Misery Loves Company [Alex]

[justin elijah nickerson]

it was another boring day at school. Filled with boredom and then some more boredom cause that clearly wasn't enough boredom to push someone over the edge and have them showing up with a shotgun acting like the school was some kinda video game and scoring points was vital. Actually, Justin was surprised that hadn't happened yet. Okay, so there was that massacre that one time but surely they were due for another bout of uncontrollable violence. Whatever, he wasn't complaining. Quiet was good.. But boring too.

He came into the empty room. He didn't know where his roommates were nor did he care in the slightest. It was just after school so who even knows where they might be. He threw his bag on the floor and practically fell into bed, still hoping for something crazy to happen. Like maybe the bed might collapse or he'd be so uncomfortable that he'd check and find a magic pea under the bed and grow a beanstalk and steal up a gold egg laying goose or whatever. Anything would be better than this.

He closed his eyes when nothing immediately happened. The sun was shinning into the room but daylight never bothered him before. He just laid there, wondering what he could do to make things interesting again because so far it seemed like everyone else was having more fun than him. Even his crazy sister Anna had more of a life than he did and that was not okay. It was suppose to be the other way around.

Maybe if he just keeps his eyes shut he could just pretend he was dead cause even that would be more interesting than this. He stayed so perfectly still, even his miscreant hand was behaving itself. Yeah it might occasional reach out even when he was all quiet like this but right now it was perfectly still which was only slightly odd.

You'd think they'd make the place more exciting even if it was just to keep the crazies in line. Surely boredom would encourage them to do much worse things so really they should plan stuff to keep them busy, right? It made sense and yet here he was being anti-social and practically wishing for death just so he'd get out of another dull day. Maybe that shot gun idea wasn't so bad except he'd just shoot himself instead and put him out of his own misery... Yeah right. Justin was definitely far from suicidal.

[alexander james cavalier]

alexander james cavalier, well he was actually attending his classes now because his days filled with drugs weren't current to him anymore. the eighteen year old blonde was slowly trying a somewhat different approach at life. however, he could very much still be an asshole. today was such a bore though and the school day sadly yet seemingly seemed to drag out. alex was not too fond of the six to seven hours he spent learning different subjects some of which had no benefit to his future. that was something the young man had yet to figure out. the exact details of where the hell he was going with his life after hawthorne academy in haven maine. texas, well he never really wanted to go back there it would remind him of the days where he spent with victoria and connor jean. the memories werent flattering because he had messed it all up. the one person in his life that was sticking as of right now was melina.

"key key key" he muttered to himself feeling his pockets for the shape. he smiled as he found it figuring he would be unlocking the door but it ended up locking which meant? the boy now unlocked the door to see justin nickerson lying on his bed. it had been some time sense he really found himself coming into contact with his roommate. "hey there freak" he joked liking to stir stuff up a little it as what made this room fun or at least had in the past of sharing a room with the sixteen year old with the alienated like hand.

the daylight somewhat shown over his face as alex let his bag fall off his arm with a thud. the younger guy looked to be concentrating and normally alex would do things to further distract the boy but he was well withdrawing himself slightly more lately from being a pain in the ass. "everything alright there bud?" yeah bud...he wasnt sure if that was the correct word to describe a relationship between him and justin, but it ran with the sentence nice so he went with it. he sat down on his bed slipping off his shoes as he awaited some sort of response.

the blonde then laid back on his bed his hands beneath his head looking up at the cieling a yawn escaping his lips. then a chuckle came about next. he was so bored he was yawning and looking up at nothing. "we need to hang something up on our roof its so dull" he said bringing on and idea when it came down to them needing something to stare at up there. some people had cool ideas of what can be put up on the cieling to look at. he let it consume his thoughts for a bit and then sighed.

alex began to whistle for a moment and then he turned over on his side looking at justin. "do you got any cool games or something?" he asked quirking a brow. he wasnt really the video game type but the eighteen year old was bored! sure he could go hang out with melina, but the young man was maybe looking for something different? a friend...hanging out with a guy. it was something that hadn't happened in some time and what better candidate? they were friends right? he couldnt remember the last time they even talked, but it was worth a shot.

