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Post by elizabeth rae michaels on Feb 8, 2012 15:15:26 GMT -5
♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦  llie sighed and looked around. She didn’t know where she was, or even if she was supposed to be here. Not like she really cared though. She was scared. She didn’t want to be here, but her parents thought that it would help since she was ruining her father’s image as a CEO. Having your daughter not only attempt suicide once, but multiple times wasn’t a very good thing in others minds.
 ot that she blamed them. There was an obvious issue with the family, since of course she had been self mutilating since she was ten, but no one noticed. In order to notice someone would have to have paid attention, and even then cared. In her mind neither happened. Although her brother and his friends had been smart enough to find her and stop the bleeding, it was them that caused it all in the first place.
 he held onto the blade tightly in her hand, causing lacerations across it and sighed. She gripped onto them tighter, making blood pool in the center of her hand before it fell down and onto the floor that she was sitting on when she heard a door open. She looked up and shook her head. If someone found her like this, she was screwed. She hoped that it wasn’t security or something. They’d probably drug her and make her stay in isolation or something. They had told her about it, but she hadn’t been listening. She had been playing with the blade that she hid in her pants. The blade that was now lodged in her hand.
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tags :;: janet with tanner
muse :;: muse is high
music :;: my bosses talking
notes :;: totally suicidal
clothing :;: here
credits :;: A ROCKET TO THE ELLE @ caution 2.0 steal and she will take her rocket and stuff it in your... mouth. Yes, your mouth. =D Do not remove any credit, including the image at the end. Lyrics belong to Escape the Fate. |
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Post by tanner jaymes christianson on Feb 8, 2012 16:31:48 GMT -5
 MY JAW DROPPED DOWN, MY MIND STARTS SPINNING
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A loud click could be heard as the nineteen year old punched in. This meant a lot of things but the first thing it meant first and foremost was that he was on duty and here to serve. Some of the security guards here were extremely lax or trouble themselves, but Tanner Christianson, was here for a few different purposes. One of which was to actually make sure that he was here to help try and prevent all the crap that went down here. He had been through these halls he heard some of the horror and tried to stay away from the rest, but he was now here to take it head on. He went over to what was kind of like a log sheet where people kind of wrote where they were going to go inspect or kind of watch. Security was needed all over the place...hello it was a school for troubled beings he himself knew a lot about that. He had been in lock down previously in his early teen years and got sent her for an over dose or alcohol. It was a combination.
Room inspections or classrooms? Yeah, okay he honestly didn't want to do room inspections right about now. People were back in their rooms and while he had his belt that had essentials on it he wasn't a big fan of some of the people here. Not that he wanted them to keep stuff that would be harmful, but he decided to start easy and possibly go hard if necessary. He grabbed his pager thing and a pent and wrote down that he was going to be going near the classroom area's he knew a lot of teens liked to go access the music room and possibly the art room, so he'd walk down and check in there first.
Names like Adrian Miller, Hunter Jones, Alexander Cavalier, Schulyer Diego, Willow "Jayde" Shae, Marcus Flynn, stood out to him a little more with some stuff that were in their notes. Some not as bad as the others, but he would stay on guard seeing those faces. Right now Rose Berlin was in isolation...so he didn't have to worry much about her and well he was just strolling and he had his hands in his security coat. He whistled a little bit not caring if someone heard him around he wasn't extremely afraid of these people...just on guard. If he was a student however he'd be well afraid. Everyone was here for a bad rep with something or another.
Tanner decided to play it safe and while going by each classroom check to see if they were locked. He reached the first one it was a-okay...the second one was alright too.. When he got to the third one he peered in and froze for a moment seeing the girl with a knife lodged in her hand. Or well it looked to him like the girl had a knife lodge in her hand. Suicide attempts pained him because he could kind of relate and he had friends here who kind of tried. He wasn't frozen for long before he walked in and crouched down next to the girl looking at her and the knife. He wasn't about to pull it out. He got on the radio and beeped in but his feelings shut out for the moment and he snapped into what he was trained to do.
Hopefully she wasn't on the verge of passing out or a further danger to him. "Miss what is your name?" it was kind of part of a process he had to identify. Sense it was her hands he was going to attempt to get her up soon enough...but he had to find a way to do so without getting in trouble...some girls with guy guards could easily say with the wrong touch they were being sexually harassed. "Are you feeling dizzy?" he asked secondly also to help him go about this. It was one girl he didn't think he needed back up, but he may...or a stretcher almost as silly as it sounded to carry her out. She'd need to be sedated and further examined either way.
