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Post by maria marie deangelo on Feb 12, 2012 22:10:54 GMT -5
flowers in the water, but I'm just his, [/size][/color] ( DAUGHTER WALKING ON AN ICY GRAVE)- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -  [/center] Maria Marie DeAngelo shivered in the cold air. Sure some would call her stupid for not wearing a jacket in this crisp weather, but the young Latina had other things on her mind. She needed to see those lost souls in the graveyard. Lonely and without love. The dead and the hurt never scared Marie, she loved them. Not that they were dead or hurt, but because they needed care in the world, and she believed she needed to be part of that love. The girl was called crazy before, and many people have tried to put her into therapy because of her crazy ideas, but it wasn't something that could be fixed, She believed it, to her it wasn't crazy at all.
she knelt down in front of a grave. ' Here lies Amy Drew Davenport. Beloved daughter. 1999-2012.' Marie frowned and brushed some snow off the top of the headstone, before kissing it gently and saying a small prayer in Spanish. She set down a little dolly and her last rose. "Rest in piece little one." For a seventeen year old the small blonde didn't look so, or act so. She was very childish, and many liked to blame the fact that her father locked her up. Marie however acted the way she did, because it was her, she was happy believe it or not.
Or, at least when the dark voices stayed away. She liked it better when she heard her moms voice, Tyler's, and occasionally she would hear Casper, though she had much more closure with his leave. she smiled at the thought of him. She always carried a picture of her family, and his letter, never letting those things go. She'd rather die then ever lose them. The blonde pulled off her backpack, opening it up and digging through it taking out an only slightly crumpled piece of paper. she set her bag down and opened it, seeing her bothers handwriting. She kissed it softly. Kisses made everything better. soon though an unexpected wind came in making Marie shiver. the letter slipping from her hands. She let out a loud cry. "Casper!" She screamed running after the letter. It was her last link to him, if she lost it...who knows what she would do.
She ran faster, making grabs towards it but missing, tears filling her eyes. Though while one is running in an icy graveyard, one should pay attention to where one is running. She didn't see the patch of ice in front of her, this then causing dear Marie to slip and fall. she felt herself slide and smack onto her back, hitting her head on the ice. She paid no attention that she was out of breath, she just sat there coughing and crying. She lost the letter she read over and over for comfort, she lost her brother. Or so she thought.
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Post by casper felix deangelo on Feb 12, 2012 23:17:56 GMT -5
stop there and let me
correct it.
I wanna live life from a
new perspective. [/size][/center][/i]
Casper Felix DeAngelo, had been at the school leaning against his car and smoking and then he saw the blonde Latina go off and instead of taking his car like a smart person it was kind of weird he stalked his own sister to her destinations. The one being the graveyard... it was kind of creepy how she was alone. How the fuck did the school let the go off campus alone and wonder everywhere? Did they have to tell them where they were going. Sure it’d be a bit of a contradiction because he’d kind of fuck with some progress being made at Hawthorne by selling them drugs. Yeah, he wanted Marie to get better but he liked making money..it was kind of a fucked situation.
The girl knelt down in front of a tomb stone and he smiled watching her. ”What a sweetheart” he said as he smoothed out his shirt and leaned up against a tree in the distance. He didn’t want to scare her and what not. She didn’t know where he was and he didn’t know she was being watched and scaring her when he finally got to see her again wouldn’t exactly be proper and he enjoyed watching her, because she was cute and he was watching her to learn about her again a little bit. He could hear mutters of what she was saying but he wasn’t able to make the words out because it was dark, slightly breezy, and the tomb stone was in the way a bit, but she emerged looking happy.
Casper’s little spy had done good with letting him know Marie was in Haven. It was kind of creepy how people could do that and spy on other people, but anything was manageable and it wasn’t like he was a bad guy or anything like that. He watched her pull a note out her back pocket and wondered what it was and he saw her kiss it and it wasn’t until she dropped it and screamed his name he knew that was his not from about eight or nine years ago. She was running and he was watching her hoping she’d catch it and not fall. Haven compared to Miami was cold and she already wasn’t wearing a jacket and there was ice about. He instantly felt like an ass because that was all she had of him and now it was blowing away. Casper followed it with his eyes for a moment and it kind of blew a little out of her eye site and well he managed to catch up with it picking it up as he watched her fall. ”Fuck” he muttered and briskly stood up.