[justin elijah nickerson]

Justin could vaguely hear the sounds outside the door as he stayed where he was, just lying perfectly still and not at all worried about trying to show the world he still existed. He didn't even care right now. The boy was in a state of complete disinterest. He heard the door open but did nothing to respond to it. Even when the odd greeting came, Justin just stayed perfectly still and lifeless. He just honestly couldn't find a single ounce of will to bring himself to respond.

His eyes closed and his breathing so slowed that he didn't seem to move at all. He didn't look like he was sleeping though, hell, he didn't look like he was there at all. Maybe this was what meditating was like. Just being so far removed from the world that you'd forget you were even in it. Yeah, that sounds philosophical enough to be believed.

Usually he'd come up with a remark to the things Alex said but right now he just didn't seem to care at all. So much so that the guy actually asked if everything was alright. Clearly this required a response, a word, a gesture.. Something, anything but Justin gave him nothing. Maybe it was like a new game he was trying. See how long he could last with ignore Alex and the rest of the world.. but then in truth, Alex was always difficult to ignore after a while. The guy always seemed to find a way to be heard or seen or just plain noticed. He was good at that.. Maybe Justin just needed to learn how to be good at that too.

The roof? Did he mean the ceiling? Probably but Justin made no moved to respond even to that. What was the term.. Oh yeah, he was out of fucks to give. Unfortunately this seemed to apply to every single aspect of his life right now. Everything just sucked in a boring way to a point where he just couldn't even bring himself to try and improve or fix it.

Alex didn't seem to get the hint though.. Wait, hint of what? What was he trying to say? He didn't even know. He just didn't feel like doing life right now. Still, the guy was talking and Justin just sighed, giving up completely cause pretending he didn't exist obviously wasn't working. Maybe he should have left a note on the door to his soul. Yeah, that'd work.

“Justin's not hear right now, nor does he give a fuck about the ceiling or games,” he said speaking in third person, still not moving and just laying there with his eyes closed, looking half-dead.

[alexander james cavalier]

silence...that was what the room was surrounded with right now. one could hear a damn pen drop if they were to walk in and drop one right now. although, the room was carpeted so that too would be a small sound but one none the less. usually justin wasnt one to be silent especially with alex around. surely he attempted to ignore him when he was sucked in and consumed to that computer of his but today the young man was just lying there wrestless and soundless. was he like asleep or something? the sixteen year old wouldnt sleep in pants he was sure but then again he was a little different? though he was never completely mute. however, all of alex's attempts at communication with his roommate would seemingly fail.

alexander was standing momentarily watching as justin seemed somewhat at peace and almost like he was asleep really...it was quite fooling. he watched as his stomach rose and fell slowly and bit his lip wondering if the guy had a rough day at school today and he was being rude by interrupting a resting period or a nap if you will. he was by no means trying to show his roommate disrespect or any disregard...well despite calling him a freak, because that was all in good fun, but alex in turn would not want to be awoken from his beauty rest.

alex was in an up right position hoping for even a slight groan but stared at him blankly when he said nothing. "fuckin' school" he whispered and wondered what justin may have done or endeered to be so sleepy because rest assured alex found or was convinced he was in a state of sleep! though if he found this to be a game alex would be annoyed because well it would be petty crap. alex had not bothered alex in some time and both times he had led to some sexual encounter but was amusing...he with his foot pushed aside his shoes to under his bed a bit so he wouldnt get up and trip...being that he would possibly forget about the two solid shoes momentarily.

the ceiling was what he meant..it needed some gracious art work like a naked laday or something. it would be something the two could admire if they were ever having a little fun with their hand and needed an extra jolt or could bring sweet dreams upon them. what a splendid idea alex though it truly was! he fully intended to carry it out as well! it could also be a cure to a deadly disease teens like alex and justin faced...what was that one may be curious? boredom! teens practically died every day from boredom it was horrid!