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Post by elizabeth rae michaels on Feb 8, 2012 17:50:49 GMT -5
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Post by tanner jaymes christianson on Feb 8, 2012 20:01:59 GMT -5
MY JAW DROPPED DOWN, MY MIND STARTS SPINNING
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Tanner's eyes followed the girl as she shook her head. Well, he couldn't be for sure she had been suicidal...but there was no trace of someone leaving and it was lodged in her hand. Now, some people stabbed their victims in the hand but it was a very rare occurrence, so he just made and assumption and by the body language he was getting a stand offish kind of feeling and a get away feeling. It was complicated to work with suicidal victims especially armed ones. He could end up causing potentially more damage then was already done which was exactly what the blonde in front of him wanted. His job was not about he wants but what she needed. He wasn't an arrogant ass anymore, but she was wrong he was going to be right it was just how it was.
Tanner took a deep breath and then licked his lips. He really hadn't gotten a call like this. He took Adrian out in handcuffs once and tazed someone...oh then there was Alex and helping Jasper. He was trained to move faster then this but his mind set was he didn't want her to do something well further...overboard. What does it matter? Right she was going to be stubborn and not give him any info he needed just like the rest, because he didn't know who she was yet...he hadn't seen her face so he was making an assumption she was new. "Miss what is your name?" he asked again wanting to keep in professional He brought the walkee talkee up to his mouth and spoke into it. "I'm going to need the nurse and or further personal to classroom three north campus" he slid it back into his pocket and proceeded closer while she was relaxing against the wall.
"Yes, blood loss" he said and shook his head. "Doesn't matter...we can do this one of two ways...you can wait for more people to show up or you can come with me" he said moving something in her way on one side so she couldn't quickly make a break and if she did well he could easily catch her but he decided to get that damn knife out of her hand...so she didn't fall all in and well who knows what would fucking happen from there. He wasn't one for causing pain and in his eyes even though she was pondering why it was just him wanting to help her. He kind of winced himself as he reached for her hand it was pry going to be a mistake taking it out of her because he wasn't medically inclined to do so but it looked painful and he had yet to get any further responses. "Please just cooperate" he asked trying to be nice about it. .
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Post by elizabeth rae michaels on Feb 8, 2012 21:14:17 GMT -5
♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ llie watched him and bit her lip. She didn’t want to go anywhere. She didn’t want to do anything. She wanted to be left alone to die. If her own family couldn’t stand her, then why could anyone else. No one in their right mind would love her. She wasn’t going anywhere. She wasn’t going to do anything with her life. She was worthless. That’s what everyone had called her, and told her. She was use to it by now.
he heard him ask for her name again and shook her head before rolling her eyes. “It doesn’t matter. I’m no one” she sad before hearing him call for back up. She looked around him and sighed. The classroom had a few desks, one being a few feet from her. He was near her other side, and hopefully he didn’t lock her door.
 hen he commented about the blood loss she rolled her eyes. She wanted to die. She could wait for more people to show up? That’s a good one. She’d rather leave. When he pulled the desk towards her she looked over at it before biting her lip. When he reached for her hand she clenched her fist tighter, making more blood fall out and it to cut in deeper before pushing the desk away with her left hand and going from her knees to her feet and running towards the door.
 s she turned to see where the security guard was in respect to her, she slammed into someone. She closed her eyes and bit her lip before bringing her hands up and pushing against the body in front of her. She couldn’t exactly get away, and pushing into his chest made the blade dig into her right hand. She wasn’t complaining, but it was leaving blood on his shirt.
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tags :;: janet with tanner
muse :;: muse is high
music :;: my bosses talking
notes :;: totally suicidal
clothing :;: here
credits :;: A ROCKET TO THE ELLE @ caution 2.0 steal and she will take her rocket and stuff it in your... mouth. Yes, your mouth. =D Do not remove any credit, including the image at the end. Lyrics belong to Escape the Fate. |
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jasper luke christoph
school staff admin ,
security
currently engaged to, George Michael Paulson
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Post by jasper luke christoph on Feb 8, 2012 23:00:31 GMT -5
couple years of up all night, [/size][/color] (THERE GOES MY LIFE)- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - [/center] Jasper Luke Christoph had gone to many schools for many different things. Nursing, tattooing, technology. His parents had transferred him to all kinds of places. The last thing he found himself doing was being a security guard at a school like this. sure, it was just to earn money for his future business, but some part of the man felt like he wouldn't be able to leave. With all the people he had grown close to. something he used to forbid in his life. Hell he met his fiance here.
