great! So are you keeping any secrets? Don't worry, I swear I won't tell.[/color][/font][/b]
A secret? Well, I don’t think keeping stuff from people is really something one should do, but who doesn’t have their secrets right? Mine would have to be the fact that things got a little crazy one night and one of my exes taped our private moments and sold them to some gay porn site? .
My lips are sealed. Now, what would you say is your best quality?[/color][/font][/b]
My best quality I would say would have to be thinking through thing before I say them my sense of humor works wonders that way..or my blue eyes?..
And your worst? C'mon, no one's perfect, kiddo.[/color][/font][/b]
My worst quality would have to be the fact that I am constantly secretly worried about having a panic attack.

Now how about the other people in your life, let's talk family.[/color][/font][/b]
Well, my mother is an amazing woman her name is Kimberly and she raised me alone until I was about ten. She dated off an on, but my panic attacks scared men off, because I was often scared about losing my mom’s attention and affections. Though she married a man named Hanson and he took a liking to me and asked permission before dates and it was rather a sweet relationship. They ended up having twins a year after they got married when I was thirteen years old. Brayden and Breanne are five years old currently and they are cute little things. I am glad she is happy, but she sent me last year so that I could get better for the real world. I agreed. My panic attacks are more at ease. I am thoroughly grateful for her. .
Any pets?[/color][/font][/b]
No, we can’t afford pets right now..
You're doing great, just a few more questions. So where are you from?[/color][/font][/b]
I am from Glendale, Arizona.
I see, cool. So how come you ended up a Hawthorne?[/color][/font][/b]
I am here for an anxiety disorder that is usually refered to as a panic disorder...it usually tends to take place when I am nervous about a situation. I tend to have trouble breathing, over panic for the situation, choke, have an increased heart rate, i get sweaty and I get dizzy its pretty crazy.
Almost done. So anything else we should know about you?[/color][/font][/b]
What else should you know about me?
I was born cody james on the fifth of august, so im recently legal, but i didn’t do much about it because i really don’t many people around maine to celebrate it with. i was born into a single parent home and my mother did everything to get me through as best she could. at a young age she worked hard to get me to play sports, try dance, plays, and a number of thing to find something i possibly liked because she wanted me to reach my full potential. i have been a mama’s boy as long as i could remember


we moved from home to home and were originally from pheonix, because the work was good, but the homes were too expensive the next best place my mother could find was in glendale and we settled down there. i first realized i was gay when all the little boys were having crushes and being mean to the others on the playgrounds and i was jealous of the girls they were being mean to. I was young so i went along with it taunting this one girl named emmy rose, and later the two they grew up to be best friends, and she obviously forgave them for her young past.

in junior high school he took on a lot of bullying and this is where he learned that cowering wasn’t an option for him so he learned how fight. though he’s just not really into fighting unless it is necessary. he got into music but differently than others when he kind of just mixed music rather than produced the actual music itself.


my first actual boyfriend was when i was young he was about sixteen and i was fourteen...well four years ago but young enough for me. we dated for about three months and he took me on some wild turns..he was my first and it was a quaint little time, but i don’t regret a thing because we always learn from experiences. the next relationship was really meant to be a rebound but ended up lasting until i was about to turn fifteen and my heart got broken on my birthday.. he was seventeen..as the age progressed so did theirs my final two boyfriends were quick and in their twenties, but they lasted a couple months so to speak? it was hard to find homosexual guys that took an interest to me and made me feel loved though to be honest i don’t know if all of them were love just heartbreaks nonetheless.

when i was seventeen my mom sent me here to better challenge my disorder and for the last year i’ve been the shy kind of guy, but im slowly testing it and so far its not so bad. i could be spotted at a couple parties last year, but i never found them rather too interesting or met anyone that i could just branch out with. im kind of an awkward person at first, but i tend to grow less shy once i get to know people, though that is face to face calls, texting, and chat i seem to be doing rather well with.

oh yeah, i went to group to talk about homosexuality back in arizona and kind of get other guys perspectives on how they dealt with none understanding individuals, because at first my step dad didn’t understand which made things challenging for my mother and sense im all about my mother being happy really it was just a challenge we had to face...we don’t really talk about it but rather manage it..he went with me which is cool we don’t have the best relationship i guess you could say but we are working on it.

Now it's time to find out about the player! What are we to call you?[/color][/font][/b]
janet
And how long have you been on this planet?[/color][/font][/b]
twenty.
So how long have you been trapped in the wonderful world of roleplay?[/color][/font][/b]
yearrs
Any other creations of yours wandering this site?[/color][/font][/b]
a lot.
And how did you find us?[/color][/font][/b]
syv2
Is there anything else we should know?[/color][/font][/b]
uhhh im janet you know me;)
And finally, the phrase that pays![/color][/font][/b]
cookiemonster

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