surely alex was on a roll when it came to flapping his jaws and talking to justin, but sense he hadnt responded he layed there silently as he allowed random thoughts to consume his brain. then he heard a sigh which peaked his interest it meant that there was life over on the bed nearby. though not enough life to speak. his head had rolled over on his pillow glancing to see if he stirred or he could see yes sauntering his way as well...there was nothing.

finally justin spoke up and alex cocked his head to the side at his words. "well justin you didnt have to be an asshole alls you had to say was you didnt feel like talking or acknowledge it some how...jeez" he rolled his eyes. it was someones time of the month that much was clear...that or someone was in desperate need of affection. that could very well be the answer to justins little silent game or attitude problem.

[justin elijah nickerson]

It was true, Justin usually couldn't resist a snappy come back or a blatant insult but he wasn't saying either of those things right now. He wasn't trying to ignore Alex or anything. He was just trying to ignore the world and Alex happened to be in it. It was just lonely as hell and boring with no real friends to talk to and that was just starting to get to him.

It was nice though. Him not really thinking about anything at all and that hand not causing a fuss and just doing nothing to annoy him or anyone else. He wasn't even thinking about that though. Just enjoying a moment of actual peace. Maybe clearing his mind really could work.

Fucking school. Yeah, he agreed with that but he didn't say anything. Alex was actually trying to talk to him which was nice but then Justin just wasn't feeling like talking right now.. Everything just sucked in his opinion.

He just sighed like he had given up on life or something. It was beyond simple defeatism. He was actually close to just being done with all of it. Except there was no way out of it at all. He couldn't go home in the middle of the school year. He had responsibilities, his sister being the main one. He had to look out for her, except she didn't need him anymore.. No one did.. No one needed Justin. He was alone and without a purpose and it was kind of depressing.. Hm.. Yeah.. maybe that was it.. Except Justin would never figure it out but technically that was kind of what this was, wasn't it? Some kind of mild depression or whatever cause he felt all alone and no one needed him and he didn't really have his own friends, just kind of floated around doing nothing in particular.

He bit his lip, almost pouting and actually looking like a sad little kid for a moment, almost like he might cry but that wasn't really his thing. Usually the things that Alex said didn't offend him or anything but he just wasn't even feeling like being around anyone right now. Everything just sucked and he felt like it was all pressing down on him and sometimes.. If he thought about it enough.. He felt like he couldn't breathe. Of course he never told any of the counsellors or doctors any of this. Why would he? It was stupid anyway.

He could have responded to Alex's statement but he didn't know what to say anyway. He wasn't being an asshole on purpose. He just wasn't feeling right for some reason. So instead he just moved over to pull the blankets over himself until he was completely covered from head to toe. It was stupid but he was kinda just hiding from the world right now, all curled up in a ball under the blankets like some weird kid. [[OOC: and yes it's totally a depression thing which was expected cause all the crap he has to deal with in his life and it's been slowly starting since before I left XD but now it's like more obvious <3]]

[alexander james cavalier]

the young adult could not help but be curious at to why there were blatant disregard to his presence. the blonde boy was baffled and well that did not happen to often the young man being baffled, but today with justin nickerson his roommate which was known to have some sort of snide or snap back there was nothing. how could one not be puzzled at such a thing, but also it struck up curiosity, because he did in fact speak briefly in a rude matter to the boy. well not like that wasn’t perfectly normal the two have them had kind of been at one another’s throats sense they first met. though justin was lucky enough to have alex at a sort of nice strike when it came time to the boy moving in he helped him drag in all his crap and at least he had tried to kind of be a good roommate.

mister nickerson, despite his hand seemed a little too normal for alex though...there was bound to be something that ended up messing the boy up..especially in this fucked up school! this was a place in his personal opinion for those who were loony and their victims...those who became loony due to those that already were. alexander had messed up a few people on his days of prodding around the school for some interesting soul to fuck up, but more recently he was actually attempting to help one soul and her name was milena. the girl was different to him and some how despite everything he had done and that she had seemingly been through the girl was still there and he was still there when well the other needed the other.