Instantly he rushed to her side and bit his lip. What was he supposed to say Marie are you okay and freak her out. It looked like she hit her head and he took her hand carefully. ”Are you okay?” he asked in a comforting tone making sure he saw no blood he didn’t want to lift her head and hurt her anymore then she was hurt. The boy was nervous this was his little sister here! It was his fault in a way he got hurt. He held the note for her and waited for the pretty young lady to respond. To hear his sisters voice for the first time in years although it’d be pained...he missed it.
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Post by maria marie deangelo on Feb 12, 2012 23:44:17 GMT -5
flowers in the water, but I'm just his, [/size][/color] ( DAUGHTER WALKING ON AN ICY GRAVE)- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - [/center] Marie's heart was broken, that letter was all that was left of her brother Casper, sure at times she would hear his voice, but that was from memory, unlike her mother and Tyler's voice. she just sat still, her back on the ice, and the tears falling down her face. ' Oh sweetheart! don;t cry! He's not gone forever.' Her mothers soothing voice told her softly. she couldn't smile though, because it hurt so much. The voices in her head were going insane, which usually happened when she was sad, or angry. She was waiting for the sharp and hurtful words from the mean voices. The creepy darklings. that's what she called those voices.
She felt someone take her hand and opened her eyes, her vision was a little blurry so she blinked a few times. She heard his voice and paused for a moment, just staring at the mans face with confusion. she looked at the letter and smiled, taking it. She scooted up, swaying back a little and touching her head before sighing and looking at the boy again. She pulled her hand away and tilted her head. His face was familiar, older, much older. He had grown a lot from what she remembered, but she could tell who it was. It wasn't hard for her to recognize her family. She lifted her hands to his face and touched his cheeks. Then she pinched them and poked them. Tilting her head from side to side, her brows furrowed from thinking. Then, the girl smiled. A bright and beautiful smile.
"Casper! For a second there you had me thinking I was even more insane than I already am!" She smiled again, letting a little giggle escape her lips. To many others this would be life changing and utterly shocking to find their brother again. To Marie, it was another event in her life. don't get her wrong, she was the happiest of the happy, but it wasn't totally mind blowing. "I'm perfectly perfect now with a side of a splitting headache. How are you?" She smiled at him once more.
Okay so the girl hadn't paid attention to the cold until now. she shivered and held her stick arms around herself, trying to stay warm. "Sure is..chilly..out here." She couldn't help but giggle at the sound of her teeth chattering together. Nothing really made the girl sad. Minus a few things here and there.
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Post by casper felix deangelo on Feb 13, 2012 0:25:30 GMT -5
stop there and let me
correct it.
I wanna live life from a
new perspective. [/size][/center][/i]
The older boy was honestly touched that his little sister kept that letter with him. It was so cute and sweet and somewhat silly, but it was great to know she was holding on. Now, he had it and he couldn’t help but glance at it smile and kiss it and then all of that happened and he had to rush to be sure she was alright. It just made that note so much more special though. Finally, the DeAngelo’s well the two of them were back in one place. It felt great to have family back really in a world so big Casper hadn’t felt so alone and he couldn’t imagine how she felt from time to time. He never forgave himself for leaving her, but he couldn’t manage to protect both of them from the world. He wasn’t a super hero all that would have been cool. It may have been able to work, but she turned out great in his opinion from what he saw.
Casper kind of expect that Marie wouldn’t be able to really see straight. and he didn’t expect her too, but he really did hope she didn’t crack her head open or anything on the ice. He was staring at her as she stared at him confused. She then smiled and sat up and as she swayed and reached up touching her forehead he put a hand on her back to keep her steady. ”Whoa easy” he said biting his lip. She pry had no idea who he was, but that was okay, because e was lending a helping hand to her like a good big brother would and he wanted to. They could get to it all later. She seemed to be studying his face and he couldn’t help but smile and chuckle. He just stayed quiet and she touched his face and his smile grew wider and at her seeing the smile spread across his face. ”Hello” he said figuring she guessed who he was.
Then she said his name which clarified it all. ”You’re not insane...I don’t believe it for a second you’re Marie” he said chuckling a little bit again. He was happy he didn’t have to explain really who he was and that she just knew. ”Found you” he said giving her a light hug because well she had a headche and he didn’t want to hurt her. ”Shouldn’t be running on ice...” he said and kissed her cheek pulling away looking over his little sister again she was so thin it was almost scary to him, but this was a happy moment and he didn’t want to bring her down.
The girl was shivering now after falling on the ice and even commenting on how cold it was. ”Well, you’re not in Florida anymore silly” he said looking over all the pink. ”Matching and wearing bright and nice clothes are only good if you can’ stay comfy” he said sliding off his jacket and held out a sleeve for her to put her arm through. ”Let’s get your butt off the ice cause I can’t give you my pants..” he joked and waited to help her further.