He had been patrolling by the infirmary, making sure things were clear, and then he heard his walkee talkie go off and looked into the infirmary, not seeing any nurse's. He sure as hell wasn't going to wait around for someone and let a hurt person be in pain. He grabbed a first aid kit and took out his walkee talkie. "On my way."
He had been distracted lately. Lilly had the flu, George still had school, Riley couldn't get sick, and he couldn't afford a babysitter, let alone trust anyone. This was not a good job to be distracted during, having to pay attention to everything, and do things with concentration. The dark haired English man walked down the hall, finding room 3, but before he even made it there a girl ran into him.
He felt something sharp poke his chest, but paid no attention to it after seeing the blood, obviously hers and not his. He grabbed her arm softly and pulled her close, making sure she couldn't get away, because she seemed like a runner. "Now..I don't want to sedate you, but if you do try to run away, I may have to." He turned her hand and looked at the blade, wincing inwardly at it. Whenever he had to deal with suicidal kids it pained him, remembering his brother all too clearly.
"How about we go back into that classroom, you have a seat and I fix up your hand?" He wasn't going to wait for her to answer, because this cut was bad, and she needed help. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
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Post by tanner jaymes christianson on Feb 8, 2012 23:29:25 GMT -5
MY JAW DROPPED DOWN, MY MIND STARTS SPINNING
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It doesn't matter...those words were sticking to him right now and surely he was a little shakey, but he was keeping his cool trying to get to her before she brought more trouble on herself and then she shoved the desk back with her free hand and ran passed him. Okay, so he did feel like a little bit of a failure, but Jasper paged in that he was on his way. He was the other security guard that actually seemed to care. They both had some biases going on. Jas had George and well Tanner had Belle, but they still wanted people here to stay safe despite their hazards here. She ran for it and made it out the door and well Tanner didn't stay there to twiddle his thumbs he went after her. He stopped though when she seemed to run into someone.
Tanner kind of smiled seeing Jasper as childish as it was. He figured there would be some sort of lecture of going about this or something, but he didn't suspect to find someone cutting themselves up in a classroom. It would be normal to run into that in the showers, bathroom, or during a room check. "Thanks" he said and even though Jas had her arm and started walking her back in the classroom well Tanner stood near now to aide Jasper really because he was the one with the upper hand in this situation.
They had a case of a mood disorder obviously, and he hated to go about putting someone in isolation, but he was thinking once they got this further sorted out he’d identify the blonde and stick her on watch in isolation. No more bloody classrooms there was one of those not to too long ago with some crazy people by the names of Aleski and Cameron. Different story but she was going about doing the same damn thing that they did only to herself. ”Should of just cooperated” he muttered under his breath and opened the classroom door again.
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Post by elizabeth rae michaels on Feb 8, 2012 23:46:01 GMT -5
♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ llie felt someone grab onto her arm and she pulled against it. They didn’t hold onto her arm roughly, but just enough that she couldn’t rip her arm out of their grasp without hurting herself. She didn’t exactly want to hurt herself, she just wanted to die. She heard him mention sedation and sighed. She was looking at the ground. She didn’t want to see what they were thinking. Probably exactly what her brother would be.
 hat she was disgusting, useless, worthless, and never going to amount to anything. That’s what he always told her anyways. She heard the one from earlier talk and she looked up at him before rolling her eyes. She hated him right now. It was all her fault that she was still here. His fault that she was still alive and breathing. His fault that she hadn’t finally succeeded. Maybe if she had cut somewhere else she would be fine.
 aybe if she had cut her wrist instead of just letting the blade cut into her hand would have helped. When they led her back into the classroom she sighed. She heard the one security guard mumble about her cooperating and she shook her head. “Next time just let me die” she shot right back before sitting on a desk and holding her hand in her lap. She looked at the blood that was still pooling in her hand and smiled. If only she had lost enough. Then she would feel better. She wouldn’t feel as…. Worthless. She would have finally succeeded in doing something.