as justin sighed you can catch a small snicker escaping alex’s lips and or throat. the eighteen year old didn’t mind justin and they were friends, but there was a boundary line in his opinion. he could ask the boy how his day was, he could say hi, he could hang out, and even express some curiosities towards what the hell the boy was doing from time to time, but to show he cared about someone more then himself well that was hard to come by and only maybe three people really saw it within alex, besides family of course. yeah, alex was not about to play therapist and ask the boy what the hell was going on in that head of his unless there was something deadly coming about it for alex, because of course he was the most important person still within his own life.

”are you crying?!?” he couldn’t help but choke those words out as he was now up on his feet grabbing a different shirt, because this one was used through out the day and possibly gross and alex well was bored and figured why not get out of his damn grubby clothing. he looked to examine the face, but it didn’t look to have tears amongst its pale skin. he just shrugged it off and shook his head. this was stupid...his roommate was acting like a little girl in his opinion. drowning out the world and even alex...who shouldn’t be drowned out within his own opinion.


again he was just silent which caused alex to roll his eyes. ”hey nickerson instead of moping around if you actually went outside maybe got some color met more people or checked on some of your friends you wouldn’t be such a winey little girl right now” alex said not sure why he was trying to give him a boost, but in his own way he was trying to give him a boost. isabelle wouldn’t come over anymore, but as he could remember right the two of them seemed to be good friends before alex went and touched her again...she would come over and visit the freak like a brave little girl, but it had been some time surely sense the both of them had seen her? his little friend. surely he had others too if he really would get off his ass and tried to go visit them. ”you know iz or the balloon i hear she’s going to pop any day now” he said with a laugh.

[justin elijah nickerson]

Justin had slowly been pulling away from everyone. He had been talking less and less and just sitting on his computer doing who knows what cause he wasn't even on AIM or talking to anyone there. Lately even that didn't help. He was on his laptop a little less and still managing to ignore the world. Still, even with all that in mind, this was a little more anti-social than what he was used to.

He felt better after hiding under the blanket. It was dark and soft and warm and just mildly comforting.. But then what did he need comfort from? What was bugging him? Justin couldn't even pin point the source. He was just trying not to think about anything and even when he managed that, there was still this strange feeling like he was stuck in a deep hole where everything just sucked for some reason and and see a way out. Yep, it was a big hole of eternal suckage that was just stupid and it was why he didn't tell anyone about it.

"No!" came a muffled voice from under the sheets. He didn't do crying but maybe he was kinda sad, he just didn't know why and thus couldn't fix it and he didn't wanna talk about it either.

Alex kept on going though. If it had been any other day, Justin might have come up with a decent responce. Maybe even telling Alex where he could shove his sage advice but instead Justin just stayed quiet. Friends? Yeah, right. He hadn't seen much of them lately. But was that his faulr or theirs? Were they just not really talking to him or was it him doing that? Who even knows anymore. If he was to figure it out, he would probably find that Wes was kind of the beginning of all this. Ever since he left, things just havent' been the same. He didn't know anyone like him. Maybe he just missed him or something. Pfft, as if he'd EVER admit something like that.

"That's not gonna happen," he said sadly. He didn't really have those friends anymore because there just didn't seem to be around and he didn't think that they would want to just hang out anyway. Izzy hadn't come over in a long time and Summer couldn't. He didn't really have many friends right now.

[alexander james cavalier]

The normal roommate he had was seemingly gone and the other one he had was not here currently. His name was Austin or some shit and he was a bit of an asshole like Alex, but at least he spoke and he wasn't hiding under his blankets like a little girl when he came in the room. Whatever was stuck with Justin was childish and well Alex was trying to help him even by trying to piss him off a little, but there was nothing but silence and him being anti talkative. It was dumb really to the point where Alex couldn't help but find himself chuckling at his thoughts. "You know just because there is a blanket over your body doesn't mean you're invisible this isn't Harry Potter...and your blanket is not an invisible like cloak". Yeah okay so Alex read sometimes and he could say shit that made sense, but really it was just to now be bothersome to the boy who wasn't talking to him and now he was getting annoyed so why not just annoy back right? Two wrongs would eventually make the right...or some shit.