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Post by maria marie deangelo on Feb 13, 2012 1:08:44 GMT -5
flowers in the water, but I'm just his, [/size][/color] ( DAUGHTER WALKING ON AN ICY GRAVE)- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - [/center] He was very attractive. That was another thing that came to her mind. she thought him to be very handsome. He had the looks of his family, but then the way he dressed was different. she eyed him again and smiled. When he kept her from falling she let out a small sigh. His touch was nice, it wasn't the mean touch she had felt from a DeAngelo male for so many years. It was gentle and warm. She loved her brother, and she didn't care that he left her. She knew why he left, and was alright with it, because he could have died if he stayed with their father. As long as others were safe and happy. that was all that mattered to Marie. Sure ignoring herself was bad, but she didn't really care, because making others happy was her goal in life right now. It made her happy to see others smiling, and when they weren't she fixed it, and when she couldn't she was upset.
His voice was handsome too. It was like melting chocolate. Soothing and sweet. "Hi." she waved at him, grinning like a fool. when he said she wasn't insane she let a giggle escape. "You may think so, but I am. I was clinically diagnosed with Schizophrenia. something about how daddy's rape and abuse made my mind start hearing voices, but I heard them before. I heard momma's and Tyler's and now I hear daddies, but his are creepy." she smiled at him. It was nothing to her, talking about it. It was normal, and she didn't know how to filter her thoughts. "It's like my boyfriend..Skye..He see's people though..he saw his mommy after she died, then his daddy when he was killed, and then his little brother when he was taken away." she stopped then, and frowned. "Oh..I hope he's okay with me telling you that. I don't want him to get upset." She pouted and stared at the ground, spacing out for a moment. just because that was how she was. Loopy and a bit out of it.
she smiled and hugged her brother back, he was warm, and he smelled good. "You did. And I'm happy about it. 'Cause now I have my big brother again." she smiled and kissed his cheek back after he spoke about the ice. "I forget...and I almost lost my letter from you. I can't lose my letter from you. I would have been heart broken. but now you are here!" she smiled again. She loved that he was here again. When he took off his Jacket to give it to her she giggled. "I forgot my coat..lil Rayne liked it so I let him take a nap in it." Of course Marie never actually saw little Rayne, but she didn't care. He was as real as the voices in her head were. that was very real in her mind. She stood up and held the coat close to her, fixing her yellow Pikachu hat and smiling up at her brother. " Can we get hot cocoa Casper?"
All she wanted to do right now was spend time with her brother, and hug him forever.
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Post by casper felix deangelo on Feb 13, 2012 2:20:29 GMT -5
stop there and let me
correct it.
I wanna live life from a
new perspective. [/size][/center][/i]
Marie was a very pretty young lady that was what he got from his features and she looked like his mother from what he remembered and that made him kind of smile. When she sighed he raised a brow a little. ”You alright” he asked out of habit. He just wanted to be sure they were alright. and more importantly this was his little sister., but she seemed alright. He should have went back to the fragile little Latina, but even the life style he was living was troublesome. He went from one place to getting beat from having to watch over his damn shoulder. It wasn’t the best life he made for himself, but he didn’t plan on living it like this forever. He had one piece of his puzzle back and in front of him and he couldn’t jeopardize losing that. He kind of lightly rubbed her back a little bit not in a bad way but comforting. ”Do we need to go see a doctor maybe...?” he asked not trying to say she was bad off, but what he was saying was well he wanted to make sure that fall didn’t cause damage. He leaned back a little peering at her head some he didn’t see any blood which was a relief.