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tags :;: janet with tanner
muse :;: muse is high
music :;: my bosses talking
notes :;: totally suicidal
clothing :;: here
credits :;: A ROCKET TO THE ELLE @ caution 2.0 steal and she will take her rocket and stuff it in your... mouth. Yes, your mouth. =D Do not remove any credit, including the image at the end. Lyrics belong to Escape the Fate. |
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Post by tanner jaymes christianson on Feb 12, 2012 16:38:38 GMT -5
MY JAW DROPPED DOWN, MY MIND STARTS SPINNING
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Jasper had been a big help with helping him stitch up the blonde before him that tried to escape him and life. He knew life got time sometimes, but he wondered what her story was and why she wanted to stick the knife in her hand so bad. If he was trying to kill himself he wouldn’t have been a little smarter and hit an important vain or something of that nature, because the nineteen year old had studied some of these disorders somewhat and what to look for. It was kind of crucial to the job in his given opinion. To go into a situation and blank...well that happened, but to go into a situation and be completely blind to the matter at hand...well what kind of guard was he?
Obviously, the girl was here, because someone cared, but he didn’t prejudge the situation. Someone sent her here to get better and that was more then he could say for her attempt to try. Hawthorne Academy, well wasn’t exactly cheap you were dealing with a bunch of insane people and you had to have well good people here to be willing to work with them. Though for some that wasn’t the case. Tanner fit that bill. He wanted to help them and work here because he cared. The money was just a bonus to pay bills and shit he needed to handle. That was why most people went out and worked anyhow.
The words next time let me die didn’t sit well with the man’s stomach. It made him kind of ill and he felt like rather disgusted by them, but he couldn’t give the girl what she wanted. Next time...next time. Yeah, no. ”I don’t think so” he said shaking his head. ”I’m going to ask you to please stand up?” he said standing right next to the opening of the desk. The statement....he couldn’t chance it he was going to have to take this young girl to isolation where the nurses and guards could watch over her for awhile. He was going to leave the amount of time open. Until she could fool someone into her being okay or they saw progress.
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Post by elizabeth rae michaels on Feb 13, 2012 1:06:45 GMT -5
♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ llie sighed and kicked her feet back in forth while the one security guard stitched her up. She bit her lip and rolled her eyes when he finally finished and walked off. Of course. Everything someone could ever do for her, even caring would only take minutes. Her own family didn’t care so she didn’t think these strangers would. Hopefully this other one would just walk off and leave her alone. She could only hope.
 ust as she had deeply hoped for, of course it wouldn’t come true. He asked her to stand up she looked at him confused before shaking her head. He wasn’t going to let her kill herself, so he should let her just be alone. She believe that he should let her do whatever she wanted, but why did they even care.
llie shook her head. “Why can’t I just go to my room?” she asked before leaning to the other side of the desk. She couldn’t get out unless she went towards him and that wasn’t the point. “Just go. Obviously I’m not going to do anything” she said before looking down. She had a few stitches in her hand now and some blood on her clothing.
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tags :;: janet with tanner
muse :;: muse is high
music :;: my bosses talking
notes :;: totally suicidal
clothing :;: here
credits :;: A ROCKET TO THE ELLE @ caution 2.0 steal and she will take her rocket and stuff it in your... mouth. Yes, your mouth. =D Do not remove any credit, including the image at the end. Lyrics belong to Escape the Fate. |
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Post by tanner jaymes christianson on Feb 13, 2012 1:34:07 GMT -5
MY JAW DROPPED DOWN, MY MIND STARTS SPINNING
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Tanner watched her kick and kind of squirm or whatever as Jas did his work. He needed to learn how to do that so he didn’t have to bother Jasper with it all the time and what not. He also needed to remember he was the one in charge of the situation and instead of asking he needed to take action. Obviously, this girl was stubborn and he needed to be harder on her. He was hard on other people he found to be crazy. He was just trying to be civil and hoping that realizing he was some sort of authority she’d give up and in to that?
When he asked her to stand up she shook her head and he rolled his eyes a little at the situation. ”Miss I’m not going to ask you again stand up” he said getting a little more stern. He didn’t want any further trouble but obviously she did! Tanner just stood there and waited but if he needed the boy would grab her arm if it was absolutely necessary.
”Because, you’re defiant and I don’t believe you when you say you’re not going to do anything, plus you asked me to just let you die..no miss you’re going to isolation where we can keep a better eye on you” he said reaching for her arm. ”Now, get up lets go...or I’ll sedate you and we can do it that way.”
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