The muffled voice made him laugh anymore. "Whatever you little cry baby" he taunted. Yeah he didn't care that he said he wasn't crying. He figured he was. Alex could not help but keep taunting him it was working when it came to making the teenager talk. Then he said nothing when it came to him and a girlfriend or a boyfriend. What was his little friends name? Why was Alex attempting to get on his nerves so badly? He wasn't sure. "What was his name...Leslie or Wesley...some shit" he said smirking remembering the name now. "Ah, Wes..that boy that used you as a fuck toy right" he said licking his lips. "Why you so bitter you could do better than some crazy" he said with a snicker. Yeah okay so surely he was going to get it now, but it was to help Justin in some odd twisted fucked up way so he didn't particuraly mind.

Alex kept on going though. If it had been any other day, Justin might have come up with a decent responce. Maybe even telling Alex where he could shove his sage advice but instead Justin just stayed quiet. Friends? Yeah, right. He hadn't seen much of them lately. But was that his faulr or theirs? Were they just not really talking to him or was it him doing that? Who even knows anymore. If he was to figure it out, he would probably find that Wes was kind of the beginning of all this. Ever since he left, things just havent' been the same. He didn't know anyone like him. Maybe he just missed him or something. Pfft, as if he'd EVER admit something like that.

"Yeah, well I know Isabelle isn't going to be dropping by anytime soon" he said with a smirk now. Evil Alex was just on a roll today. "She won't ever forgive me again for what I did to her and well surely she's not coming here more because of me than you...but maybe you should go see her make sure I didn't get her pregnant or something" he said and licked his lips. "Instead of moping around like a little bitch screaming poor poor me not that you're screaming it, but your body is" he said just yapping and yapping and not stopping. Yep, typical asshole Alex was in full swing for the moment being.

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[justin elijah nickerson]

Alright, the Harry Potter thing was funny and it did make him feel better for about a second. It was enough for him to at least turn around so he was facing Alex but still completely covered form head to toe. Still, it was progress.

Alex was still being a jerk as usual, calling him a cry baby and surprisingly it was starting to help just the slightest bit. His eyes widened at the mention of Wes but he was still hidden so it wasn't like Alex would know or anything. He listened though, paying more attention right now.

"That's not what it was," he said, despite not having a proper answer for what it actually was. It was more than just being used and he knew that, even if people didn't believe him. Justin was the least delusional person around so he knew what was what and that thing with Wes was different.

"He wasn't any crazier than Anna and I'm used to crazy, practically immune to it," he offered in responce. It was true though. He knew crazy well enough to not let it bother him at all. And he actually cared about Wes. He wasn't the type to get attached to anyone or anything because people left all the time but then it just happened and maybe that's why it was affecting him more.. Maybe he just wasn't used to it anymore.

Justin didn't say anything when Alex started talking about Izzy but it quickly got worse and worse until Justin pulled the blanket off enough to sit up a little and looked straight at Alex.

"Why do you have to be a fucking jerk all the time?" he asked angrily but not as angry as he could get sometimes. Still, he managed to grab something and throw it at Alex's head with his good hand not the alien one, before returning back to his hideout under the covers.

[alexander james cavalier]

The boy had turned over on his side facing Alex, but he was still hidden under the blanket. ”Yeah, your still not invisible dude, I see you” he said still playing with it. ”But if you insist on trying maybe I’ll use my imagination for maybe even five minutes...Potter” he taunted. Now, he wasn’t trying to be a jerk, but seemingly that got him some progress so he was running with it?

Alex was still being a jerk as usual, calling him a cry baby and surprisingly it was starting to help just the slightest bit. His eyes widened at the mention of Wes but he was still hidden so it wasn't like Alex would know or anything. He listened though, paying more attention right now.