The way she said hi giggled and waved just made his smile widen across his face. She was so cute and it made him kind of laugh a little as well. ”I’ve missed you” Then he listened to her talk and kind of listen to what they diagnosed her with and the daddy and the rape it kind of pained him to hear that. He let out a deep breath so mad at himself now. What kind of brother left her to have her father tough her and having her father’s their...father’s voice in her head that was a fucked situation. ”I’m sorry Marie” he said his voice kind of choked out a bit because he wanted to get beat the living shit out of their father...no he wouldn’t be able to do it alone, but he had some friend in low places and a low smirk crossed his face. Low places..he wondered what prison his dad was in....and what prisons his friends in low places were in. Karma was a bitch sometimes. ”Keep Tyler’s voice with you and Mommy’s but hopefully you won’t hear dads anymore...” he said looking over at the tombstones and let his smirk fade. It was horrible when you had thoughts like this. ”Boyfriend?” well he shouldn’t be surprised to be snapped out by that word she was a really pretty girl. Well, clinically people could pry call her insane, but he brought his hand to her face. ”I don’t what they say clinically you’re still Marie and you’re still my sister..I don’t care what you got diagnosed with you are always going to be normal in my eyes”
”You’ve always had a big brother...I just couldnt find you for awhile..” she said kind of chuckling at that. ”I was up in New York, and well it doesn’t matter because you’re here and I’m here and I’m not going away this time promise” he said smiling at her. Then she went on about the letter and he lightly pinched her cheek. ”It’s cute that you kept it” he said happily. Then she explained why she didn’t have a coat and well that was nice of her right to let her boyfriends...little brother’s persona...nap in it. ”Ah, well have you no more jackets?” he asked figuring it was bad to only have one and maybe she needed more. He stood up and offered her his hands looking at the hat. He needed to catch up on trends. ”Of course we can” he said ready to help her out. It would be nice to just spend quality time with her because he longed for the chance to just hold her and spend time with her again.
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Post by maria marie deangelo on Feb 18, 2012 23:34:33 GMT -5
flowers in the water, but I'm just his, [/size][/color] ( DAUGHTER WALKING ON AN ICY GRAVE)- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - [/center] Marie giggled once more and nodded. she liked how cringe and protective he was. It was sweet, cute and nice to feel loved and cared for. sure Skye showed her care, but this was her Familia. she smiled and nodded. "I'm fine..just..wow..this is a lot." she giggled again, looking at him with a bright smile. she loved her brother and would never let go. When he mentioned hospital she shook her head. "No..No I'm fine..just a little bruise. No need for that." She hated being in hospitals. at least when SHE was the one being treated. They were icky with her. she however was okay with being in them when she was giving away toys to children, and flowers to others.she loved making others happy, no matter what. She wasn't happy unless others were. It broke her heart to see them unhappy. Her smile returned when he said he missed her. She loved to hear that, and never heard it before. "Oh Casper, I missed you too..we have to catch upon a lot of things. and do all those sibling things!" she smiled and hugged him again.
Well then after she had said all those things, he seemed a little upset, and a frown showed on Marie's face when he said he was sorry. She shook her head and looked at him. "don't be..things happen,..and they make people stronger right? so it's kinda a good thing?" [/b]That's true wasn't it? Hard times made someone stronger, so it was better now. That;s what she thought, but it wouldn't make her stronger until she fought the anorexia, and got better. after she got through everything Only then would it be better. she watched her brother closely, noting the smirk and tilted her head. wondering what on earth he was thinking about. 'Oh don't worry sis..just let him think. a boys mind is a mystery, best kept a mystery. trust me..I know.' she giggled a little at Tyler's voice before covering her mouth. "Sorry..Tyler says Hi." She nodded at what he said next. She would keep their voices close, but she knew Her father's would stay. "I will." She smiled and leaned up, kissing his cheek.
She nodded at him and smiled. "Mhm. I have me a boyfriend..he's amazing. We just started dating..but I helped him get better before. I gave him lots of kisses when he was sad. 'cause kisses make everything better right? That's why at the end of the day momma always gave us kisses and told us we'd grow up and be happy." she played with her hat. she smiled at Casper's touch and closed her eyes for a moment, resting her cheek against his hand. "I love you big brother." She walked up to him and hugged him again. She never got hugs, so she would take as many as she could. It meant the world to her that he accepted her, and didn't push her away like so many others. Marie smiled when he said she always had a brother. "I know..but for awhile there..I thought I'd never see you again." she smiled at him weakly before listening. "Oh..New York..it sounds lovely there..though..I think I want to live somewhere relaxing. Maybe a beach-side in Cali." She laughed. shaking her head she laughed. "No..It's not cute..i'm not cute." she blushed at it. she never knew how to take complements. The only ones she got..were..well from her father..in a not so nice way. So she never was really fond of them. Marie shrugged. "I have more..I just didn't feel like going back to my room and getting it." She smiled and nodded. "I know just the place."