The room was so annoyingly silent! He wanted to throw something at him and be done with it. ”You still even alive over there or do I get to take your body to that freak boy that likes to fuck the dead?” he asked with a snicker thinking of Tyron for the moment being. ”I don’t get it though why fuck the cold, dead, and stiff, doesn’t ones body get a better reaction of the body is at least warm and stiff?”

”Practically immune to it...then why you sulking, because you miss the crazy is that what you’re telling me? There are plenty of other crazy people out there in the sea Justin or have you checked isolation for your little lover boy?” he asked playing up his words, just to keep him talking, because even though he was being a jerk at least the boy was responsive now and offering up some words. ”Or did he get too crazy and did they drag him off?” he asked raising a brow. ”Yeah, thats it...he probably killed someone and now he’s off in a home, strapped to a bed, and serving as a lab rat for other crazies”

Then the time came where Justin pulled the blanket off of himself and stared at him. Sure admitting to hurting someone wasn’t something he did often, but now he had the attention of Justin. Then something came flying at him, but it wasn’t the crazy hand...it hit him and his hand went to it automatically rubbing the sore spot. ”Simple...its who I am” he said snickering a little bit at him. ”Not that you don’t seem to like it from time to time” he said playing up their past sexual encounters. ”She liked it too she just wasn’t aware...but never you worry...I stayed away from Anna” he said and winked at him. .

[justin elijah nickerson]

"I don't care," he informed his roommate. He wasn't trying to be invisible. He just wanted to stay under the covers for a while, was that so bad? He could do whatever he wanted. Again with the Harry Potter jokes? Really? It was just annoying but then that seemed to be working so maybe it was a good thing after all. Of course, pissed off wasn't really a big improvement anyway.

Justin would have glared at Alex's next comment but he didn't. Just shifted a little, proving he was still there. Not that he was trying to prove it, it was just not the most comfortable spot on the bed is all.

"Don't ask me, I'm not one those psychologist types. How would I know," Justin said and at least he was talking a little more now cause he did think it was weird as hell but to each their own right? And who was he to judge? He was having sex with a known serial killer.. He was in no position to judge.

Isolation... Well yeah but Wes was gone so he wasn't likely to be there either and hell, maybe Justin did like the psychos. So what? Sure, that might get him killed one day, but who even cares? It's not like a lot of people would notice if he was just gone one day.

They did drag him off but he didn't need to confirm that for Alex. "At least he wasn't as much of a jerk as you are," he countered. Which was also true because Wes had been nothing but nice to him. Sure, he didn't seem to get along with a lot of people, getting into fights and stuff but to Justin he was a nice enough.

He didn't like the thought of Wes being locked away or strapped down, only because he knew how absolutely horrible that would be for him. Isolation was literally hell for that guy cause that was when the voices and stuff seemed to be worse and Justin hated seeing him like that so he hoped that wasn't the case.

He glared at Alex when he kept talking anyway. "Fuck you!" he said, yeah, that was more like the old Justin. Then he had to go and mention Anna and that pissed him off. Yeah, he hadn't hurt her but he shouldn't even be talking about her right now. If he had been closer, he'd probably punch the guy but instead he settled for throwing something else at his head.

[alexander james cavalier]

"Sure you don't" he said rolling his eyes at the big figure hiding beneath a blankey like a little scaredy cat. "What are you hiding from anyways your life?" he asked raising a brow. "You know that doesn't really work....the blanket only goes over you...not the world" he said with a shrug looking towards the young man still. "But oh well you don't care right? You're going to stay stuck under that damn thing no matter what i say...maybe" he said just throwing it out there.

The boy moved and well at least he could move. Not that Alex extremely care but he was trying at leas in a fucked up way. Justin couldnt see that though. He was now angryish instead of sulking so that was a good thing. "Aw, is someone butt hurt?" he asked with a snicker. He was just taunting him some more of course. "Dont worry im sure youll meet up with lover boy again some day" he taunted and gave him a wink.

"please he killed people..i dont kill...i let them wallow in their misery" then he couldnt help but laugh at that. "well minus you because im stuck living with you so i have to make it fun and interesting." he said and smirked. you ganna cry? he taunted again watching him sit and think for a moment. hey he found it to be a pretty valid question. he cried a bit over hope. "nah im not interested... he sais with a wink. wel he wasnt interested anymore at least. he watched hom get all pissy at the mention of anna. what boy wouldnt? that was his twin. "though im sure that jethro boys having fun with her" and then when something else was thrown his way he ducked. "you're like a crooked house wife throwing shit left and right"

[justin elijah nickerson]

He wasn't trying to hide out of fear. He just wanted to just away from everything for a while. Was that too much to ask for? Couldn't he have just one afternoon to be antisocial and not take to anyone? Apparently not.

"Yeah, life needs to shut the fuck up and get the fuck out for a while," he said just thinking out loud. He wasn't even sure what he meant by that but he had said and couldn't exactly take it back now.

"Whatever," he said, yeah so it wasn't the perfect plan but he didn't care. He just wanted to be left alone right now and Alex wasn't exactly helping with that.

Alex was still continuing to be a jerk but that was normal, wasn't it? He was always a jerk.. Most of the time anyway and Justin wasn't even sure why, it just always was that way so he got used to it. He could be one too though so it seemed to work most of the time in some twisted way. He gritted his teeth again at the guy's words. It was pissing his off.

"Fuck you Alex!" he said, yeah he wasn't one to thinking intelligent insults, the basics worked just fine for his purposes. "Just fuck off and DIE" he said because he didn't like him talking about his sister like that. And that Jethro guy better just not do anything stupid either.

When he threw something else at Alex, the guy didn't even seem to get that mad. So Justin just glared at the comment before going back under the covers again.

[alexander james cavalier]

"Yeah well life doesnt do that especially when you want it too little boy so youre just going to have to possibly grow up and live with it.." he said just being honest. "Life sucks and then it sucks some more...no one gets away from it unless their dead and you're not dying...there are people in the world out there that are so...could you stop being a little bitch now?" he asked.

"Yeah yeah yeah" he said in a choked up voice mocking Justin in a sense! Why? Well because it was Alex. He did what he wanted and said what he wanted when he felt like it. The problem was no one could shut up the blonde pretty boy so he continued with what seemingly worked for him. The teeth gritting made Alex smile. "Don't hurt your pretty little teeth there Justin" he said winking at the brunette. It was probably sad how amused he was, but then again he didnt particularly care...or was that it? He did! In some fucked up twisted notion.

The fact that the boy in front of him him kept up with a repititious fuck you, well it just made Alexander James snicker. Why? He would have thought talking about the boys sister would get a little more of a reaction besides throwing stuff and some simple fuck you's. Yeah the eighteen year old was looking for more fight then that. It made him quirk his brow. "Nope not dead not even close...nice try" he said shaking his head some at the words. "Back into hiding eh? he said rolling his eyes. "Not even being an ass works hmm...well lets try being realistic...nothings disappearing and you're already in hell, so how much worse could it really be Nickerson. Quit youre wining and do something useful about your problem...or live like a baby up to you" he said with a shrug and grabbed his weights and began lifting on his bed as he watched what in an odd sense he considered a friend.

[justin elijah nickerson]

That was kind of how things always went. You just had to deal with it and usually that was exactly what Justin did but for whatever reasons, things were just affecting him moe than usual right now and he couldn't exactly help that.

Obviously Alex wasn't getting it though. No one did but then that was generally how this works. It wasn't like he was doing this on purpose and he didn't now how to fix it because it really wasn't as easy as Alex seemed to think.

All he wanted was for Alex to just stop talking to him because things just looked so hopeless right now but it was clear it wouldn't happen. He ignored the guy as best he could but eventualyl realized that he was just gonna keep talking so instead Justin got up and moved toward the door wanting to just leave and get out of there for a while.

He didn't even say a word or offer an explaination but he was certain that he didn't owe Alex one anyway. They could be trying to help but Justin would just be oblivious to that.