she took Casper's hand and laughed dragging him after her as she rushed out of the cemetery, watching out for anymore ice patches. She stopped to take a breath when the were closer to town. A dizzy spell reaching her for a second, but she pushed it aside, acting as if it never happened. When she made it to the diner she smiled. [color=FF1CAE"Tada!"[/b] She giggled breathlessly before walking in. "Ah! Marie! so good to see you. I've been wanting to tell you those cupcakes you let me sell here.. absolutely amazing. gone in a day!" Marie laughed and walked up to the man in an apron giving him a hug. "Hi billy. that's good to hear! I can make more if you want..I mean..as long as your customers are happy." she smile at the bigger man as he laughed. "Only if you want sweetly." Marie looked at her brother then to the man. "Oh..billy..this is my brother..Casper..this is billy. Now is it okay if I make hot cocoa in the back?" She asked so sweetly. billy chuckled in reply and bowed. "As you wish little lady." Yeah. Marie got things easily by being charming and cute. she didn't do it on purpose. It usually just happened. She made her homemade cinnamon cocoa with whip cream on top and a touch of cinnamon and cocoa powder on top. she walked back to a table and smiled. "My own cocoa just for us. along with some cupcakes!"
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Post by casper felix deangelo on Feb 22, 2012 13:04:24 GMT -5
stop there and let me
correct it.
I wanna live life from a
new perspective. [/size][/center][/i]
Casper raised his brow when she said that this was a lot and he well kept squatting by her. ”What is a lot?” he asked curiously. The boy was just happy to have her back in his life and after years and years, yeah if she meant this by them he could see her point it was kind of a lot. She said she was fine or well that there was no need for the hospital so he nodded. ”Alright, just as long as you are sure” he said kind of standing up slowly. He wasn’t a fan of hospitals either. ”Here give me your hands I’ll help you up” he said offering her both of his hands to do so, because he didn’t want her to up and fall again and there may be a chance she was dizzy upon standing once again. He did this after of course they exchanges miss you’s. ”Yes, we have so much to catch up on I am sure” he said and he agreed. ”And all that sibling stuff like movies, board games, and teasing you to make up for lost time” he joked on the last part.
Casper was upset that he left her behind and that all those bad things happened to her. What was baffling though was her just coming out and admitting it so easily. That confused the male it really did. ”He should have never touched you” was all he had to say about that. He wasn’t trying to show anger, but he really hated him. Now his father would come to pay for his actions and he wouldn’t care...after all the things the children went through in that home...he would get his. How could he touch Marie like that? Casper understood him, because he was a male and well he couldn’t take it..that was why he left, but he was stronger than Marie. It was just sick. She giggled a little and that snapped him out of his thoughts to look at her curious. He smiled when she said Tyler said hi. ”Tell him I said hello” he said and licked his lips. ”Good” he said happily.
The older DeAngelo, listened to his sister intently and smiled at her explanation and how she brought her mother. It did sound very much accurate to him. ”Well, I’m glad you can be there for him, because everyone needs someone” he said and he nodded. ”Yeah, like mama said and did” he said kind of thinking of his mothers angelic like being. He missed her so. ”I love you little sister” he said his thumb lovingly stroking her cheek as she closed her eyes. She then walked up to him and hugged him again and he smiled wider at the embrace just holding her close. Not tight, because he didn’t want to hurt her see was so thing and tiny too him. ”I’m sorry I gave you that impression” he said not meaning to. ”I knew I’d come looking for you always...” he said because it was fact. ”I am glad it didn’t take me longer than it had I really missed you and you’ve grown up to be a really pretty young lady” and then he listened to what she had to say about New York and Cali. ”All the way in California hmm?” he asked thinking about it. ”You have to take me with you” he teased but he was serious. ”You are too” he said firmly. ”Ah, well you can keep mine unless I need to borrow it or something” he said with a chuckle. ”Alright, I’ll follow your lead”
He pretended to stumble along as she dragged him, but he stopped after a while, because he knew the humor in it would only last for so long. The town wasn’t so bad. He hoped Kai was at home doing alright. He had made sure the locks were fine before leaving her alone, being that she had a passed her he didn’t want her alone there scared and well he left her his gun if she needed it. Yes, Casper had a gun he was a dealer.. They walked in to this diner and he smiled at the tada and the man saying something about her cupcakes. ”Ah, we have a baker on our hands” he said proud. ”I’ll have to invest in bake gear, because I’m going to need to try these cupcakes..well me and Kai” he smiled at the introduction. ”It’s nice to meet you Billy” he said and followed her into the back wondering how Billy thought of his sister, but didn’t put too much thought into it because he didn’t want to get overly brotherly and ruin their night. ”Ah, I think you’re trying to spoil me...aren’t I supposed to do that to you?” he asked and then blew on his hot cocoa a little bit he didn’t want to take a drink yet and burn his mouth so he kind of just tried to get the whip cream some getting on his nose and he felt it, but left it there for amusement.
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